So actually this was supposed to be post in kimseongchan's blog since it was about the same thing pretty much, but in the end when i saw what i wrote, was gonna be pretty weird to post it in his comments so i decided to open a new blog entry instead.
Damn i too 've been thinking about how to motivate myself.I always come up with actually great ideas but i never accomplish them....I've always wanted to get in good shape-> force myself for example to run line 1-2km every morning...but i cant even get off bed in the morning ><.My life s been preeeetty lazy & relaxing & UNHEALTHY lately .. im drinking like 2-3 cofees @ day not having healthy sleep ... i usually sleep liek 12hrs straight and i still feel like shit when i wake up.Weird thing is people living like this normally gain weight and i dont... i actually need to gain like 10kgs so that i wont look like skinny shit.
Practically everything is absolute MESS atm not to mention how i am -111$ over 18.5k hands this month which is about 5.55bi.I recently got through a insane TILTRUN at a point i was playing 600PLO with half my bankroll.Nevermind that tho im through it and im grinding all the way back up.At least i got my confidence when i sit at the tables otherwise everything else pretty much sux, but hey i still do appriciate the fact i got my confidence.
p.s. and yeah whoever said that u shouldnt miss a single opportunity in life .. he was totally right
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