Most important blog post ever. Please read.

You managed to white your name out in 5 places, but missed one. We know your FTP account anyway.

thanks shadowdragon!

ack.. hah im laughing about this..

in a way this gives me some confidence.. at least now i know that since nobody runs worse than i do that whatever winnings i do manage are remarkable. It gives me strength to know that even though i run like absolute utter disgusting horseshit that i am still a winning player.

I guess in a sense this is why its the most important blog post. Because its like a light bulb over my head that tells me : pat yourself on the back man, you must be fucking damn good at this game if you can still manage to be up at all with that kind of luck. In a way i guess ill sleep better now.. Off to bed.

ultimately - all i can say to myself is - go me. :o

well you are playing hu so obv the variance is high,but yea those do seem like setups same shit happens on stars all the time as well

http://www.liquidpoker.net/blog/viewblog.php?id=711326 - pretty similar, not with one guy though. Get use to it anyway. And how much do u actually run below ev (http://www.liquidpoker.net/blog/viewblog.php?id=701867) ?
In HU this ev thing doesnt matter that much, but still.

I've never seen someone so disconnected from reality on this website, ever. You are unbelievable.

I'm completely speechless. I guess the only advice I can give you is to re-evaluate your life. Wow.

hahaha nice joke post op
flipping out after a standard run bad session rofl . . .

it should be pretty obvious that there is a tone of sarcasm in the way ive been talking. I would think it's pretty obvious that im not serious about alot of the shit ive said : like ftp is rigged or that this shit doesnt happen elsewhere. But this to me was a way to let off steam, and i feel i have every fucking right to. Its my blog, not yours. People can make all sorts of judgements about me after i write that, but in my eyes i think its pretty naive to judge anything based from a guy who is venting his anger after a terrible session.

If nobody wants to read this, then dont. Nobody asked you to. This shit is for me because i felt like it was the only way i could let out some steam.

lol @ disconnected from reality.

im off to bed, i should be fine in the morning.

I'm not judging you, I'm observing your ridicule behavior. You're venting your anger after a terrible poker session like it's the end of the world. If running bad against some random fish causes you to have such anger bursts then you DO have some issues and you're certainly not leading a balanced lifestyle and doing everything you can to be successful at poker either. I've never seen such a poor mindset. "I have every fucking right to, it's my blog" who said you didn't? But don't kid yourself, "Most important blog ever"-- I wouldn't have clicked on your stupid blog if it wasn't for the title. You wanted people to read this, you wanted people to feel sympathy for you because you are sooooooooo unlucky in poker and life.

I'm so sorry I couldn't see the sarcasm, its level must be way too high for my meager intellect to understand. You can be sure I won't ever click on your blog again. I mean why would anyone ever want to read this?

lol loco i think your reading way to deep into this post he got owned by a megadonk and vented alot. newblish HU is really swingy even for the best players and eeessspeeecially against a 90 vpip bathshitcrazy donk just say nh and move on to the next and hope he stays.

wow loco i just re read your comment ......... you're kind of a douche.......gl with that

On May 20 2009 03:01 Newblish wrote: it should be pretty obvious that there is a tone of sarcasm in the way ive been talking. I would think it's pretty obvious that im not serious about alot of the shit ive said : like ftp is rigged or that this shit doesnt happen elsewhere. But this to me was a way to let off steam, and i feel i have every fucking right to. Its my blog, not yours. People can make all sorts of judgements about me after i write that, but in my eyes i think its pretty naive to judge anything based from a guy who is venting his anger after a terrible session. If nobody wants to read this, then dont. Nobody asked you to. This shit is for me because i felt like it was the only way i could let out some steam. lol @ disconnected from reality. im off to bed, i should be fine in the morning.

Eh, actually, you asked LP to read it in your blog title. Also, I couldn't really catch the sarcastic tone either.

In any case, saying you run worse than anyone here is a pretty bold statement. I've definitely run way worse than this before; it's all in my blog.

Also, check out maynard's old blog when he ran like 30bi under ev.

shit happens man
play through it

lol

I don't think anyone would care/be flaming you if you didn't give it such a retarded title. I like to blog to vent steam as well but I usually let people know its going to be a pointless cry blog in the title, so they aren't mislead into wasting their time if they don't want to..

On May 20 2009 04:34 Loco wrote: I'm not judging you, I'm observing your ridicule behavior. You're venting your anger after a terrible poker session like it's the end of the world. If running bad against some random fish causes you to have such anger bursts then you DO have some issues and you're certainly not leading a balanced lifestyle and doing everything you can to be successful at poker either. I've never seen such a poor mindset. "I have every fucking right to, it's my blog" who said you didn't? But don't kid yourself, "Most important blog ever"-- I wouldn't have clicked on your stupid blog if it wasn't for the title. You wanted people to read this, you wanted people to feel sympathy for you because you are sooooooooo unlucky in poker and life. I'm so sorry I couldn't see the sarcasm, its level must be way too high for my meager intellect to understand. You can be sure I won't ever click on your blog again. I mean why would anyone ever want to read this?

To be honest, i didn't even realize i had most important in the title. It took me like 20 minutes to write it and i totally forgot my title was what it was. For that i am sorry. I didn't need anyone to read this, it was more or less for myself because i felt by writing it that i could feel like i told someone. Writing is the same as talking, you feel like youve told someone(or whatever for that matter) what happened. and i felt i HAD to "tell" someone because something so ridiculous had never happened to me before.

That being said - no shit i wanted sympathy from whoever actually did read it. I kind of wanted assurance that this shit DOES happen to people and people CAN run this bad. Otherwise i would feel as if its some kind of curse on me or something because the chances of this shit happening in a session are easily next to impossible to happen on a regular basis.

btw - saying you're simply just observing my behavior and then claiming i dont lead a balanced life right in the next sentence IS judging me. You're judging me based on one written blog post. No shit i was pissed off, dont even think of telling me that if you lost 5.5 BI's in less than an hour to a 95VPIP/50%3bet donk that you wouldn't be(at least in SOME way, perhaps i took it slightly further than most people). But the point is - don't even for a second think you know jack fucking shit about the way i live my life or if its balanced. Try to understand wtf i went through if anything considering the circumstances, because in no way will this phase me in the long run. Im going to get the losses back and ill be just fine. This post was simply written "in the moment" as i was in total disbelief and shock when it happened, and things have now settled down. Sorry you didn't pick up on that.

Oh and - So long! Wont be missing you if/when i do write another blog :o

i love you newblish
dont give up
spoke to you on msn about it so..
xx

forget it everyone, i got over it. I was venting. Its pretty lol what happened to me, but ill deal with it.