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This is for all strippers, bar tenders, retail customer service people that I have to lightly flirt with because I never leave the house and will never actually ask out cold at your job (for good reasons too imo). At least the car is in the shop getting fixed. I'm spending way too much time alone in this house it's getting to me.

If I have to read another Houellebecq I'm going to scream.

Some of these posts are ridiculous. I don't go to strip clubs or bars. Most of the time that I am out at a restaurant I am with one of my parents or both and and am basically nothing beyond polite. When I picked up the car today the representative was flirty and so I was a bit but I think that was just her personality.

I have had minimum contact with my guitar teacher for quite some time. He said he had a bug Dec. 27 to Jan. 2 but hasn't not been that responsive to emails since. I just hope he is ok which I guess I can assume he is at this point but he said he would call me and never called me. Perhaps just overwhelmed.

Hunter by Bjork sounds so good on these headphones. That's 1 thing I miss about working. I can just drop $100 something on some headphones and not even care although work sucks and discipline equals freedom. I wrote freedom right when she sang freedom. Delight!

One of those Bjork nights

Does anyone else in here like a good cemetery walk? It is the juxtaposition of the earth, the trees, the rivers, the mountains, the weathered gravestones. It obviously makes one confront death. It is quiet. It is beautiful. I don't know. I also like to go on mountain walks for thinking and contemplation but it can not be too intense. Even just a walk around a lake is lovely. Forest walks are always accepted except for in the South where there are alligators and poisonous snakes. I usually just do a few different routes around the neighborhood. Kinda gay. Suburbs are gay. Even just getting outside is nice. Good for the eyes. I'm not 2 ft away from a screen I can look at bald eagles and Toyota Tacomas 100 yds away. Nice breeze. It is an open space. Much more open than my bedroom.

What is your favorite food? Better yet, which foods do you enjoy eating the most?

Sushi - Pizza

Hah! "Enter for content" where is the content? Hah!

I'm just chillin' out listening to some Sidewalks and Skeletons. I love the withering of the concrete and the grave stone.

My guitar teacher is ok! He almost died over the holidays! I'm glad he is ok!

Oooh, Little Dark Age by MGMT.



Spotify giving me Lorn a lot. I think in this boredom it is ok. Better than being drunk or manic. Better than being busy and over-scheduled.

I finally got my headlight fixed so I can go to the homegroup on Sunday only to be not thrilled with the situation over there but it is what it is. I've probably been writing for nearly 8 years how I don't love the situation over there but it just is what it god damn is.

I'm living a weird existance right now.