but have been playing alot of FR this month, and it has been like free monies. every1 at 50 and 100nl really sux. the regs are horrible and dont know how to even valuebet properly vs 80VPIP fish, they play every hand with potcontrol like it was vs a nitty reg giving them action. they sux at adjusting is what ive noticed so far is what im trying to say
anyways i filtered my hands, some scary shit (from last 3 months)
for november im planning on doing a hand/training/eat healthy challange thingy.. (only for myself)
Why am i doing this?
~ LAS VEGAS ~ LAS VEGAS ~ LAS VEGAS ~
i wanna go to vegas, i wanna have a roll for vegas. good friend of mine who knows our own LPer Nolan is planning on going to vegas after newyears. getting a place together there and i really wanna go with em. havent met nolan but he seems like an awzum layed back kinda guy, a guy of my taste.
anyways i was asked to come along but i dont have the roll for it yet. and i wanna do this the right way. just getting a good mindset/lifestyle to try and make this goal happend.
$$ wise i hope to make atleast 10 000 € these 2 months (wich i almost should make only from rakeback if i play 200k hands +++) and ill have enough monies in total to go to vegas
i think its very possible as long as im not losing while playing. i just need to put in the hours.
The plan at first was to play 5000 hands / day for a total of 150k hands, but i think thats pushing it since im not gonna be able to play every day prolly. with girl and shit like that.
Im gonna try to keep 3333 hands/day over the whole month, wich is gonna be ~100 000 hands in november.
Im gonna try to move my ass for atleast 45 minutes 50% of the days, so 15 times.
Im gonna try to eat little better since ive noticed i feel alot better if i eat at "normal" times and just trying to keep a ruitine. obv im no master chef but ill try to keep it kinda healthy, with mostly meat and vegetables + couple fruites every day.
Im gonna go up at a decent hour. And also try to not drink to many times, like 2-3 times tops for whole month.
Just a normal week should be (the first day of the week, say monday)
9AM go up, go for a run (run/walk if laazy) for about 45 minutes, pick up some grocherys from grochery store so i got food/fruit/veges for the week
10AMish, take shower, change cloths, eat breakfast, drink coffee and shit, listen to some good music
then play about 2k hands (will take around 3-4 hours)
2PM eat some lunch, watch some series and stuff
Play another 2-3 hours
Try to eat something decent for dinner
Maybe put in a little extra session if i have stamina for it in the evening.
free to screw around with girl im seeing at the evenings, watch some movies and w/e.
shouldnt be so hard? should it?
starting off at 100nl right away i think, hopefully dont need to move down or anything anoying like that. hopefully get up to 200nl in december sometime
(ill do the same thing for december, if i need to, ill put in a little extra hands/day)
(i live atm with 3 friends so from a social aspect u dont need to worry that ill become some kind of psycho only playing and eating apples all day long)
variance free last 2 days (allthough i guess i hit the upperhand of variance in some way)
so lets call it swingfree last 2 days!
these days are so fucking sweet, just keep hitting them sets! im still down this month but its starting to head the right way again =)
hope for november to be a good one so i can get back to 100nl fulltime
froze for 5 min i logged of and now i cant log in for about the last 20 min, i was regged in 7 MTTS and now im just blinding out, bought in for about 210$
fml fml fml
TILT TILT TILT
friend of mine cant log into my account either, but i can observe the tables just watching my chips dissapear
last month was so fking good, down 3.5k this month, suxx...
had first winning session this month yesterday night on stars. won like 7BI at 50NL 6max
Gonna need to turn this around now again like last time i ran/played this bad
also thought alot about what loco wrote in Nights blog
I quote:
On October 11 2009 02:45 Loco wrote:
you set yourself up for disappointments when you blog about your results daily. it's something i could personally never do because it would affect my judgement way too much. it's really easy to think you're crushing the game because you run good for a while and you make it public and you start believing in it, and when it doesn't go your way you have enforced the belief that you 'deserve to win' or something, just because you've been winning. it's the main reason people tilt i think. they don't understand that there are two sides to the coin and if you are running abnormally hot it's going to come crashing sooner or later and it shouldn't affect your game because you should know it's going to happen. i don't tilt at all when i don't blog about my results and i'm never disappointed in my performance because of this, whereas i was scared to lose coming up in the low/mid limits and blogging often, and every time i had big losing sessions my play/mood was tremendously affected.
tldr; i found that playing to improve for myself and myself only, not making it too public how much money i was making was actually much better for my game and emotional stability.
really wise words imo.. that i will try to plant into my game/life.
So this might be one of the last resultsoriented blogposts of mine for a while. i need to stop being an attentionwhore about everything and just concentrate on my game.
and thats just not posting results and shit thinking im some kind of god when i run good, just my whole sight of poker as a game. dealing with beats and stuff. just not be so fucking shortterm effected all the time.