wtf

had this for a long time but got rid of it i think.

In the past when i played my A game and broke even for like 800 hands due to nothing happening at all ( got no hands .. never hit . always worst boards etc)
I started to get into super risky high variance spots till i was down like 3 BI >-<
after that i started a grind and felt motivated to breakeven

very bad habit

ha

yea I think this is the main reason I've had such bad tilt issues; in a fucked up way I feel better losing because I'm getting action and can start to "recover" instead of nothing going on. I feel like a such a degen dfkjldsf need to fix this mindset asap

i kinda know what ur feeling about. But that hand u have in ur post is such a massive spew...was that from bordem or did u feel like losing money so that u could make it back later?

im like this too
i just finished a session where i was super bored and i said: ok, im gonna play like durrr

started playing 45/40, overbetting rivers and trying to make ppl fold TPTK and stuff and started losing lots

somehow i ended 4bis up tho
no idea how the hell that happened

what a horrible play, even more horrible flop bluff

thought process for that hand was klorinho1 is a 22/13/2 somewhat of a reg, he very rarely is limp/calling broadways, and he doesn't play draws aggressively from what I've seen so I thought he either had 77 or was going to fold all else, but yea mostly I was in spew mode and it was bad

LOL

That was horrible.

i do stuff like that a lot. i find a lot of the time i look at some of my tables and im deep in hands with 4th pair or worse having no clue how i got there.

imo overthinking too much in anything less than 400nl is a spew. people are just not that good and you mostly end up levelling urself. keep things simple and build a roll for 400nl coz thats where all teh headaches of multilevel thinking will really mindfuck you anyway lol

hwo do i fix this constant double posting bug i have in my account here