I feel ya on the stress, wish it didnt do the same for me. I keep psyching myself out week after week. I just started playing live, ran hot, +5BI's in like 4 days, which is really good for live, lost a single buyin to a guy they call "the sheriff" because he "keeps everyone honest", meaning he's the most psychotic calling station you've ever seen. Looks people up on the river with Queen high "just to see". And it rattled me and now I havent wanted to play in the last 5 days. Gonna move my live roll back online and play NL200 I think, but it scares me, because they're better than I am. While I have an edge at the live fish fest, I dont have the BRM to play them. Fuck the world eh? |