Been sick

On November 23 2021 01:09 RiKD wrote: I've been sick with a really ferocious cold like 6 days. Allegedly not Covid which is probably a good thing. My sleep is awful. I mean I slept most of today thank goodness but it is all in like 1 hours blocks and then I have really bad coughing fits. Then I thought I could control the dreams. Which I could to a degree but if I slept for like 2 hours from 1-3am I lost control. I am at a point now I don't want vivid dreaming, lucid dreaming, I just want to sleep for like 1 12 hour block. That's all I want in this world. Due to my aches and general dissatisfaction basically nothing as brought me joy. All entertainment is banal. I feel like shit and don't feel like getting anything done at a time I need to get stuff done. I am trying not to make it stressful and just survive on a basal level but I hate that survival zone. So, that's what I've been up to. Suffering and more suffering. How are you? I think part of the reason I am posting this is so I can post in the future if I can't sleep. It is brutal to wake up every hour until like 3am and can't sleep. Hopefully, I can make things interesting but who knows.

Do ya like Phil Collins?

On November 23 2021 04:13 hiems wrote: Show nested quote + On November 23 2021 01:09 RiKD wrote: I've been sick with a really ferocious cold like 6 days. Allegedly not Covid which is probably a good thing. My sleep is awful. I mean I slept most of today thank goodness but it is all in like 1 hours blocks and then I have really bad coughing fits. Then I thought I could control the dreams. Which I could to a degree but if I slept for like 2 hours from 1-3am I lost control. I am at a point now I don't want vivid dreaming, lucid dreaming, I just want to sleep for like 1 12 hour block. That's all I want in this world. Due to my aches and general dissatisfaction basically nothing as brought me joy. All entertainment is banal. I feel like shit and don't feel like getting anything done at a time I need to get stuff done. I am trying not to make it stressful and just survive on a basal level but I hate that survival zone. So, that's what I've been up to. Suffering and more suffering. How are you? I think part of the reason I am posting this is so I can post in the future if I can't sleep. It is brutal to wake up every hour until like 3am and can't sleep. Hopefully, I can make things interesting but who knows.

Mods can we ban this guy from my blog. I have him banned under my blog but he figured out a way get passed it.

On November 23 2021 04:18 Sleepy311 wrote: Do ya like Phil Collins?

Not really why?

It's a quote from American Psycho, Lol......Hope ya feel better Rik!

On November 23 2021 07:16 RiKD wrote: Show nested quote + On November 23 2021 04:13 hiems wrote:   On November 23 2021 01:09 RiKD wrote: I've been sick with a really ferocious cold like 6 days. Allegedly not Covid which is probably a good thing. My sleep is awful. I mean I slept most of today thank goodness but it is all in like 1 hours blocks and then I have really bad coughing fits. Then I thought I could control the dreams. Which I could to a degree but if I slept for like 2 hours from 1-3am I lost control. I am at a point now I don't want vivid dreaming, lucid dreaming, I just want to sleep for like 1 12 hour block. That's all I want in this world. Due to my aches and general dissatisfaction basically nothing as brought me joy. All entertainment is banal. I feel like shit and don't feel like getting anything done at a time I need to get stuff done. I am trying not to make it stressful and just survive on a basal level but I hate that survival zone. So, that's what I've been up to. Suffering and more suffering. How are you? I think part of the reason I am posting this is so I can post in the future if I can't sleep. It is brutal to wake up every hour until like 3am and can't sleep. Hopefully, I can make things interesting but who knows. Mods can we ban this guy from my blog. I have him banned under my blog but he figured out a way get passed it.

There are no mods except Baal. Baal kinda likes fascism and psychopathy so it's all good to him. Solution is to gtfo and leave them to their filth. Don't beg the unreasonable to be reasonable.

This is true.

I came on to share one more thing.

It is really hot upstairs in this house. I think it is a vent problem I am too lazy to fix so I just open the window. Opening the window also alleviates any claustrophobic feel I get from the room. Well, I was sleeping this thing off or trying to sleep this thing off for like 14 hours last night with only a relatively light blanket. I was never shivering like some other nights at all from my recollection I felt comfortable. Turns out it was allegedly down to the 30s (F) last night. I checked my temperature this morning and it was 94.5 F. I literally had hypothermia. Putting on some warm clothes, drinking some hot tea, and spending an hour waiting in an overheated DMV room brought it back up to normal. Kind of a pain though since I like to leave my window open. It's a science experience that seems difficult to control. In fact part of the reason for leaving window open is not to shiver but to develop brown fat and burn more fat. Food and heat should not be abundant in the winter. This is all Ray Cronise stuff.

It's all going down. Collapse is imminent. I'm just trying to have some fun while I can. This place does not seem like the ideal place to be.

In fact, I think that is one component that others have to share with me at this point. If you don't believe that things are bad and collapse is coming baby then it's just not really going to work.

Had a similiar cold in the summer. Died off after 5-6 days but I was also getting a lot of supplements back then and felt like my immune system made it worse than it actually is. The first day of sleep after it is awesome