Shitty Fukin Day

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k2o4 United States. Jan 15 2009 12:43. Posts 4803

Yesterday was one of those days where whatever can go wrong will go wrong. Was woken up @ 6am by a phone call from a fucking solicitor who kept calling back over and over till we answered and then called back again after we hung up on him. I fell back asleep only to have dreams of me cursing the guy out. When I finally woke up for the day I was in a pretty shitty mood from the dreams and the sleep disturbance.

Was up about 8:30 and then headed to the local rec center to check out their facilities and see if it had what my lady and I wanted so we could start working out. Trying to get out of my house was a serious pain cause they're doing construction and have closed off the one road that leads to my parking spot - so I have to go through some weird back alley shit to get out which adds an extra couple minutes to every journey and a bunch of hassle.

The rec closest to me ended up being a rec center for senior citizens, so that was awkward - I was the youngest person in there by like 40 years, and all the classes were like "seated yoga" and "light exercise", lolz. I moved on to the next closest rec and it was a bit better but they needed me to head out to the farthest rec to get a membership card. At that point I had to come home to take my woman to work so I quit that mission.

Got home and sat for a session but my head was just not on straight. I wasn't focused and was very apathetic and I ended up losing about 3 buyins over 1.3k hands. I checked my results and I woulda broken even if I'd cut out all my spew, and there was much bigger spew in that session than I've had in like 2 weeks.

After that I just felt like shit cause I knew I'd thrown money away for no good reason. I didn't know what I wanted to do with my time and everything sounded boring and unappealing. Every time I started to do something I'd stop cause it sucked. Put on Lord of the Rings cause that is always a good anti-tilt but that just bored me, installed left 4 dead and played it and was disappointed, played a game of BW and got raped by a noob, played some counterstrike and couldn't connect any shots, went to eat but the food didn't really hit the spot.... It was like nothing felt good, nothing was enjoyable.

Then I hear from my lady and we've gotten a letter about her visa saying that there's problems. The annoying thing is that they sent us the exact same letter like 3 months ago requesting us to send em more paperwork for a certain application, and we did, and now they're requesting the same paperwork again. WTF? This tilted both of us and we both were snippy with each other for the rest of the day. So on top of all that other shit going on I felt like my lady hated me. God.

Anyway, the good thing is that I prevented myself from playing anymore poker. I kept thinking that if I could have a winning session I'd feel better, which is definitely true, but the chances of having a winning session would be totally up to luck cause my mind wasn't there to really put any skill into the equation.

Once my woman was home from work we went and got the ID cards for the rec and then I made dinner - which I fucked up while cooking it. Luckily that was the last thing that went wrong for the day as once we started eating we watched the last 3 episodes of Lost Season 4 and then played a bunch of Zelda and that got us both happy again. hehe.

Woke up today feeling so much better. Happy and light hearted. We both woke up with smiling faces so I think we're off to having a good day!

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terrybunny19240 United States. Jan 15 2009 13:27. Posts 13829

"Anyway, the good thing is that I prevented myself from playing anymore poker. I kept thinking that if I could have a winning session I'd feel better, which is definitely true, but the chances of having a winning session would be totally up to luck cause my mind wasn't there to really put any skill into the equation."

Basically what I'm doing atm, might feel better in a few hours or something.

I am also jealous as I miss my last girlfriend who would hang out and game with me as well ^_^

I hate driving somewhere and then it turning out to be basically pointless. Tilts me bad for some reason

Last edit: 15/01/2009 13:28

Uptown . Jan 16 2009 19:24. Posts 3557

I'm currently deciding whether I should take a nap since I feel to groggy to play my best.

Half Pot!