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vegable   United States. Sep 19 2007 23:30. Posts 2453
i dropped over half my bankroll because I hopped up 8x my stakes on mega shitty session tilt and lost a buyin. I thought I was the last LAST LAST person on earth that would attempt such a stupid idea

so fucking stupid. thats 50 days of solid hard work down the drain in 1 day. I was inching closer, and closer, and closer, with 15 more buyins until the next level. 15 more buy-ins until 100NL, where I could finally afford coaching to fix my pitiful 0.14bb/100h. I was so frustrated with my super slow progress that I finally snapped and fucked my bankroll once and for all

But now, that'll have to wait another 2 months. I won't be able to plug my huge game leaks for 2 months. I'll have to stay angry at myself for 2 more months. My goal to reach a 2k bankroll by the end of september has been decisively ended. I'm so hurt by this mistake that I don't know if I'll be able to continue playing

This post is to serve as a reminder to the LP community, that there is no substitute for good old fashioned hard work. I paid dearly for this lesson, and I pass it on to you...a lesson I wish I could have learned for free.

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Baalim   Mexico. Sep 19 2007 23:36. Posts 34262

valuable lesson u learned today

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Itzlegend   United States. Sep 19 2007 23:39. Posts 42

I did that twice already =(. Hopefully we have learned out lesson and we can move on.


tloapc   Pitcairn. Sep 19 2007 23:41. Posts 2591

hopefully you learned it

The probability of someone watching you is proportional to the stupidity of your action. 

YoMeR   United States. Sep 19 2007 23:41. Posts 12438

everything is learned the hard way. I did.

eZ Life. 

Loco   Canada. Sep 19 2007 23:49. Posts 20967

what makes a winner a winner and a loser a loser is how much you learn from your biggest mistakes

this could be this start of something really good if you can see it.

fuck I should just sell some of my Pokemon cards, if no one stakes that is what I will have to do - lostaccount 

Loco   Canada. Sep 19 2007 23:49. Posts 20967

and believe in it

not right now though, but dwell on it for a couple weeks/months

fuck I should just sell some of my Pokemon cards, if no one stakes that is what I will have to do - lostaccountLast edit: 19/09/2007 23:50

Fayth    Canada. Sep 19 2007 23:51. Posts 10085

You never lose until you give up

Im not sure what to do tomorrow when I see her, should I shake her hand?? -Floofy 

Zealeo   Canada. Sep 19 2007 23:53. Posts 441

I'm having a similar problem although not to that extent. Like Fayth said, just keep going at it and making sure you're playing to the best of your abilities and the only way you'll lose is if you quit.


SKoT   United States. Sep 20 2007 00:06. Posts 1768

i dont understand how people can possibly do this

but i guess lesson learned =/


nolan   Ireland. Sep 20 2007 00:13. Posts 6205

the power of the dollar

On September 08 2008 10:07 Baal wrote: my head is a gyroscope, your argument is invalid 

vegable   United States. Sep 20 2007 00:36. Posts 2453

I feel as if I've "failed" at poker for the third time because of this. I've always wandered what it would be like to be one of those people, who say "I got my bankroll up to $xx,000 and never looked back" or "I won the $11,000 GTD and never looked back". Its been a year and 6 months, and I have nothing to look back on but endless shortcomings.

But, you all can't possibly be wrong. If you all say it can be done, then damnit I believe you. What motive do you have to lie to me? Because of all your positive comments I will try my hardest not to give up. Poker has been a gateway to many people's dreams because money helps to make it all possible. I have big dreams of my own in this world. I am trying my best to earn enough money to get off the boring ass island of Oahu and experience college life on the mainland. I want to someday marry the girl of my dreams.





And, I have 10 months left to do it.

Perhaps what attributed to my slow progress was that I never TALK with anyone about poker. I don't know anyone that plays poker on this island. I don't talk to anyone via messenger from liquidpoker. All I have is an expensive cardrunners membership and LP hands to look through.

I really want this to work and would be indebted to your kindness, if any good player would leave a message of wisdom whenever you see me post a hand. Extremely grateful if better players would drop their AIM/MSN screen names in my PM box, and make the time to talk with me a bit. Thank you all for your encouragement. I loves you.

Stir fry NormandyLast edit: 20/09/2007 00:42

Verbloten   Australia. Sep 20 2007 00:48. Posts 1889

i'd hit it!


Silver_nz   New Zealand. Sep 20 2007 00:51. Posts 5647


I don't know what it is the pros did to get good, but I've been going over my hands and putting people on ranges at each street
eg 30% flush draw 20% over pair 10% set 10% monkey bluff etc
at least its something to work on that will improve your feel for the game.
I would think you could plug your own leaks with some careful comparison of your play to pros, and your PT stats with pros etc...
at least i hope its possible to improve this way or I'm screwed too


Loco   Canada. Sep 20 2007 01:51. Posts 20967

let me tell you one thing real quick..i might not be the person who will go and comment all your hands and help you with your game because I want to focus on myself more than others now but...


When I started poker, I was playing with money from my 10$/h shitjob and I was shortstacking NL 200/NL 400 and I lost a bunch, over 2000$ from my own pocket and got fucked by someone i thought was a friend too who taught me that poker was that, shortstacking those limits and try to build a roll this way, and the only tiem we actually managed to build a roll, he ran with the 1000$~ we managed to make. It leaved me depressed as hell and hopeless, and I had to go to work almost every day in this shitmood but eventually after a while I realized how much I could learn from this and how this bad experience pushed me to do my best and with the help of liquidpoker build back a roll and I did it, so can you.

fuck I should just sell some of my Pokemon cards, if no one stakes that is what I will have to do - lostaccount 

TianYuan    Korea (South). Sep 20 2007 02:36. Posts 6817


  On September 19 2007 23:51 Silver)Z( wrote:

I don't know what it is the pros did to get good, but I've been going over my hands and putting people on ranges at each street
eg 30% flush draw 20% over pair 10% set 10% monkey bluff etc
at least its something to work on that will improve your feel for the game.
I would think you could plug your own leaks with some careful comparison of your play to pros, and your PT stats with pros etc...
at least i hope its possible to improve this way or I'm screwed too


What I want to know is the math for figuring out your equity vs that range without pokerstove..
-.- I'm math-retarded


  On September 19 2007 23:36 vegable wrote:
I feel as if I've "failed" at poker for the third time because of this. I've always wandered what it would be like to be one of those people, who say "I got my bankroll up to $xx,000 and never looked back" or "I won the $11,000 GTD and never looked back". Its been a year and 6 months, and I have nothing to look back on but endless shortcomings.

But, you all can't possibly be wrong. If you all say it can be done, then damnit I believe you. What motive do you have to lie to me? Because of all your positive comments I will try my hardest not to give up. Poker has been a gateway to many people's dreams because money helps to make it all possible. I have big dreams of my own in this world. I am trying my best to earn enough money to get off the boring ass island of Oahu and experience college life on the mainland. I want to someday marry the girl of my dreams.





And, I have 10 months left to do it.

Perhaps what attributed to my slow progress was that I never TALK with anyone about poker. I don't know anyone that plays poker on this island. I don't talk to anyone via messenger from liquidpoker. All I have is an expensive cardrunners membership and LP hands to look through.

I really want this to work and would be indebted to your kindness, if any good player would leave a message of wisdom whenever you see me post a hand. Extremely grateful if better players would drop their AIM/MSN screen names in my PM box, and make the time to talk with me a bit. Thank you all for your encouragement. I loves you.


I'm not great by any means but feel free to add me, frozenarbiter at hotmail.com

Hm.. Off-suite socks..Last edit: 20/09/2007 02:37

traxamillion   United States. Sep 20 2007 03:23. Posts 10468

Baby keep your head up even when the roll was hard never gave up...

Tilt is by far my biggest flaw at the moment. I dump BUYINS on tilt. At least i recognize it and am working to improve. It's more of a life issue than poker (behavioral issues i have had since childhood). I would like to think that intelligence and talent can overcome this and at times it does but I play make plenty of -ev plays when I know it when i just don't care. This game isn't all that hard especially at the limits we play but it takes a lot of concentration. As many people have said before I would rather stake a decent no-steam grinder than the best poker player ever with a hot head.

-Traxamillion


eekmice   United States. Sep 20 2007 04:14. Posts 282

i've been there too man. started playing poker seriously this summer and after putting 400 in managed to grind my way up to 800 before winning a 11+1 tourney for 700 and moving close to 1500. then somehow with the luck of cards at 50NL moved to 2.3k in about 2wks and then went on tilt sessions after having a few bad beats and went to play massive amounts of turbo sngs with buy ins of at least 35$. i played when i got depressed (uncle getting cancer) and went down to 800. eventually i went back up to 2k on a sick heater and then after some bad beats here and there back around 1.6k. if you learn from your lesson, you'll be fine.


Gumster   Sweden. Sep 20 2007 04:42. Posts 2291

i was on nl25 for like 6 months

now im happily grinding nl200/400, just keep going

Do not push the river, it will flow by itself. - Polish proverb 

EvilSky    Czech Republic. Sep 20 2007 05:29. Posts 8918

I know EXACTLY how you feel, I have been on NL50 for a long time now, and my bankroll just not moving, not really tilting hard but just going "meh... fuck it. call !" in small pots. And I know it sucks when you plug in a lot of hours whenever you can and its just not working out the way you want it to.
But I think you do get better with every session you play, and eventually you are going to stop making these mistakes and move up.
Dont give up man :D


 
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