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1st Tournaments ( meaning real Tourneys not 1table SNGS) are not the way to build a bankroll ( there are only very few people who can play Tourneys profitable in the long run)
2nd try to use a bankroll managemend. NL 50 with 500 $ is a bad idea . Use 20 buy ins rule. so 500$ is just enough to take a shot at NL25 ....

playing 5 $ SNG with 50 $ left is also some kind of risky gamble. Variance is just sick high there. 30-40 buy ins seem accurate for SNG.

Learn to use proper BR management

ur probably a noob that pays off other people so probably best if u quit poker, or get serious