I can post here if I want

bass is a real man's instrument.

On January 22 2022 18:22 CurbStomp2 wrote: bass is a real man's instrument.

real man is being a composer. after messing around with music for a bit that was my conclusion.

otherwise its obv piano and guitar you can play both melody and bass with those

High and Dry by Radiohead is the new one

I can already play it and I know the lyrics almost by heart

I just pretend I am singing about being 25 and having everything sussed out and then losing my bank roll.

Composers are great:

Beethoven
Bach
etc.

but something about 90s rock

Radiohead
Smashing Pumpkins
Nirvana
REM

Although I am super in a phase where I just listen to new (to me) Emma Ruth Rundle, Chelsea Wolfe and all these other great musicians in like a goth folk indy rock or post-rock era and also doom metal and sludgy metal. I fucking love it.

Posting was a mistake but I CAN post. I don't want to be the guy that says "How high?" to the capitalist that says jump. I CAN jump into a ravine but that does not mean I should or I must jump into a ravine.

I must have creative outlets or what is the point of living?

I CAN go on social media. I AM FREE to choose between 63 different types of shampoo. I think the key is how do I quit ALL of it?

{Twitter, reddit, twitch.tv, 63 different kinds of shampoo}

But, Google and/or duckduckgo help me to play these songs I am learning and much, much more. Always more. More, more, more. But, what about less?

I don't know man. I just know I need less internet when everyone seems to want more. I tried to get cute with this thread and all it ends up being is another damn relapse. Pretty soon I'll be writing 5 large block paragraphs about work, life, and how I feel about cutting all of my hair off. I still posit that being human is difficult. At least for me. I have been playing the guitar for hours daily to try and fill a void. I didn't eat any fast food for a month before coming home from work without anything to eat. My ole friend the striatum was going haywire. I instantly became happy and excited that I was going on a trip to binge eat McDonalds. Besides playing the guitar it was the happiest I have been in 2 weeks. At least I found a good instructor to start taking guitar lessons now that I have some money. Throwing all my eggs in the guitar basket seems like it is not prudent but it's literally all I have. I can't paint in the house anymore and don't have the money for a studio. See typing this out offers some catharsis too but it has to stop. But, I don't want to play the guitar every waking hour away from work. I don't even want to work it's pretty awful besides making strangers laugh and I need money for guitar lessons and bills and such. Story of my life might just be NGMI. I'm marked for death. We all are. Fuck. Fuck tombstones and worms, let the wolves eat me.

You're a made man Rik.....LP needs you....The game needs you...

On January 23 2022 23:10 Sleepy311 wrote: You're a made man Rik.....LP needs you....The game needs you...

sleepy as rikd's #1 supporter you are a level 2 disciple of the dumb loco

be care ful

When barely surviving the day has crushed my willpower it is easier to zombie scroll twitter instead of playing crisp chords. Let us see what some Tylenol and white tea can do to muster some spirit. Otherwise I might be going to reddit to zombie scroll until I fall asleep or die of dehydration. All in the name of some semblance of recovery so I can do it all again tomorrow...

I honestly think that Sleepy is a bot. I have no way of testing this because I can't think well right now. My only fan left is a bot and I am versus all these knuckleheads. Loco is right. I have no idea why I keep posting here.

On January 24 2022 01:37 RiKD wrote: I honestly think that Sleepy is a bot. I have no way of testing this because I can't think well right now. My only fan left is a bot and I am versus all these knuckleheads. Loco is right. I have no idea why I keep posting here.

Fan is a bit of a stretch.... Though maybe slightly if you learn to play Radiohead-Blowout....Good luck Rik!

On January 24 2022 00:37 hiems wrote: Show nested quote + On January 23 2022 23:10 Sleepy311 wrote: You're a made man Rik.....LP needs you....The game needs you... sleepy as rikd's #1 supporter you are a level 2 disciple of the dumb loco be care ful

If I'm a level 2 disciple, you're a level 13 skinnyfat bonehead

Save some samgyeopsal for the rest of us, ya lil porker

On January 24 2022 16:13 Sleepy311 wrote: Show nested quote + On January 24 2022 00:37 hiems wrote:   On January 23 2022 23:10 Sleepy311 wrote: You're a made man Rik.....LP needs you....The game needs you... sleepy as rikd's #1 supporter you are a level 2 disciple of the dumb loco be care ful If I'm a level 2 disciple, you're a level 13 skinnyfat bonehead Save some samgyeopsal for the rest of us, ya lil porker

listen u dumb sleepy i was just lookin out 4 u because its never a good idea to follow the teachings of the dumb loco but if u want to start a war wit me im happy to oblige

step 1 get off ur voodoo medicines that u take. dis will help with ur limp dick
step 2 get a real job whatever it is that u do its probably very dumb like spitfiree

On January 24 2022 01:37 RiKD wrote: I honestly think that Sleepy is a bot. I have no way of testing this because I can't think well right now. My only fan left is a bot and I am versus all these knuckleheads. Loco is right. I have no idea why I keep posting here.

you have more fans no worries

On January 24 2022 17:40 dnagardi wrote: Show nested quote + On January 24 2022 01:37 RiKD wrote: I honestly think that Sleepy is a bot. I have no way of testing this because I can't think well right now. My only fan left is a bot and I am versus all these knuckleheads. Loco is right. I have no idea why I keep posting here. you have more fans no worries

rikd probably enjoys my posts more then the posts of the gay dnardgi and dum bsleeppy

On January 24 2022 16:31 hiems wrote: Show nested quote + On January 24 2022 16:13 Sleepy311 wrote:   On January 24 2022 00:37 hiems wrote:   On January 23 2022 23:10 Sleepy311 wrote: You're a made man Rik.....LP needs you....The game needs you... sleepy as rikd's #1 supporter you are a level 2 disciple of the dumb loco be care ful If I'm a level 2 disciple, you're a level 13 skinnyfat bonehead Save some samgyeopsal for the rest of us, ya lil porker listen u dumb sleepy i was just lookin out 4 u because its never a good idea to follow the teachings of the dumb loco but if u want to start a war wit me im happy to oblige step 1 get off ur voodoo medicines that u take. dis will help with ur limp dick step 2 get a real job whatever it is that u do its probably very dumb like spitfiree

I thought you were pretty funny in Rush Hour, take it easy butterball

On January 25 2022 01:24 Sleepy311 wrote: Show nested quote + On January 24 2022 16:31 hiems wrote:   On January 24 2022 16:13 Sleepy311 wrote:   On January 24 2022 00:37 hiems wrote:   On January 23 2022 23:10 Sleepy311 wrote: You're a made man Rik.....LP needs you....The game needs you... sleepy as rikd's #1 supporter you are a level 2 disciple of the dumb loco be care ful If I'm a level 2 disciple, you're a level 13 skinnyfat bonehead Save some samgyeopsal for the rest of us, ya lil porker listen u dumb sleepy i was just lookin out 4 u because its never a good idea to follow the teachings of the dumb loco but if u want to start a war wit me im happy to oblige step 1 get off ur voodoo medicines that u take. dis will help with ur limp dick step 2 get a real job whatever it is that u do its probably very dumb like spitfiree I thought you were pretty funny in Rush Hour, take it easy butterball

No idea what this means lol

I don't know man. Learning about distortion pedals and having one in the mail is more exciting than engaging with most on this site. Most of my blog posts are not even really engaging anyone they are just the thoughts of a suffering human animal. I can let the suffering express itself through vocals and guitar among other outlets better than screeching on here or getting into mini-"debates." Yeah, it passes the time and may or may not cure a case of the empties but at what cost? I have a fucked liver, there is no telling how long I will last on this Earth. Do I really want to spend chunks of it on here versus engaging in something more real and substantial?

Well, no. That's why I will click post now and play some more guitar.

On January 26 2022 01:54 RiKD wrote: I don't know man. Learning about distortion pedals and having one in the mail is more exciting than engaging with most on this site. Most of my blog posts are not even really engaging anyone they are just the thoughts of a suffering human animal. I can let the suffering express itself through vocals and guitar among other outlets better than screeching on here or getting into mini-"debates." Yeah, it passes the time and may or may not cure a case of the empties but at what cost? I have a fucked liver, there is no telling how long I will last on this Earth. Do I really want to spend chunks of it on here versus engaging in something more real and substantial? Well, no. That's why I will click post now and play some more guitar.

They say healthy mind ---> healthy body. I imagine a part of the reason for the deterioration of your kidney is because of the teachings of the dumb loco. Likewise I imagine once you separate yourself from the dum Loco ur kidney will recover.

They say healthy mind ---> healthy body.
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This is so true, although in your case the opposite applies. Your skinnyfat, frail, and harmless physical nature aligns with your persona of being a whinging little cunt.

On January 27 2022 01:10 Sleepy311 wrote: They say healthy mind ---> healthy body.

This is so true, although in your case the opposite applies. Your skinnyfat, frail, and harmless physical nature aligns with your persona of being a whinging little cunt.[/QUOTE]

Come back to nj and we will play hu on party although unfortunately 4 u they only have >100nl hu tables which is a small fortune for u