I haven’t played poker in the last 10 days and I still don’t feel like I want to play. It’ll take me at least a month playing full-time to build bankroll suitable for NL200 in order to get some money.
I feel tempted to deposit 20K or something in order to skip all the boring parts but I just feel like I need to build it not deposit.
I think there’s part of me that doesn’t belive in my skills. I need to focuse more, stop multitabling 6 to 8 tables. But I think 4 tables would be fine. I can still consentrate enough on the hands that see the flop but I don’t need to wait too long for those hands to come.
I’m a bit depressed at the moment. Haven’t had time to travel. Last trip was to Amsterdam in june. 4 days of torture to my feet thanks to my wife who likes shopping. Bangkok would be +25 celsius and it’s nite. Rio de Janeiro +26, Baikiri +30. I need about month of rehab in somewhere warm. It’s +5 here and it’s raining. On the other hand I would love to visit tokyo. But it’s about 400 euros per night 4k for flights and +8 at the moment.