1. Whiny graph post just to tilt you guys a little /troll.
2. The poker mindset is a reaaaally good book, first time i am capable of not tilting at all about anything poker related, that makes me have a better mood irl too which makes my Gf happy.
3. Finished Portal 2 in less than 24 hours, shit was epic.. i will play co-op mode with my gf in a few days (she just beat portal 1 and shes starting 2 right now).
4. I have no idea why i saw this trailer yesterday and jizzed hardcore. Brb playing this single player until i win it.
Need a coach for NL20-50, willing to pay % of my winnings or any other agreement that we talk. I have flexible hours so i can adjust to your schedule.
I play NL20 at Ongame and im tired of not being able to beat it. I have a lot of time to play but losing constantly stops me from mass playing. (I play 4 to 6 tables 5max) and i can play 5-7 hours a day while taking small breaks.
Used to play nl20-nl50 at Ipoker but family problems made me cashout most of my roll and i had to start all over again. Played nl10 at ongame and went up to nl20 fast.
People from tlpoker.la can vouch for me, im doing this because i dont care about getting cash at the moment. I just want to improve and be able to play on nl100 in a couple of months if possible... i love this game so much but im tired of not becoming better.
I watch a lot of vids, have a lot of material from CR, bfp and a couple of more sites.. i just dont know why i dont improve.
This are my stats atm.
Let me know if anyone's interested or if anyone needs additional information.
Poker has been kind of entertaining since i got my bankroll back (or at least half of it cause that fags from ipoker still owe me money).
During september i played NL10 6max at FTP. (whined about it a few blogposts before).
After that i was able to return to my dear ipoker and play the limit i was overrolled at (NL20 euros-pounds).
So, you crush NL20 and start getting shots and NL50 to make your life happier. Some retarded ipoker site fucks you up and makes you stop playing online poker for around 45 days.. you are finally able to get part of your money back and all of the sudden this starts to happen.
So after analizing all the situation i realized that somehow i had forgotten all the aggression i used to have postflop. Checking my hands with bongky and finding out that for example i would not bet AKo after 3betting and recieving a call with a low board made me feel like crap.. and that explained why my red line was a piece of shit.
Bongky offered me some coaching for a nice price and i took it.. everything started really cool but i kept losing money (my ev was all over the sky ofc) so i reached the point that i could not afford the coaching anymore.. i learned a lot during this period and i was able to catch up a couple of leaks i had.. so that wasnt that bad.
Anyways.. after losing to the point of being underrolled for NL20 i decided that i would not give up and that i would start my recovery at NL10.. so far, not good at all.
This is the graph of yesterdays sess.
And this one is of todays:
As you can see, my red line is still a piece of shit.. i fire A LOT of flops but now im thinking that i fire maybe too many of em and end up folding to minraises/turn bets from retarded villains. (Yes i check my HUD stats a lot and i also check the dynamics of the table).
TL:DR, i used to be good at cash games but now i suck so bad and i cant understand why and how to fix it, making me lose more than 1/2 my roll.
At this point im considering taking the rest of my roll and making a deposit at PS to play STTs, fml.