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ToT)MidiaN(   United Kingdom. Dec 07 2009 11:21. Posts 5070 | | |
Hey guys, long time no see. In the last 2 months since I last blogged I've continued to play a decent amount of low stakes, the $0.5/$1 Stars and $1/$2 FTP games continuing to try and get my stats prettier on PTR. It's been up and down, though my $1/$2 winrate on FTP is getting closer to where I want it to be (At least 2BB/100) but I'm still a way off, and my $0.5/$1 on PokerStars is further away if anything due to running a fair bit below EV, running shit in general and subsequent tilt. Same old, same old huh?
Here are stats since Sept. 1st:
Since getting back to England I've been playing World of Warcraft again, and that's severely cutting into my poker playing time. Poker is just extremely boring when you're constantly losing to morons and running bad and games are a good escape, the thing is I think I'm focusing harder and trying to fix my game more than I have the rest of the year when I am playing and I think the benefits are just beginning to show, I just need to put the time in. Over the last 2 days I've won 9 buyins at $1/$2 6max in only ~1k hands and although I ran pretty fucking well in this small sample my play has been much better than in the last few months, and this entire year as a whole.
I'm hoping that at least my $1/$2 winrate on FTP is above 2BB/100 by the time I head back to Korea (2nd January) and that my $0.5/$1 winrate on stars is at least closer to that target, even though I know it's not going to actually get there in that time frame unless I play a ton of hands or run insanely well, which is possible if I break 2BB/100 at $1/$2 FTP very soon but still unlikely. This year has been a depressing year pokerwise, I've spent a lot of time just trying to make my stats on a stupid website look good and not even successfully doing that, not doing well in my usual games due to running far below EV again and playing bad in stupid spots.
I think a large part of the reason I've done poorly at these stakes is to do with the fact that I'm trying to get those winrates up, I'm trying to hard to simply win that it often blinds my judgement. I don't care that this guy is 11/10 and he's called twice on a dry board and shove a blank river repping the nuts in a spot he's never bluffing, I care that I have an overpair and there's $400 in the pot and I want to win it, so I make a shit call that I would berate on the forums because It's obvious what he has, and I know it, even when playing, but it doesn't matter to me. I'm calling anyway. That's something I never used to do in my usual games, I used to simply go with my gut. I head into the river saying I'm gonna bet/fold, and I follow through, but nowadays I don't do that, and it's cost me a lot of money and a huge chunk of winrate. Same thing when it comes to bluffing, I have nothing and he is folding some hands, so I do my best to think of the worst hand he can possibly have and go "Aha! he's folding something!" so I bluff, and don't even considering his entire range. Same with thin value betting, I end up talking myself into going for too thin value saying "Well this is a spot I could be bluffing in! He has to hero call me, surely!" without thinking about the fact that he simply doesn't have any hands in his preflop range that gets to the river to even make a hero call, or that the villain is a nit that he would fold the same hand I'm trying to value bet. It sucks because when I analyse hands after the session, I look at my hands and just shake my head, and it happens again and again. I'm not fixing these errors, I just continue making stupid plays against extremely unbalanced players and their exploitative plays are just raping me because I'm not focusing enough on exploiting their exploitative plays.
That's another thing, I think I've worried far too much this year about "balance". I used to watch cts and sbrugby videos a few years ago and balance never seemed to be the main issue when making a play, but then you watch a lot of other philosophical thinking video makers and they harp on about balance far too much. I think that's gone to my head way too much and I need to worry more about exploiting other peoples balance, and worry about my own balance second. Realising things and doing them are 2 completely different things, and even though I think I'm playing better and following through with my plan far more often lately, I could still be doing better.
On another note, I'm thinking about coaching again. I don't mean I've coached in the past I mean I'm thinking about it again. I say this a lot and then never actually do it, but I have a little bit of motivation this time around. So I have a real life friend that I got into poker a couple of years ago, he started with $50 or so and over the course of 2 years has gone from a breakeven $0.01/$0.02 player to a breakeven $0.05/$0.10 player. Hardly the progress I was expecting from one of my more intelligent friends. I think my motivation for teaching is just to prove to myself that I can do it, that I can turn a breakeven or marginally losing player at a stake into a winning player at a stake higher than that he's playing right now. I think part of my problem when I sit alongside my friend and "coach" him is that I simply tell him what to do, and don't let him make his own play or mistakes first, he's basically just following instructions, and while he does win most of the time he's at my house or I'm at his, it mayaswell be me playing rather than him. Don't get me wrong, I do explain why I'm telling him to do whatever it is that I'm telling him, but I'm not sure if it's that I explain in too much depth, not in enough depth, if it's because I don't let him do whatever he would do himself and then tell him why another play is better or if he simply doesn't "get it". The thing is I dunno who I want to teach, what stakes I want to teach, how long I'd be interested in putting in to it or how long it'd take before my student would be expecting to see progress, I don't know HOW I want to teach either. I'm guessing just video review and some discussion over MSN or whatever, but I'm not sure that's the best for the student.
Either way, I guess I'd like to start taking PMs from players who are breakeven at any stakes at or below $0.25/$0.50 with PT3 or HEM screenshots (Must have AT LEAST 50k hands logged with a maximum winrate of +0.5BB/100), screennames at relevant sites, what they would want from a prospective coach, what hours they'd be available and why I should choose them.
Thanks for reading, back to WoW for now I guess. . . -_-
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dahornnn   United Kingdom. Dec 07 2009 11:58. Posts 693 | | |
FUCK WOW get hon then u can come noob bash apollo with me
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k2o4   United States. Dec 07 2009 12:06. Posts 4803 | | |
The paragraph where you basically describe knowing what to do but not doing it really sums up a lot of my failures as well. I know the frustration that comes from that. Just work on discipline overall and things will get better imo. |
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Nazgul   Netherlands. Dec 07 2009 12:11. Posts 7080 | | |
stop playing wow that shit is retarded |
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Kapol   Poland. Dec 07 2009 12:21. Posts 4696 | | |
Same here. I guess this is a problem a ton of players have. It is all mental stuff and it's really hard to improve in this department. |
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EvilSky   Czech Republic. Dec 07 2009 12:58. Posts 8918 | | |
Btw naz are you playing the tsl? I think I saw u and u had like a B rank ? |
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ToT)MidiaN(   United Kingdom. Dec 07 2009 13:13. Posts 5070 | | |
| On December 07 2009 11:56 EvilSky wrote:
Dont play WOW, play SC! Ive been playing again this week on ICCUP and fuck is it hard, I think I got to B6 on WGT back in the day pretty comfortably but now even games at D level are a grind
It is fun tho because like 80% of the players rage way harder than in poker which is silly because there is no money involved, but its always nice to make ppl flip out by beating them with 2002 builds and horrid macro :D |
I played some iccup last season, got B+ playing against koreans only but became very very bored. I was going to play TSL but decided not to because I simply don't care about the game enough anymore and would rather "waste" my time on a game that I semi-enjoy than one that I don't enjoy and actually tilts me at times. I definitely rage at SC sometimes too, though I generally don't rage in the way that most people do, I just quit without saying gg and just feel hot and bothered IRL rather than start typing a whole bunch of insults etc like most of those newbies do heh.
People may say that WoW sucks and is a waste of time etc, but so is every other game. Fact of the matter is, I'm going to waste my time doing something when I'm not pokering, it mayaswell be something that I enjoy at the time, and right now that's WoW. It has changed from time to time in the past, sometimes I play SC, sometimes WoW, sometimes Diablo2, sometimes a new game I buy, sometimes I'll just end up watching a whole bunch of DVDs and/or poker videos, but right now it's WoW. I used to have a problem with that, but I don't anymore because I've come to the conclusion that whatever I do at my computer other than poker related activities is a "waste of time" in the grand scheme of things and only serves as entertainment, so it doesn't matter what I do in that time as long as it's enjoyable. |
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EvilSky   Czech Republic. Dec 07 2009 13:22. Posts 8918 | | |
Ive never played WOW but I did play a game called Tibia for a bit over a year which has the same concept only with rly bad graphics and I ended up with the conclusion the whole leveling up and getting equip, camping spawn sites and killing monotonous enemies for hours and hours was no fun,you could never get as strong as the sickos who play 24/7 and they can kill you at any point making all your hard work and effort and sacrificed fun go down the drain causing you to wonder why you did it in the first place, that got me off RPG games forever and I thoroughly believe them to be a waste of time unlike BW which is still fun always. |
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k2o4   United States. Dec 07 2009 13:24. Posts 4803 | | |
| On December 07 2009 12:13 ToT)MidiaN( wrote:
People may say that WoW sucks and is a waste of time etc, but so is every other game. Fact of the matter is, I'm going to waste my time doing something when I'm not pokering, it mayaswell be something that I enjoy at the time, and right now that's WoW. It has changed from time to time in the past, sometimes I play SC, sometimes WoW, sometimes Diablo2, sometimes a new game I buy, sometimes I'll just end up watching a whole bunch of DVDs and/or poker videos, but right now it's WoW. I used to have a problem with that, but I don't anymore because I've come to the conclusion that whatever I do at my computer other than poker related activities is a "waste of time" in the grand scheme of things and only serves as entertainment, so it doesn't matter what I do in that time as long as it's enjoyable. |
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Yeah I just had a similar convo with my girl about this! She was talking about how me rewatching LOST was a huge waste of time and I said that whatever I do for fun will be a waste of time, so it's most important that I watch something I enjoy. She hates to rewatch anything, likes to always watch new things. I love to rewatch movies/shows I liked, or to replay games I liked. And if you're wasting time, waste it doing fun things =)
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EvilSky   Czech Republic. Dec 07 2009 13:29. Posts 8918 | | |
Nothing bad about rewatching or wasting your time doing something fun, I actually rewatched Buffy a few months back (yeye im a fag so what) and a bunch of anime, but I just hate RPGs with passion and consider them to be beyond time waste and the equivalent of mental torture. |
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DooMeR   United States. Dec 07 2009 13:59. Posts 8559 | | |
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johnpbg   Brasil. Dec 07 2009 14:03. Posts 104 | | |
gl on coaching if you do, i do same as well with WoW here im re-making my bankroll that i cashed out almost all few months ago, so playing in small limit's is kinda painfull, so much tilt..
i play this game for refresh my mind. |
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k2o4   United States. Dec 07 2009 14:24. Posts 4803 | | |
| On December 07 2009 12:29 EvilSky wrote:
Nothing bad about rewatching or wasting your time doing something fun, I actually rewatched Buffy a few months back (yeye im a fag so what) and a bunch of anime, but I just hate RPGs with passion and consider them to be beyond time waste and the equivalent of mental torture. |
Well I do agree with you on the RPG hate =) I never get into any of those games, and WOW is a game I greatly disliked. I played for 2 hrs and then turned it off forever, gave the game to a friend. But, to each their own. I'm sure some of the games I play for fun would be considered a waste by others. |
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Ket   United Kingdom. Dec 07 2009 14:42. Posts 8665 | | |
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CruiseR   Poland. Dec 07 2009 15:27. Posts 682 | | |
how much do you charge for coaching? |
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ToT)MidiaN(   United Kingdom. Dec 07 2009 15:34. Posts 5070 | | |
| On December 07 2009 14:27 CruiseR wrote:
how much do you charge for coaching? |
I have no idea. I guess I should've said this in the original post, but the first person I'm gonna coach is not going to pay me anything. Right now I just want to get some experience with a micro/low stakes player and try to turn them into a winning low/mid stakes player. I'm not trying to teach a micro/low stakes player for profit, eventually if/when I get around to coaching for profit my market is gonna be midstakes players who actually have some $ to their name already and whom I can charge a worthwhile hourly. First though, I want experience and I want to know that I'm actually good at it before I try my hand with midstakes players. If I successfully transfer some micro stakes player into a reasonable low or mid stakes player then I'll probably try my hand at turning a midstakes player into a "high" stakes (like $3/$6+) player without charge, and then if I'm successful with that also I'll have a couple of students who can give me some positive testimonials and I'll start charging midstakes players for coaching or potentially make videos for a training site. Will just have to see how this goes first though, but that's the plan. |
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vlseph   United States. Dec 07 2009 15:39. Posts 3026 | | |
from reading all your posts on the forums i think you'd make an awesome coach.
also don't play wow, find something fun instead
although i just got a free 7 days from blizzard for christmas break and all my friends have started again... |
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ggplz   Sweden. Dec 07 2009 17:07. Posts 16784 | | |
Dude. WoW is different from other forms of time wasting. First of all, its on the computer and is addictive. This means, you can easily just play WoW instead of poker. Also, its generally a good idea to spend as little time on the computer as possible. It is not healthy to play poker and when you arent playing poker, playing WoW. I dont know if you ever get worn out after spending a lot of time doing something on the computer, but that happens to me when i play WoW. It sounds like it does to you too since you're treating poker like a negative, 'Poker is just extremely boring when you're constantly losing to morons and running bad and games are a good escape'. Games are a good escape though, but addictive mind-numbing MMO shit isnt the answer.
I have lost all respect for the designers of that game. I've been at the #1 DPS spot in sick raiding guilds consistently and played 3v3 to 2496 with best in every slot items. I had 65k gold when i quit and had the sickest coordination and tactics via skype with PvP teammates. I checked MMO-champion all the time to monitor the upcoming changes in the game and the developers decision making processes. The game has little to no skill when you're playing with good players in both PvP and PvE. If you care about balance, the developers in that game will never balance it so the PvP side of it is retarded. If you like rerolling skillless FOTM classes for PvP then w/e but im pretty sure if you participate in PvP you're not on that level.
If you're just playing it to kill time and slay rabbits or something then i'd highly suggest you find a different activity - it can be a time wasting game if you like but at the very least please let it require some sort of thinking or strategy.
I just feel very bad for anyone who gets stuck into the game now as i was hooked on it twice over the past ~3 years and didnt realise what the game was until i was top rated and rocking PvE mechanics. Please stay away from that game. I just hope you take me seriously :/ |
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Avi-Love   Denmark. Dec 07 2009 17:43. Posts 14 | | |
WoW isn't that bad, it's nice to play a simple game to get your mind off things, especially if you can have fun with friends while doing it.
but yeah pve is easy and pvp is imbalanced.
Best of luck though ! |
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