February

24 tabling jan/feb
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just look at that redline, that is just pathetic bad stuff

how could i even come up with a stupid idea like that in the first place trying to 24 table when i obviously suck ass at it

never again

i just feel that im better then most of the other 100nl regs at this point, but im just wasteing my edge by 24 tabling, wich is just retarded, i dunno what is wrong with me. i dont wanna be a FPP whore i wanna improve my game and get to the high stakes evetually

i only played for about 14 months now, and i guess ive came pretty far after all? but i just wasted 2 months of my life doing this stupid shit

back to playing poker guys

gl

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wow sick, get back in there!
try to remember how you got your bankroll?

ive been in that exact same spot last year. just hang tough man.
but jeez man, move down at -3k or something. even with volume the losses aren't worth -8k unless you play like 1/2 plo6m where the vpps can > 8kusd

On February 28 2010 07:20 whamm! wrote: ive been in that exact same spot last year. just hang tough man.

BI wise ive been through it before to like 3-4 times in the last year

but not at 8k$ amounts

and never when i really need money to pay the bills of 700$/month, last year i lived with 4 friends and only had like 100$ in rent, but now since end of december ive moved to a bigger apartment on my own

it couldnt have come at a worse time, i cashed out alot close to 4000$ at january/beginning feb together for buying alot for the appartment, sofas,baller TV and stuff wich i though was chill since i was getting in alot of bonuses with supernova clearout at middle of february

i never though i would get to this point really with all the bonuses i was clearing, the last 50k hands of the graph is 4-6 tabling, the first 150k hands is of 24 tabling mostly..

damn man

you and i are pretty much in the exact same boat with the checkboxes

GL man.

looks like im getting a stake from a friend though, so that i can cashout all of my roll to be safe for atleast 3months outside of the grind with bills/rent/food

got a really good deal since he is a good friend of mine, he is not an LPer but he will probably save my current situation

i can get a "new fresch start" not having to be afraid of busting in a near future

he is doing me a great favour, no payback insurance, he keep 40% of profit and i keep 100% of my 45% rakeback deal

this is a sick deal i believe? have never dealt with stakedeals before, but it sounds very good to me. he is pretty much not doing this for profit of his own at all.


we talked of it earlier this week and as i posted this depressing blogpost he contacted me just now saying that he is gonna do it, and at what terms.

he saved my ass this time

<3 <3 <3

On February 28 2010 07:56 exalted wrote: damn man you and i are pretty much in the exact same boat with the checkboxes GL man.

we gotta hang in there bro

yeah those guys who do those types of saves should be given a greenstar here. for me it was handbanana21 in 09 and lostaccount in 08
i owe both those guys a lot and even if i dont mention it to them whenever we chat or talk, I never forget, someday ill repay them both one way or the other.
we should be more responsible enough this time though and never be in that situation again.
gl longple

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jesus christ that sucks
är det oskar som stejkar dig? hoppas du får runna lite good nu när du slipper lite press

On February 28 2010 09:32 hansen jr. wrote: jesus christ that sucks är det oskar som stejkar dig? hoppas du får runna lite good nu när du slipper lite press

näe inte oskar, en annan kompis