Life is depressing =/

look on the bright side, at least you didnt drop 16k this month

I just feel robbed of all of the hard work I put in this month. how the fuck can someone who is 20 years old need to spend 2.5k in a month?

If i hadnt played any fucking mtts I'd be like +750 more and then I could still nl200 dabble. I feel semi robbed at life even though I guess having absolutely no debts other than my truck payment will be beautiful.

and i guess i didnt lose all profits but fml i'm gonna need another cashout halfway through this month. I guess it's time to have a 200k hand month or something. 40k hands isn't gonna cut it this month if i want to make it as a grinder.

I couldn't even fucking pay for my shit if i had a job that is attainable for a regular person my age. I should probably rework my financial situation so that I could pay for my shit realistically with a full time minimum wage job or something.

if youre 'living like a baller' without actually being a baller, how is it getting robbed? more like throwing money away.

lol 2,5K month baller expenses >-<
u outta control
dont spent it all on a Ferrari and Penthouse

Its so strange reading about your life ...
are u schizophrenic ?

one day u think ure a baller with a 200K year job who freerolls life // next day ure a broke nobody who hates his life and cant even afford health insurance

didnt mean to be rude or offensive but it really seems to me that u have some issues
U seem to get kinda too extreme feelings about shorterm success/failure

like one day u find a 1$ on the street and think u are the king of the world being happy
next day its rainy outside and u suddenly think ure life is hardly worth a penny

get what i mean ?

cut back on expenses man. fake ballers are the worst. don't be one.

why would you think of living like a baller when you play micro/mid stakes, jesus christ man come on

you never wanted to follow my advices of cutting pleasure for a while to make your baller life a reality.... whatever

you guys gotta factor in where i live money is worth like 2x as much as in metropolitan places.

i spend like $100 a night when i go out aidfaaiodf it may sound ridiculous to you but i promise its impossible to live any more baller than i have for the past 5 months where i live.

nonetheless its time to switch gears. gotta get more responsible this month.

On March 30 2009 19:00 PplusAD wrote: lol 2,5K month baller expenses >-< u outta control dont spent it all on a Ferrari and Penthouse Its so strange reading about your life ... are u schizophrenic ? one day u think ure a baller with a 200K year job who freerolls life // next day ure a broke nobody who hates his life and cant even afford health insurance didnt mean to be rude or offensive but it really seems to me that u have some issues U seem to get kinda too extreme feelings about shorterm success/failure like one day u find a 1$ on the street and think u are the king of the world being happy next day its rainy outside and u suddenly think ure life is hardly worth a penny get what i mean ?

no i just exaggerate like a whore, my situation isnt that bad i just really fucking wanted to move up to nl200 i put in some really long hours this month and it feels like i got scammed or something.

like i knew in the back of my mind all month that i would get to move up at the end of the month and i wasn't gonna push it too fast but then bam i really look at it and my financial situation is in disarray and i need to get it under control so nl100 for another month i guess. Sorry for bitching so much I just felt really crushed when I realized all that work was essentially for nothing in my poker career although without poker i would be in a real ugly mess right now.

On March 30 2009 19:14 Fayth wrote: you never wanted to follow my advices of cutting pleasure for a while to make your baller life a reality.... whatever

that's what im doing now. i always knew it was right fayth I just hate to change but fuck it.

sayin you feel like you got scammed is hilierious

2,5k?

whats up with your ubersick rl job u bragged all the time few month ago ?

On March 30 2009 19:32 itsryan7290 wrote: sayin you feel like you got scammed is hilierious

yea........you threw away your money and you consider it getting scammed??????

don't forget the 200$ u gave to chris because of ur massive ego

btw, u always have some outs, just PM me if u want to flip ur roll a few times

On March 30 2009 20:41 PplusAD wrote: whats up with your ubersick rl job u bragged all the time few month ago ?

probably got fired considering the financial crisis...

well if ya feel that depressed just remember that your still breathing..walking..talking bro...that always helps me out


and knowing that your not negative is always a plus too...but gl in the future on the tables