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RiKD   United States. Feb 21 2023 06:12. Posts 8992 | | |
Greetings,
Anybody still here?
I've been alright. I'm up to doing all of the duties of a proper manager and the pressure is on. I found myself immersed in an online shopping binge today / tonight. Feels like I'm backsliding a bit and it also feels like I've left no where to turn. AA is an accepting bunch though which is a good thing. The online shopping bender could also be a symptom that I am going a bit manic. Tough to tell at this stage. I really didn't want to be posting on here tbh but it is a last resort. Am I lacking spiritually? Whatever that means? I took a nice walk on the beach today and felt the breeze and watched the birds. I got in a lift. I went mental shopping online. If I had more going on I don't think I go quite as mental. As always I need connection / intimacy. Do I need a pink velvet double breasted blazer? Is that going to fill up the hole in my soul? Well, probably not.
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RiKD   United States. Feb 21 2023 06:17. Posts 8992 | | |
Damn it.... Now, I'm pissed I posted a blog. More backsliding... and the communication / information only accelerates. At least I attempt to not bullshit but if my sources are bullshit I am left with bullshit and it only increases in speed. "Information travels faster than fact." (Byung-Chul Han) |
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NewbSaibot   United States. Feb 21 2023 08:59. Posts 4946 | | |
Yes bb I is here. Now that I'm an active poker player again I intend to at least post monthly blog/results. I like your idea for going to the beach. It's 3AM right now and the beach is 10 minutes away. Maybe I'll do the same. |
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PuertoRican   United States. Feb 22 2023 01:58. Posts 13127 | | |
I'm still here, but I've been busy with work and other stuff outside of the internet. |
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RiKD   United States. Feb 22 2023 03:42. Posts 8992 | | |
I'm working on "Fort Worth Blues" by Steve Earle. Beautiful little number.
I don't mean to degrade LP. It is what it is and posting on here is a form of backsliding for me as an effective human being. Especially with the state it is in.
NewbSaibot,
Do your thing dude.
PuertoRican,
I hope you were joking in the other thread that bringing back toxic people will be good for the community. I am sure LP has a place in all of our hearts but it's not what it used to be and we are not what we used to be. Being active in work and other stuff is obv good. If I were you I wouldn't trade any of that other stuff to be or to make a dead site more active. And I would especially not promote flooding the site with imbeciles with some hope to make it simply more active. It's over dude and it has been over for a while. |
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RiKD   United States. Feb 22 2023 03:45. Posts 8992 | | |
Hoping that can bring some acceptance over the death of LP. Further chatter really only brings us to some purgatory state. Even though part of my brain craves the chatter... |
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RiKD   United States. Feb 22 2023 03:50. Posts 8992 | | |
Just as I write this lostaccount is back. I don't think he can literally bring LP back from the dead but he might attempt it. If only it was better content than his crypto takes and angel videos. I don't think I ever banned him from my blog but I am pretty sure he banned me from his.
lostaccount,
Whatever Dude. |
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lostaccount   Canada. Feb 22 2023 06:02. Posts 6184 | | |
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blessed soul | Last edit: 22/02/2023 06:44 |
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lostaccount   Canada. Feb 22 2023 06:23. Posts 6184 | | |
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blessed soul | Last edit: 22/02/2023 06:52 |
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Oddeye   Canada. Feb 22 2023 20:20. Posts 5106 | | |
I'm still watching it but you guys usually start the discussion. Just watching hockey lately and play poker. Been binge watching the few last years KCM. |
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RiKD   United States. Feb 23 2023 01:46. Posts 8992 | | |
| On February 22 2023 19:20 Oddeye wrote:
I'm still watching it but you guys usually start the discussion. Just watching hockey lately and play poker. Been binge watching the few last years KCM. |
What is KCM? |
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I'm around. Busy being a dad, just started my 15 weeks of parental leave and it is wonderful. |
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NewbSaibot   United States. Feb 23 2023 11:28. Posts 4946 | | |
| On February 23 2023 00:46 RiKD wrote:
Show nested quote +
On February 22 2023 19:20 Oddeye wrote:
I'm still watching it but you guys usually start the discussion. Just watching hockey lately and play poker. Been binge watching the few last years KCM. |
What is KCM?
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Broodwar league |
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Stroggoz   New Zealand. Feb 23 2023 11:58. Posts 5329 | | |
Still checking in every so often. Here to remind everyone that mainstream economists are uncivilized savages. |
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One of 3 non decent human beings on a site of 5 people with between 2-3 decent human beings | Last edit: 23/02/2023 12:00 |
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lostaccount   Canada. Feb 23 2023 16:29. Posts 6184 | | |
| On February 23 2023 10:58 Stroggoz wrote:
Still checking in every so often. Here to remind everyone that mainstream economists are uncivilized savages. |
amen |
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RiKD   United States. Feb 25 2023 18:36. Posts 8992 | | |
I keep getting stuck on what haircut I want. So, I ended up with a buzzcut fade. I definitely don't want anything like the Ken doll haircut seen on most plastic executives. Growing my hair out just takes too long and the in between is terrible.
That's all I got. 3 sentences on haircuts. I love fashion / style but it's expensive. I can't wear a monk uniform to work though and shopping is fun. More money, more problems. Bring on the problems? |
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CurbStomp2   Finland. Feb 25 2023 21:35. Posts 276 | | |
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PuertoRican   United States. Feb 26 2023 07:56. Posts 13127 | | |
| On February 23 2023 08:48 Liquid`Drone wrote:
I'm around. Busy being a dad, just started my 15 weeks of parental leave and it is wonderful. |
How many kids do you have? I am 40-years-old, and I don't have kids yet, just enjoying the single life and being able to spend all of my money on myself and travel wherever and whenever I want.
Being a parent is obviously awesome, but I haven't went down that path yet. |
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lostaccount   Canada. Feb 27 2023 15:11. Posts 6184 | | |
rikd we making LP alive again |
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