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PanoRaMa United States. Jun 05 2009 22:54. Posts 1655 | | |
I honestly didn't think that the run bad of 2008 I had to endure for so god damn long would come back, but as my luck would have it, it did.
It's honestly just sick the frequencies with which other regs can always fucking have it. Even more disgusting is how many times I can cooler the fuck out of myself for deep stacks. I'm going fucking nuts because of this game, god damnit man. This is exactly how May started, down 6k+ with no fucking hope. Now I have to spend the next 2 weeks trying to dig myself out of this stupid hole. This isn't how it should be man. This game is going to make me blow my brains out.
I guess I won't be playing much 3/6 or 5/10 anymore, even though the bulk of my losses is at 2/4 with some additional help at 5/10. I just need to regain my confidence and good swings back, if I'm going to lose every single fucking day like I have so far this month, it might as well be at one fucking two or something.
Some hands for those that care:
http://www.liquidpoker.net/h/700146 - Typical 5/10 bullshit, getting 2 outered by awful regs
http://www.liquidpoker.net/h/700147 - KK vs AA 250bb deep, funny how I've literally never been in the reverse spot ONCE this past year, yet have have been on the negative side of this cooler a fuckton of times, especially deep.
http://www.liquidpoker.net/h/701132 - 200bb set over set. Once again, I honestly don't remember EVER being on the positive end of this in 2009, let alone for deepstacks at 3/6.
I really don't know how much more of this I can take. I'm just hoping it doesn't devolve into the 6 month breakeven that I had to endure in 2008. I just wanna be one of those regs that just run fucking great every god damn time, who always has it and is always on the positive end of coolers. Amazing how GREAT some fuckers have it, sad thing is they don't even know it.
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Silver_nz New Zealand. Jun 05 2009 22:59. Posts 5647 | | | |
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PanoRaMa United States. Jun 05 2009 23:03. Posts 1655 | | |
lol that was actually pretty funny |
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Silver_nz New Zealand. Jun 05 2009 23:04. Posts 5647 | | |
maybe you were one of "those" kind of regs for the last few years 8D
welcome to running normal! |
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Silver_nz New Zealand. Jun 05 2009 23:05. Posts 5647 | | |
ok, sorry, i'll stop trolling now XD
seriously : my condolences |
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PanoRaMa United States. Jun 05 2009 23:10. Posts 1655 | | |
meh i mean i was a depressed ~2ptbb winner in 2008, so i doubt it
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asdf2000 United States. Jun 05 2009 23:30. Posts 7702 | | |
I could swear I posted in this thread, but my post is no longer here.
Anyways what I said is
do you actually have a reason that you have to play poker? if not, just chill out and be happy. your problems are probably not nearly as big as you are letting yourself be convinced they are. |
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PanoRaMa United States. Jun 05 2009 23:55. Posts 1655 | | |
i mentioned in an earlier blog post that i feel like i have an obligation to play because i neither make too much nor too little. i'm within this window of earnings where i can pay my bills comfortably, but am not yet satisfied. it has a lot to do with what my future plans/goals are and blah blah, in short i feel like i have a responsibility to play and earn money, whether or not this feeling is valid or not is up for question. |
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Uptown . Jun 06 2009 00:46. Posts 3557 | | | |
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Fayth  Canada. Jun 06 2009 01:04. Posts 10085 | | |
99 vs QQ is pretty sick, but i mean u can't get away from it, and well the 2 outer is fairly standard
your KK 250bb deep is real fucking bad, it's not a setup u can't avoid, at all, not even close |
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Oly United Kingdom. Jun 06 2009 01:09. Posts 3585 | | |
Wow, all I notice is that you have gone from a downswing that dropped you to 1/2 back up to 5/10. Nice work tbh.
Hi asdf, you don't know me, but I liked your posts back in the day. |
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Zorglub Denmark. Jun 06 2009 01:15. Posts 2870 | | |
I know what you mean, why does my graph always look like this and never the other way around?
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PanoRaMa United States. Jun 06 2009 01:53. Posts 1655 | | |
| | On June 06 2009 00:04 Fayth wrote:
99 vs QQ is pretty sick, but i mean u can't get away from it, and well the 2 outer is fairly standard
your KK 250bb deep is real fucking bad, it's not a setup u can't avoid, at all, not even close |
you're right, but i think its a lot closer than you think given the player/dynamic. i could just be leveling myself though |
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Zorglub Denmark. Jun 06 2009 01:59. Posts 2870 | | | |
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| | On June 06 2009 00:15 Zorglub wrote:
I know what you mean, why does my graph always look like this and never the other way around?
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Because as a good player you get your money in good more often than you do bad and the way it spikes when you lose a disproportionate amount of hands as opposed to when your hands hold up more than they ought to is vastly different. |
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