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failsafe United States. Dec 03 2017 13:46. Posts 1040 | | |
So a few years back I got diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia. I started cooking some self-treatment solutions this year. Surprisingly, thing have turned around and I'm doing alright. I'd like to move to California, Colorado, or one of the States where weed is legal, but so far haven't had the chance.
Money is kind of tight at the moment because I was part of a major doctoral program that closed (Emory University), and was unable to get my master's despite having a 4.0 (because I was unable to complete the thesis for the degree).
Ultimately I got suspended from the university where I completed my undergraduate because of problems related to schizophrenia and evicted from my apartment in Auburn, Alabama. I could never really get schizophrenia under control. I got addicted to ayahuasca and Kung Fu--and that's how I got evicted. I was screaming at night in the parking lot and kicking all the trees.
You can see you can make around 30lbs. of Ayahuasca for about $2,000 if you buy in bulk online. One of the best sites is Mr. Botanical--I guess the ability to get DMT is pretty commonplace these days, but I only discovered it not too long ago. I think I went through about 1kg of Ayahuasca myself in the past year. Definitely this is the best legal solution if you're an enterprising martial artist.
Anyway, "drugs" and so on aside (stuff we usually associate with legality obstacles)--I ended up moving to Atlanta, Georgia where I'm working on some programming projects and writing Philosophy. It would be a lot more straight-forward if I were more accredited, and so the futures projections aren't great at the moment. I ended up selling a First-Edition Charizard a couple days ago for around $4,000. Unfortunately I was unable to get the card delivered because (surprisingly) UPS doesn't deliver to post office boxes. I'm having to get the card re-routed to me on Monday.
It was an aggravating experience from start-to-finish. UPS doesn't deliver to post office boxes, and won't deliver to a post office either: This because USPS and UPS are different companies. International customer service can't re-route transactions, either and so ultimately I have to make an extra trip to a local UPS store to get the original shipment sent back.
You can see this is the auction for the First-Edition Charizard: https://www.ebay.com/itm/Charizard-1st-Edition-Perfect/253270394497
I bought some insurance on the shipment so I hope the card is returned in good condition. I'm headed to the local Zen center to see how it is while I wait on all this shipment-related questions to be resolved.
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RiKD  United States. Dec 03 2017 17:33. Posts 9041 | | |
Is there anything stopping you from going to a solid psychiatric medical facility and getting on some proper meds? Seeing a psychiatrist and a therapist for management?
I am bipolar I with some pretty bad psychotic features (they thought I could be schizophrenic when I was crazy manic/psychotic). I could not really live my life. When I cut out the recreational drugs and starting taking what the Doctors prescribed my life got a lot better. |
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Baalim Mexico. Dec 04 2017 05:27. Posts 34262 | | |
I've always wondered why ppl with mental problems gravitate heavily thowards drugs, It looks counterintuitive to further destabilize your psyche.
whats the correlation with DMT and martial arts? wtf
USPS and UPS arent just different companies, one is the national post service, and the other is just a private company like FEDEX and private companies cant use state-owned stuff obv |
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Trav94 Canada. Dec 04 2017 08:35. Posts 1789 | | |
| | On December 04 2017 04:27 Baalim wrote:
whats the correlation with DMT and martial arts? wtf
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If you've ever done psychedelics you shouldn't have to ask this question lol |
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failsafe United States. Dec 04 2017 16:20. Posts 1040 | | |
Honestly if you've ever trained Martial Arts, Ayahuasca is the only solution. I'd been bed-ridden for 5 years and gained around 70 pounds. I couldn't get out and do much of anything.
Basically I bought a bunch of Ayahuasca through a small internet proprietary and within a few days was back at my full TKD level. I think full Shaolin is possible if you have Ayahuasca and know some Shaolin.
DMT is pretty powerful. |
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dnagardi Hungary. Dec 04 2017 19:42. Posts 1778 | | |
I still don't get it. what's happening to your brain that u get addicted to martial arts? please explain in detail im really curious |
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Baalim Mexico. Dec 05 2017 03:00. Posts 34262 | | |
| | On December 04 2017 07:35 Trav94 wrote:
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On December 04 2017 04:27 Baalim wrote:
whats the correlation with DMT and martial arts? wtf
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If you've ever done psychedelics you shouldn't have to ask this question lol
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I have, I still dont see a connection |
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Baalim Mexico. Dec 05 2017 03:12. Posts 34262 | | |
| | On December 04 2017 15:20 failsafe wrote:
Honestly if you've ever trained Martial Arts, Ayahuasca is the only solution. I'd been bed-ridden for 5 years and gained around 70 pounds. I couldn't get out and do much of anything.
Basically I bought a bunch of Ayahuasca through a small internet proprietary and within a few days was back at my full TKD level. I think full Shaolin is possible if you have Ayahuasca and know some Shaolin.
DMT is pretty powerful. |
I'm red/black belt in TKD, when i was child a tho which is fucking useless but I've also trained MMA mostly by myself for a few years intermittently and I've also tried psychodelics (not dmt tho), and I still dont get it |
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failsafe United States. Dec 05 2017 03:47. Posts 1040 | | |
| | On December 05 2017 02:12 Baalim wrote:
Show nested quote +
On December 04 2017 15:20 failsafe wrote:
Honestly if you've ever trained Martial Arts, Ayahuasca is the only solution. I'd been bed-ridden for 5 years and gained around 70 pounds. I couldn't get out and do much of anything.
Basically I bought a bunch of Ayahuasca through a small internet proprietary and within a few days was back at my full TKD level. I think full Shaolin is possible if you have Ayahuasca and know some Shaolin.
DMT is pretty powerful. |
I'm red/black belt in TKD, when i was child a tho which is fucking useless but I've also trained MMA mostly by myself for a few years intermittently and I've also tried psychodelics (not dmt tho), and I still dont get it
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dnagardi Hungary. Dec 05 2017 20:43. Posts 1778 | | |
failsafe could you please answer our questions? |
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dnagardi Hungary. Dec 10 2017 19:32. Posts 1778 | | | |
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dnagardi Hungary. Dec 14 2017 10:15. Posts 1778 | | | |
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dnagardi Hungary. Dec 21 2017 15:40. Posts 1778 | | |
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fira United States. Dec 31 2017 00:35. Posts 6345 | | | |
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failsafe United States. Mar 16 2018 02:52. Posts 1040 | | |
lol son chen why didn't u save this motha fuckin chaziard. i ended up shipping it back and refurbing the case
"IT'S NONA YO BEEEZWAX" lol i'm surprised you missed this man
"NUNNA YO BIZZNIZZ MOTHA FUCKAZZZ" is quite a lot like saying something unfortunate
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"NUNNA YO BITCHNASS" (a translation i don't understand but that is equated)
my advice: stick with beezwax |
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