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CrownRoyal   United States. Jun 24 2009 02:04. Posts 11385 | | |
I started this month with 7.5k in my cake account which isn't all of the money I have, but it's all the money im going to dedicate to it. I have money saved away for dire straits and some money invested to get familiar with it and for fun but enough ranting. My account has 3k now.
what the fuck is going on, im not playing irrationally, i'm not playing out of my br and im putting in huge hours now that im concerned about my well being considering ive been way irresponsible with poker up until now and never put in good hours and always made good money.
I hate it when people do this and I think for the most part people exaggerate but I'm almost positive if I take the time to look in HEM and prove it ive won one race in the past 10k hands, my big hands always lose to implied odds hands like 77 or 67s in crucial spots where I can't really fold etc and I'm not getting any action on any of my good hands that I'm definitely getting.
I really dont want to move down to nl50 but I need to cashout the minimum im gonna need to pay my bills/buy groceries and I dunno if I can do all of that. The only good thing in all of this is that i can't handle losing and i'll play 200k hands if that's what it takes to continue but fuck i hate my life right now. I really just want to go to bed and fuck my bitch that I don't have but instead im sobering up from going to the water with my friends today to handle losing 500 more and im gonna play poker. Thank lee jones for rakeback, it's the only thing I'm playing for.
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CrownRoyal   United States. Jun 24 2009 02:10. Posts 11385 | | |
also, fuck my life, i bought a pack of cigarettes and i don't even smoke. |
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| On June 24 2009 01:10 CrownRoyal wrote:
also, fuck my life, i bought a pack of cigarettes and i don't even smoke. |
looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool.
Hang in there bud...hopefully things will turn around for u |
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You see...whenever I start feeling sick...I just stop being sick...and be awesome instead...true story... | |
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bane   United States. Jun 24 2009 02:16. Posts 2379 | | |
remember that quads are overrated |
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| On June 24 2009 01:10 CrownRoyal wrote:
also, fuck my life, i bought a pack of cigarettes and i don't even smoke. |
rofl wtf |
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fenner   Australia. Jun 24 2009 02:25. Posts 2188 | | |
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k2o4   United States. Jun 24 2009 02:48. Posts 4803 | | |
I know your pain, I've run like shit for a while now. Thank god for supernova =) |
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spets1   Australia. Jun 24 2009 03:14. Posts 2179 | | |
yeah man same boat my br is superlow its depressing to think what it was only few hands away |
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JizzleSmitts   United States. Jun 24 2009 03:33. Posts 1217 | | |
who has moved 10 stakes in a month? NEILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY |
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Elite00   United States. Jun 24 2009 03:49. Posts 683 | | |
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hkbubbletea   Canada. Jun 24 2009 05:04. Posts 1575 | | |
I'm in the same boat you are CR, just at a lower stake. Everything you just wrote in that blog is happening to me too. |
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Critterer   United Kingdom. Jun 24 2009 06:07. Posts 5337 | | |
makes my breakeven month look a lot less harrowing ¬_¬
gl turnin it round man~ |
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| On June 24 2009 04:04 hkbubbletea wrote:
I'm in the same boat you are CR, just at a lower stake. Everything you just wrote in that blog is happening to me too. |
Same here, few days ago had a solid 2,500 BR and playing NL50, now got about 400 left and thinking wtf to do lol. My life fucking sucks now and it was great a few days ago. Really sick. |
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