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yesterday morning, i woke up in the middle of a street in downtown new orleans at around 9 am, while being arrested for public drunkenness. i don't remember what i was doing the night before that when i passed out. i lost my wallet with about $250 in it, and my blackberry. i spent the entirety of yesterday on the cold concrete floor of the jail cell, drunk the first half and hung over during the next. my body is still sore all over the place.
i was a little surprised to see that my dad was there to pick me up (at around 10pm). he'd been waiting there for hours. and when i got out, there were no harsh words or judgment or criticism. i don't know why i automatically called my parents first when i got arrested. i'm no longer supposed to rely on them anymore for anything. i really can't handle them being so loving and supportive because i can't ever give them what they want. it makes me feel like i owe a debt that i can't repay and that sucks. all i've done is shown them how far i could go in the way of destroying my life. and i feel absolutely terrible about that, but at the same time, i don't want to let my guard down and let them tell me what to do either.
the whole situation should hopefully make me realize that i need to start taking care of myself?
ps, i really would like for this downswing of life to end asap
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SfydjkLm Belarus. May 22 2009 17:02. Posts 3810 | | | |
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PplusAD Germany. May 22 2009 17:04. Posts 7180 | | |
keep your head up !
Start pwning life
do some sports ! |
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Sicks Macks United States. May 22 2009 17:06. Posts 3929 | | |
That's really too bad. More people than you think get arrested for drinking related things in college, so I wouldn't let it get you down too much. It's kind of embarrassing but no one cares in the long run. |
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staxxx Bulgaria. May 22 2009 17:10. Posts 652 | | |
get some rest of everything, if you have a village or somewhere to go would be nice. Think positive and set some goals that you want to achieve, then get the motivation and confidence that you can do them. You know drinking wont help you much, its only up to you so... GL |
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a_money55 United States. May 22 2009 18:27. Posts 471 | | |
same thing happened to me in NO minus the arrested part it was mradi gras........ |
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Shenny Canada. May 22 2009 19:51. Posts 1514 | | |
Seems like this experience could lead to some life changing decisions for the better. I can't say I've been there but my advice is you should set some short term goals for self advancement and don't be afraid to get your parents involved.
Wish you the best of luck man |
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ChromaX Bulgaria. May 22 2009 20:09. Posts 392 | | |
downswing of life ends when you realize the problem is big enough to be worth solving
and you strike me as lazy careless degenerate who happens to be smart (like most of us here) |
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| | On May 22 2009 19:09 ChromaX wrote:
downswing of life ends when you realize the problem is big enough to be worth solving
and you strike me as lazy careless degenerate who happens to be smart (like most of us here) |
agree |
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tbh I thought the first two sentences of this blog were pretty awesome |
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