chilwad: bets $11
tehskies : raises $34.50 to $45.50 and is all-in
chilwad: calls $34.50
River (Pot : $105.00)
Showdown chilwad: shows (a flush, Ace high)
tehskies : mucks hand
chilwad collected $104.50 from pot
tehskies said, "nasty"
Summary Total pot $105 | Rake $0.50
Board
Seat 1: chilwad (big blind) showed and won ($104.50) with a flush, Ace high
Seat 2: tehskies (button) (small blind) mucked
Submitted by : CrownRoyal
PokerStars Game #19082164018: Hold'em No Limit ($0.25/$0.50) - 2008/07/25 - 00:37:43 (ET)
Table 'Norma' 2-max Seat #1 is the button
Seat 1: chilwad ($96.75 in chips)
Seat 2: tehskies ($64.65 in chips)
chilwad: posts small blind $0.25
tehskies : posts big blind $0.50
Holecards(Odds) Dealt to tehskies
chilwad: raises $1 to $1.50
tehskies : raises $3 to $4.50
chilwad: calls $3
Showdown tehskies : shows (high card King)
chilwad: shows (a pair of Fours)
chilwad collected $92.50 from pot
Summary Total pot $93 | Rake $0.50
Board
Seat 1: chilwad (button) (small blind) showed and won ($92.50) with a pair of Fours
Seat 2: tehskies (big blind) showed and lost with high card King
basically busto again and i have no will to continue playing nl2 so i guess im done for a while maybe some people will stake me to play in some bigger tournaments or games or something but i have a pretty shitty record with all of that so doubtful
just gonna wait til i have enough money to deposit 500 or more if its even possible to still deposit after epassporte died.
Been doing some research and havent found anything besides what an LP member told me and sick interested in the idea of being able to play for 10+ hours straight instead of losing focus after 30 minutes
got deep in so many tournaments today but got fucked by stupid shit a lot and I dont even know how this final table happened but it's still stupid because i made like 25 dollars lol
I'm quitting drinking for a while or at least so much. I drink nearly every day these days and I'm quite positive im borderline alcoholic at the age of 19. It's doing nothing good for me either and my life would be so much better production wise if i had never even began drinking. I wouldn't be as cool as i am or whatever but at the same time I wouldn't be so unsuccessful.
It's also making me fat. I'm gonna try to lose maybe 10-15lbs (I weigh 180 right now and I'm 5'10) and in the near future begin working out again. I used to drink a lot in highschool but I also played sports so I stayed in shape and was actually pretty muscular/strong.
All in all though drinking I realized this morning is the root of a lot of my problems and I'm getting nothing out of it on the plus side. Thus it's time for it to take a back seat in my life.
Pretty sweet really, I read LP a lot and didnt ever realize that not being able to comment on shit was painful. I start my new job in 7 hours and I'm pretty stoked about that. Uhh, further updates... lets see. I'm grinding NL2 poker wise (lol) I'm not really taking poker seriously for shit im sick of it, fuck poker. I met a new girl and I think i'll post a few pics. I dated her before but I just re-met her if thats a word and it's going alright. + Show Spoiler +
That's about that I guess...
The main reason i posted this is because i wanted to know if any of you play either of these games.
Kingdom of Loathing (A badass txt based mmorpg)
Dominategame (risk online)
All throughout my life I've been a cocky kid with no real reason to be. My ego is huge, rekrul's ego has little on mine. If I'm doing something _I am the best at it_ Even trying to be the best and not succeeding isn't good enough.
In my life right now however, I'm in last place. I can't fucking do anything right and all the decisions I make are wrong. I have probably 1k in bills i need to pay this month and I wont have money for another two weeks probably. Even when I get that money I won't have enough, great lets feed off of my parents some more. I'm fucking 19 years old and gotta have my parents help me out bleh. Let's rewind here though. While I was growing up I obv knew that I was a lot smarter than your average kid. I excelled at pretty much anything I set my mind to because that's something I had over everyone else. A mind that would upon using it enable me to excel at just about anything. Needless to say my expectations for myself have ALWAYS been way above what they probably should have been. I'm pretty sure if I wanted I could be anything in my life. I could be the president of the united states, I could be a lawyer, wtfever I want. What am I doing right now though? I'm a college dropout without a job and no short term goals or aspirations. I'm fucking worthless, seriously. I wake up, grind poker (which i can't fucking win to save my life in the past month) my friends come over, I play halo/rock band/other random shit and then I grind a bit more and then I go out and get drunk. That is my daily schedule.
Don't get me wrong though... My life is great for what it is, it's not what i fucking want though. I want to be successful, I want to be happy, I want to have goals. I want a fucking reason to live. This brings me to another thing. ALL FEMALES ARE CUNTS. I'm sorry yugless, you seem to be an exception but probably only because i only see things you type. I'm pretty sure I'm so depressed with this early mid-life crisis im going through that the idea of suicide or dying doesn't even phase me. It's the pussy way out and I don't even wanna go there though.
I'm so fucking lazy and worthless I don't think I can ever get anything I want though, I assume I just deserve everything and I shouldn't have to work for it at all. I will never be happy with what I have right now but I don't know how to go about acquiring the things that I desire.
All I want is to be rich, not for the money but for the freedom to do whatever I want with my life. I want my family to all prosper in my wealth. I want to be able to further study the mind and society. I want to be able to write about the things that I know and learn and hopefully share all of it with anyone who would want to know what I had to say. I love helping people, I love learning. I hate college though, I feel like I don't need to be there, I went to my classes in my last semester only on test days and the first day to get a class schedule and passed every single one of my tests with no prior knowledge or any idea as to what the fuck was going on beforehand.
I can't stand working for $10 an hour either, I feel like im being spat on even with the idea of it. I don't know what to do with my life, I hate everything. I'd give anything just to have some direction and happiness in my life.
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(a flush, Ace high)
(a pair of Fours)
