Artanis[Xp] Netherlands. May 07 2010 15:15. Posts 4697
So, the last blog I did had my roll at ~300k. Those times are long, long gone and my roll is a solid 5 figures again. I guess I lost most of it at 100/200 8game and staking and stuff like that, in short being a total degen. I have limited myself to 3/6 max since then and I'm slowly winning again at pokers whilst still being a total degen in other ways, like the $100NL homegame where everyone spews incredibly hard and has to autorebuy to 250bb.
This has however not hurt my morale, and I am feeling very happy mentally. A lot happier then I was when my BR was still a lot bigger, strange enough. I guess it's a change of mindset. I have started looking at the world in a much more positive light and exited an at least 4 year long depression since about august last year. I have recently begun grinding again and have shown marginally positive results. Though I still spew quite a bit in certain spots I'm happy with how I play in general and expect to slowly grind back up within reasonable time.
I've also started coaching. I am now a coach at Pokerzion.com which is led in large part by my friend Loosefer. I am looking for more students and I charge $100/hr. Will teach from 50NL up to 400NL.
I'd also like to thank all the railbirds since I'm a giant attention whore, and though I can't offer mass 1k multiway flips in the near future, I do hope to give you something to rail. Possibly a SCOOP FT? Who knows.
Now for some songs I find awesome:
Nydvind - King of the Hills (Pagan metal) - I'm actually going to Metz to see them on the 14th!
Bad Religion - Shattered Faith (Punk)
Stevie Ray Vaughan and Buddy Guy (Blues, 3 parts)
Béla Bartók (Classical)
Exxasens (Post-Rock)
Sting (Pop/Rock)
John Coltrane (Jazz)
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hellokittery United States. May 07 2010 15:23. Posts 1399
ShadowDrgn United States. May 07 2010 17:59. Posts 1156
Shattered Faith is such a great song. It was a bonus track on the Japanese edition of Process of Belief so not a lot of people know about it, but it's still one of my favorite BR songs.
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