Forrest Gump   Argentina. Mar 15 2008 09:15. Posts 1217
So, after 2 weeks of recovey (psychic crisis with MDMA => no more drugs) and not playing poker at all I came back to poker
But something fishy is going on here and I dont know what the hell it is
I played 2 days at PS at 25/16/2, but today PP was like 29/20/2.6 (NL200 SH)
It is the game flow that makes me play so weak tight at PS? or the soft maybe?
Or maybe too much time of not playing ruined my game and now Im getting it again. As standard, break even streetch continues (3months now). But I hope it ends soon
Now, enlight your ears:
Karajan - Beethoven Symphony No. 9
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Part2:
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lebowski   Greece. Mar 15 2008 09:43. Posts 9205
shit I didn't know such a crisis was possible
impurity? or a personal health thing?
I really thought this stuff is relatively harmless
new shit has come to light... a-and... shit! man...
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SolarMusic   Germany. Mar 15 2008 09:55. Posts 1218
thanks for that awesome music and gl with poker
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Forrest Gump   Argentina. Mar 15 2008 10:35. Posts 1217
The thing is, I knew it was gonna be only one time in life and I decided to take a relatively high dose (little less than 100mg in a 52kg body). Also becouse I tought I was gonna be ready for that, becouse I tripped on LSD a lot of times. But I had a lot of repressed toughts and feelings that was released and I almost became insane (paranoina, anxiety, little confusions, etc, but never lost control of myself). My brain was completely open, my perceptions were huge (multiple concentration, feel ppls feelings, energy and presence) and time was dilatated a bit. I needed a lot of physical contact to get calm
I expected that triggered effect, but didnt know it was gonna be so hard. Now my mind is a little overclocked right now and my perception was increased a bit. Also I feel more light and more unrepressed in lot of situations, but with a lot of selfcontrol.
Now Im gonna start doing therapy, and try to keep all my doors of perceptions open
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Forrest Gump   Argentina. Mar 15 2008 10:37. Posts 1217
and no more drugs obv. I got what I wanted
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Forrest Gump   Argentina. Mar 15 2008 12:44. Posts 1217
update: I played 39/24 in a table and 40/34 in other table of PP, with profits, lol.
Seems that Im playing looser each time
Overall of the day: 32.5/22.4/3
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Baalim   Mexico. Mar 15 2008 13:30. Posts 34262
sick...
MDMA is awesome, last time i did it all my body went numb :D
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lebowski   Greece. Mar 15 2008 18:36. Posts 9205
On March 15 2008 09:35 Forrest Gump wrote:
The thing is, I knew it was gonna be only one time in life and I decided to take a relatively high dose (little less than 100mg in a 52kg body). Also becouse I tought I was gonna be ready for that, becouse I tripped on LSD a lot of times. But I had a lot of repressed toughts and feelings that was released and I almost became insane (paranoina, anxiety, little confusions, etc, but never lost control of myself). My brain was completely open, my perceptions were huge (multiple concentration, feel ppls feelings, energy and presence) and time was dilatated a bit. I needed a lot of physical contact to get calm
I expected that triggered effect, but didnt know it was gonna be so hard. Now my mind is a little overclocked right now and my perception was increased a bit. Also I feel more light and more unrepressed in lot of situations, but with a lot of selfcontrol.
Now Im gonna start doing therapy, and try to keep all my doors of perceptions open
man LSD is far more dangerous than MDMA
new shit has come to light... a-and... shit! man...
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Forrest Gump   Argentina. Mar 16 2008 14:13. Posts 1217
Depends on dose and how familiar you are. Obv I think the next time I do MDMA its gonna be easier than any psychedelic trip, but its not in my plans
LSD is 100% safe for the body and Im really familiar with that. So I dunno
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Forrest Gump   Argentina. Mar 16 2008 14:17. Posts 1217
And everyone reacts different to each drug, but I dont deny Im an uncommon case
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