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eightfourO United States. Oct 01 2008 02:23. Posts 820 | | |
i can't help but fucking think that i've been throwing my fucking life away. i'm so fucking pissed off right now it's not even funny. i'm 20 years old and my life has basically amounted to nothing. i was giving such high standards as a kid when i was in school and look at where i am at, nothing. I have 2 jobs, very little friends, i go to school, i get no respect, and i lose in everything i do. I've been given the opprotunity to be somebody, but i am a fat fucking nothing. I can throw a baseball 89 miles an hour, and that is simply god given talent, if i worked i might be able to throw 95, but you know what? my laziness has amounted to fucking nothing. I am drunk which is the whole reason i am posting this bullshit but man i've realized that i am nothing. I've been given so much and just trashed it away. I've had the best weekend in a long long time, and it's much over due, but when i look back, i wish it never would have fucking happend because all i've realized is that life can be so great, and for the past 2 years mine has been absolute shit. This fucking pisses me off. I am extremely competitive and all i've done is lose. Not for any fucking longer. From now on i'm going to have a new fucking outlook. Fuck everything i've ever thought of doing. From now on i have one fucking goal and that is to make my life THE FUCKING SHIT. BECAUSE I AM THE ONE THAT CONTROLS MY LIFE AND ALL I'VE DONE IS FUCKING THROW IT AWAY.
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Highcard Canada. Oct 01 2008 02:27. Posts 5428 | | |
emo collapse, stay away from knives |
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ck20 . Oct 01 2008 02:30. Posts 1130 | | |
you will feel better when you wake up |
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eightfourO United States. Oct 01 2008 02:33. Posts 820 | | |
| | On October 01 2008 01:27 Highcard wrote:
emo collapse, stay away from knives |
i'm not fucking emo i'm just pissed because i lose. I've never been #1 at anything but that shits about to change
life change starting right now.
i'm writing a paper on Utilitarianism for my ethics class at 3:30am DRUNK HAHAHHAHA
and after that i am fucking working out. |
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eightfourO United States. Oct 01 2008 02:34. Posts 820 | | |
you win some and you lose some and all i've been doing lately is losing some so fml i'm gunna fucking win some baby.
and i won't feel better when i wake up.
ROFL my roommate just said he's throwing a flashbang. He's passed out and dreaming about call of fucking duty 4. FUCK YEAH. |
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lazymej Canada. Oct 01 2008 02:40. Posts 2897 | | |
I definitely know how you feel. |
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fenner Australia. Oct 01 2008 02:44. Posts 2188 | | |
im guessing you run bad at poker?
poker != life |
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Baalim Mexico. Oct 01 2008 02:53. Posts 34262 | | |
remember, its along the road, not across the street. |
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Edjon Netherlands. Oct 01 2008 03:14. Posts 1579 | | |
there are few people who are the number #1 at something... |
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Highcard Canada. Oct 01 2008 03:14. Posts 5428 | | |
you do realize emo means emotional and yes you did have an emotional collapse, you will feel different in the morning and saying everything will change, changes nothing. GL but if I was you I would not do anything gambling related for a while |
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EightfourO my dear man,most of us are nobodies I realized that at 17.
But the faster you realize the sooner you understand how to become someone.
and rofl at your roomate. |
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for some reason spiderman 3 comes to my mind |
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life tilt someone? anyway, you're 20 it's still young enough, so keep your head up. |
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why would you want to be #1 at anything? Why would you want to be "somebody"? Why would you need respect of other people? :d Well I guess we all have our goals in life and they are all more or less irrational and cannot be rationalized for a good answer to why questions but imo you could be happier if you didn't hunt the acceptance of others so much.
but good that you understood that you only life once and no good throwing your life away |
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nolan Ireland. Oct 01 2008 06:55. Posts 6205 | | | |
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HighTimes Lithuania. Oct 01 2008 07:00. Posts 76 | | |
How do you solve a problem?
First, you smoke some weed. Then you solve the problem! Easy, right?
(Believe me, it even applies to the "we don't have more weed" problem!) |
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Logiabs~ Colombia. Oct 01 2008 07:44. Posts 9133 | | |
| | On October 01 2008 01:27 Highcard wrote:
emo collapse, stay away from knives |
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vyq Zaire. Oct 01 2008 08:13. Posts 82 | | |
at least you're 20 only man... you're fking young |
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Steal City United States. Oct 01 2008 08:36. Posts 2537 | | |
welcome man, we've been waiting for u |
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