wtf Night2o1....I just had a dream about you! You were some poker baller in a small town in Brazil where I came to play this huge mirron dorra tourney.
You obv. being afraid of my mad skillz, sent an HIV infested hooker to my hotel to seduce me and bite my neck and give me teh HIV.
some random zombies who turned out to be Royalsu and Kilay came to my rescue (wtf?)...blah blah blah....I end up stacking you in the tourney with Ace high.
I've been seeing this girl for about 8 months. Totally love her and she feels the same way. She's smart, beautiful, funny, not needy, and the sex is fantastic. Pretty much everything I care about
Monday I picked her up from her place to go have breakfast together. She was acting very quiet and standoffish so I asked her what was wrong. She tells me she has something to tell me and asks me to promise not to freak out about it and I agree, expecting for her to dump me or something like that.
That's when she made the most disgusting confession I have ever heard. She tells me that she's into scat sex. That she regularly eats and smears her poop while masturbating when I'm not around. She also tells me that she wants us to start doing it and that she wants to eat my ****.
I'm ******* mortified . I have never once even considered doing something like this and the thought of it makes me sick to my stomach. I also keep thinking about all the times I've kissed her, not knowing what's been in her mouth.
I haven't seen or spoken to her since monday. I just can't bring myself to. She's been calling and leaving crying voicemails on my phone asking me to forget she ever said it and that's she's sorry.
I don't know what the **** to do about this . What should I do? I love her but dear ******* god.
March sucked. March life tilted me. Worst losing month so far (EVER), even with rakeback included. Not sure how much I'm down exactly probably > 700$ (tourney's and cash). BR is in bad shape, real life finances in bad shape as well FML. My mom is paying all my bills atm, was thinking I should ask her for a stake. Otherwise, its back to grinding NL20. So much for a +4k month...
went to see armin van buuren and markus schulz at a club here in Toronto last weekend. we got a booth for like 1k in the middle of the dance floor...was fucking awesome! some pics of me and my friends