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vlseph   United States. Nov 03 2008 23:06. Posts 3026 | | |
I'm getting the short end of so many 70/30 situations where you know, I'm a favorite.
It's like when I hit top set on the driest board and I shove it in I know I'm the favorite but I'm just doomed with some terrible luck or something right now.
Memorable beats of the day: Set vs Top Two Pair all in on turn hits higher boat on river, KK vs AK, JJ vs A9, and so many disgusting ones it's so sick.
Just got my rakeback from Oct like $80~ and I blew it all on one session it's so sick I wish I had an EV graph to make me feel better, but all I can do is squeeze my little stress ball and run the soothing (or rage inducing) +++++++EV numbers in Pokerstove.
Coming from a break even month in Oct (including all the bonus I cleared) and coming into the first few days of November I won a handful of BI despite stupid coolers and bad beats, but I just can't take it anymore. I think my mind can only handle so much so fuck you cake poker.
Just initiated a one week ban for myself my BR sits at like around $700 give or take a couple dollars and I got it to $800 grinding at school and in the afternoon (it only got to $800 cause I got my RB paid, I just grinded break even).
I really don't think I'm playing bad at all, or any worse than I usually play or any super big leak in my game that came in since Oct started. I'm getting the money in while it's good and I know that's all I should be worried about, but when you get it in good for like a whole month and you see your winnings stagnate it just fucking sucks.
/rant
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bane   United States. Nov 03 2008 23:37. Posts 2379 | | |
keep it positive dont let this destroy your confidence! |
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joLin   United States. Nov 03 2008 23:38. Posts 3818 | | |
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