dxm blogged

Me and my friend watched the southpark episode where the kids do cough syrup and ultimately decided to do it, i swear completely as a joke cause, like, you know, it'd be funny.

We both bought a 12oz bottle of "waltussin dm" from Walgreens because at that time we were both poor motherfuckers grinding out 70hr weeks for our hotel renovation company. We downed both bottles on our lunch break and I was initially pretty upset because the shit didn't do anything. One hour later though as I was working I realized "man I am completely wastedly fucked up what the hell" So I called my friend and he is talking to me about riding a horse and how his foot has a fungus and how he is persistently scratching it but I was still pretty competent so i lol'ed at him and searched for him til i found him and we decided that since our boss was gone that we should work together because "it was a pretty scary world out there after dxm opened your eyes."

While we were working together he was a knight and was galloping around all over the place with a wooden dowel jousting shit until finally he shattered the wooden dowel and cut his hand and became convinced that it was stuck inside his arm/hand so while i'm jabbering on about nothing being real and how i'm convinced nothing is real and how can i know that everything isn't fake and dimensions and how they can exist inside of fake matrix type bullshit or something my friend is having some simple hallucinations and starts basically crying so i decide ultimately to take him to our acting boss because he had to go to the hospital. However, before we got there some hotel cleaning lady stopped us and as we were talking to her we realized we had no idea what we were doing and that "it was ok that it was stuck in his hand cuz, "he's just trippin'" so we went back to work (lol). I swear to god we told that lady that I can only imagine what she thought LOL.

I hit third or fourth tier somewhere here though (I don't remember what is what, we didn't research any of this beforehand, we only learned about dxm afterwards) and I can't really remember anything and it seemed almost like a spiritual endeavour full of multicolored thoughts and what i remember as really spiritual philosophical things. I was literally so scared/engulfed in this world i had created that i retreated myself to my hotel room and layed on my bed semi-paralyzed and so fucked up that I don't really think moving was an option. I have no idea how long i stayed there like that but I'm pretty much convinced some shit happened while i was there that I should be remembering because it had to be important.

From there it was just a comedown and fuck did that shit last for a long time... I was feeling the effects of it until i woke up the next day.

top moment from myself that i can recall is telling my co-workers that I "Could be in this world(pointing to my right), but at the same time I'm pretty sure I can exist in this world(pointing to my left)"

my friends top moment was either jousting everything seriously believing he was a knight or the next day when he realized he had scratched all the skin off the top of his feet (LOL) damn fungus owned him hardcore in the DXM world.

ultimately if you decide that post is tldr i suggest that anyone reading THIS message do some pre-dxm research because I have literally never been that fucked up in my life and i had no idea what i was getting myself into.

until you EXPERIENCE "mind altering drug" you have NO fuckin CLUE what "mind altering" or "conciousness altering" means

it induces psychosis which can be completely and incomparibly terrifying (and IS for 99.99999% of people who experience it for the first time)

4th plateau is generally visual hallucinations i think , 3rd is easy to reach and is psychosis, 2nd is just the "recreational" dose which is what you should aim for unless you really want an "interesting" trip rather than a "fun" one

i cant attempt 4th plateau simply for health reasons (weak body) and dont want to anyway

the insanely interesting thing about 4th+ plateau is how most experiences seem to involve "higher beings", "aliens", comparisons to spirituality (a higher plane of existance). if you believe in ghosts or a higher dimension or plane of existance then dxm is a fascinating drug because of this...

the most important thing to take away from my experience is that i went into it with complete confidence and extremely elevated mood

its my 5th experience (i think) but about my 10th experience with psychosis (1 on hbw (DO VERY VERY LOSE DOSE OF THIS DRUG), 1 on xtc, 1 from a real life breakdown, and dph has similar affects (DONT DO THIS DRUG)) and its taken me this long to get rid of my anxiety (most of it) and be comfortable with the experience