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LemOn[5thF] Czech Republic. Mar 31 2010 17:57. Posts 15163 | | |
NL 100 shot went... Oh well not good 
Back to NL50, and most likely until my holiday in may. I have completely lost composure and focus on the tables, and the whole shot was my B-C game with some 10% A game - back to usual.
I kinda didn't have a goal or a plan, and the successful pokering in 50 days before the shot took its toll on my stress levels and real life too much. I was late to work quite a bit because of reading articles, watching vids and reading LP, my healthy eating goals disappeared and I became too attached to my winnings.
The result was a typical burnout, which is simply impossible to avoid with stressful full-time job when I become too attached to poker. And it came right about the time I moved to NL100.
Maybe there are people who can be winners longterm and work hard, but certainly not me, a simple fat lazy person with limited capabilities.
I dunno what the fuck happened to the important goals - Building health and Fitness to be able to grind heroic sessions when poker will be actually my income, I became obsessed with the game once more neglecting everything, which led to - oh what a surprise: much worse performance at the thing I am obsessed about.
My only April poker goal is to make 7,500 VPP, care much less about poker and get myself together
I signed for a Spinning class on 7:30 AM before work on Friday, and that should be a decent start to get me back on track.
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ytricky Germany. Mar 31 2010 18:13. Posts 600 | | |
you could be to the moon already if you didnt set yourself back all the time. |
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NewbSaibot United States. Mar 31 2010 18:23. Posts 4946 | | |
Damn yo, sorry to see you take a big life hit like this. Rather than letting the poker shot get you down, simply be humbled by the realization that it gets tougher as you move up, and theres respect to be had for players above your limit, and how that will make you feel when you finally get there. |
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how did you drop 4+ buyins in one hand LOL please post
sucks tho, just chill and make sure you don't neglect the other stuff u have going for you |
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LemOn[5thF] Czech Republic. Apr 01 2010 04:42. Posts 15163 | | |
| | On March 31 2010 19:45 Night2o1 wrote:
how did you drop 4+ buyins in one hand LOL please post
sucks tho, just chill and make sure you don't neglect the other stuff u have going for you |
Thats 2 hands simultaneously played - One QQ 250bb deep v 80 VP Fish, second against Exhilerate who min4bet me when he knew I am tilted and hit tripps when I min5bet him with his A9o and my JJ |
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