Cheer up, it's Christmas! Remember that suck outs and shit can only affect your mood if you let it. Refuse pain, go buy something for a friend or take some pretty girl out for some beers. Fuck it, go find a tree somewhere to hang shiny stuff in.
Only written ~15% of my paper on "Game theory in Negotiations" and I've already managed to cite Pascal's Wager. Working on getting "Lennon, J and McCartney, P,. "Can't buy me love", Parlophone, 1964" in there as well.
Good month from a poker point of view. Not that many hands but really solid profit. Not that I have much luck trying to figure out how much I'm up this year including rakeback and MTT's, but I think I might even dubble what I did last year if I have two more good months. That'd be nice.
As for music I tried to fall asleep two nights ago and couldn't get some line out of my head; "Perhaps you're smiling now // smiling through this darkness // but all I had to give was the guilt for dreaming" or something like that. It bugged the hell out of me until I woke up and googled it and found out it was the bowie-song "time", which I*ve probably havn't heard in like 3 years. Now I'm sold on Bowie again
So Sunday I played some donkaments and then grinded cash all night before going to BJJ for the first time in like 3 weeks. I had only eaten a chocolate bar since late in the afternoon and had been drinking a whole lot off non-sugar red bull. I decided that I could just skip sleep and go to practice. Normally I do fine after pulling all nighters but now I had been a little bit sick for a while, hadn't eaten anything with any kind of decent nutritional value for a few days and I had enough coffein in my system to kill a small elephant...
"Like the holocaust Lloyd; Never again!"
I'm fairly sure I've never felt shittier in all my life, so today I ate good food and kept of the red bull (only grinded mid stakes anyway, who cares if I lose a stack or two missreading boards? ). I'm a little bit tired but I'm feeling fine, today I'll actually learn something and I'll have enough gas not to look like a total retard all the time. It might take me longer then most people, since I seem to be a grapplingretard, but sooner or later I'll be good at this.
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Apparently there's an interview with me from UO Valencia up on like pokernews Lithuania or something like that. I can't find it for the life of me, anyone having better luck?
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). I'm a little bit tired but I'm feeling fine, today I'll actually learn something and I'll have enough gas not to look like a total retard all the time. It might take me longer then most people, since I seem to be a grapplingretard, but sooner or later I'll be good at this. 
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