Time spent lol?

where can I find this program?

There are loads of them online, maybe you will find a better one. This one is
http://autotimesheet.com/

I am not good with it, but you could group stuff to know how much you spend on specific websites etc. and it doesn't slow down your PC and is pretty straightforward and is a freeware.

The down side to this one is that sorting doesn't work well and is slow when you got a large database. But you can copy/paste to Excel easily and sort it there.

yeah anxiety's a bitch, let me know if you figure out wtf to do about it t.t

On February 14 2011 07:20 bigredhoss wrote: yeah anxiety's a bitch, let me know if you figure out wtf to do about it t.t

The good news is, I do know. I just read a book from one Aikido Master who was a head of a psychology institute and a fighter pilot who shared his views on learning and Mastery in life. His views correlate almost perfectly with what some high achievers who are simultaneously very happy in life that I had the privilege to talk to do.

The 'bad' news is, it is a lifelong process with expected setbacks, tough negotiations with yourself and those around you, and especially if you were suppressed in childhood by parents and school and were constantly told what you can't do it will be hard to teach yourself to just go and do things that are important without hard inner resistance. 'For every two steps forward, be prepared to have to take one step backward' is a fitting quote from the book.

I don't want to spend 70% of my time doing non-productive things where I could be making friends/helping my community/ spending time with family or simply mastering my primary goals such as uni and poker, and realizing how much time is wasted is the first step.

Lemon, imo, you think too much and don't do enough.

My 2 cents

Ugh, I have the same problem. I need to grind, and I often find myself in a less than ideal situation to grind. I don't want to grind if I only have like an hour or two to grind, I'd like to free up my day to grind. Also, I don't play if I'm sick, tired, drunk or high. I'm usually tired because I don't take care of my body. Sad.

On February 14 2011 09:08 Chewits wrote: Lemon, imo, you think too much and don't do enough. My 2 cents

The whole point :O

Also, the fact that I am posting this and that I spent 30 minutes in this thread shows you something. I could have watched a Giggy video or have been running for 30 minutes instead. But when you have been doing everything at the last moment and looked for approval and instruction of others instead of just doing whatever the hell you want your whole life it takes time and courage to change and just do what you want to do and be out there

I'm afraid of running this program

On February 14 2011 07:45 LemOn[5thF] wrote: Show nested quote + On February 14 2011 07:20 bigredhoss wrote: yeah anxiety's a bitch, let me know if you figure out wtf to do about it t.t The good news is, I do know. I just read a book from one Aikido Master who was a head of a psychology institute and a fighter pilot who shared his views on learning and Mastery in life. His views correlate almost perfectly with what some high achievers who are simultaneously very happy in life that I had the privilege to talk to do. The 'bad' news is, it is a lifelong process with expected setbacks, tough negotiations with yourself and those around you, and especially if you were suppressed in childhood by parents and school and were constantly told what you can't do it will be hard to teach yourself to just go and do things that are important without hard inner resistance. 'For every two steps forward, be prepared to have to take one step backward' is a fitting quote from the book. I don't want to spend 70% of my time doing non-productive things where I could be making friends/helping my community/ spending time with family or simply mastering my primary goals such as uni and poker, and realizing how much time is wasted is the first step.

hmm, let me re-phrase: let me know when you find a quick fix, and tell me what it is ;o