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longple   Sweden. Mar 24 2011 15:02. Posts 4472 | | |
http://www.youtube.com/user/HISHEdotcom#p/u/3/YcFnvULy8zA
pretty nice youtube channel to browse through while bored
basically theyve done anternative endings to big movies in a comedysortaway
poker is shit atm, lost all my january/february profits (~30k$) in march only, 80% lost in live 20/20$ cashgames with straddle/restraddle
got pretty crazy, and ran supercrap so not much to do
probably shouldnt have played those games in the first place, even though it was suuuuuperduper +ev,(for example i got it in pre for a 12k$ pot with KK vs Q9o preflop and it didnt hold, he 4bet/called it off and "felt that i was light", thats how splashy the games were)
not really rolled to play w 20/20/40/80$ blinds/straddles, kinda transforms to 80/80$ wich was way to high for my 5/10$ roll, and especially when i get this depressed about loseing 30k$ wich was what most people sat with at those tables it was way out of my roll and personal comfortlevel, but its the biggest DS of my life i think so guess i can cry alittle. but it will only make me stronger hopefully!
hurt my roll alot, and played shit for a while online, but its all better now, back and kinda crushing again after a short break for a couple of days
but will take some months to regrind at 1/2 and 2/4 to get up to 5/10 again t_t
its just so retarded cuz i just established myself on the stakes and started winning and getting a decent sample on 5/10, and then i go donk away 30k$ live wich was totally unnessasary, and now i need to restart at 1/2
but knowing myself, i woulda taken that shot infinit times over again if i got the same chanse again to play in those games, so, ye, most of the pots where lost AK in a big pot where i 3bet and kinda barreled of and had to bet fold riv in a superbigpot, and then i lost JJ vs Ax (he only showed one card after board game A high) for ~ 7k$ pot and then the KK hand for 12k$ pot
but gogo lets do it, im gonna make it a good year anyways!
still up alittle bit for the year, and alot of months to go!
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YoMeR   United States. Mar 24 2011 15:43. Posts 12438 | | |
good perspective. at least you're admitting you made a mistake. instead of blaming it on "lol omg i run so bad"
you'll come back. just gotta make better decision in the future |
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Zep   United States. Mar 24 2011 16:00. Posts 2292 | | |
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NeillyJQ: I really wanted to prove to myself I could beat NL200, I did over a small sample, and believe Ill be crushing there in the future. | |
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Stroggos   New Zealand. Mar 24 2011 16:03. Posts 1117 | | |
i think aggressive bankroll management is good. have to drop down more than 1 limit kinda sucks though. |
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longple   Sweden. Mar 24 2011 16:43. Posts 4472 | | |
ye ive always invested it all in taking shots, but its a little sad like, ive made 30k$ online in 2 months this year online, and maybe cashed out like 3k$ where 2 of them went to rent and stuff, and the last 1 to food, and the rest just wasted on this crazy shot
not that ive cashed out anything this year, but just as an example of how i prioritize poker/life, its always been just rent and food and poker, pretty much
i never spoil myself and always invest it in taking these shots that 8/10 times fail hardcore, all last year was like that, grind 2 months, waste shot in 2 session, regrind 2 months, etc
it has made me a better player always striving to play the highest stakes i can and against the best players both HU and SH, always wanting to improve and challange myself
but sometimes it would be nice to just chill and enjoy the money
so im probably gonna take it more slow the next time, grind a bigger bankroll and dont be as eager to move up, im in this for the longterm and cant kill myself this early, i wanna get really sick good at this game, and im working superhard and its paying off now as im able to move up stakes
but bigger BR, more buyins next time, and probably stay on 2/4 longer, grind a sick ass big bankroll for 5/10 and make some decent cashouts aswell so that i can feel safe
will be interesting with party+bwin also, hopefully it will create alot of activity on higher games for the future : )
im also looking into hopefully moveing to thailand and then malta after the summer, and live in malta over the winter with 2 pokerbuddys
something to look forward to, im tired of sitting in this shitty town in sweden just grinding 24/7, want to expand this opportunity ive been given playin poker on a decent level as i am now
so im looking forward to the future : ) hopefully i can take shots on 10/20$ in 2012! who knows |
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Gumster   Sweden. Mar 24 2011 17:04. Posts 2291 | | |
where did you play such live games? |
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egood   United States. Mar 24 2011 18:45. Posts 1883 | | |
Are the live games tough in SWE?
live here is a complete joke. I'm up 5k live this month, while down 1k online, lulzies. |
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whamm!   Albania. Mar 24 2011 19:07. Posts 11625 | | |
that site is good, they just need funnier writers tbh, although there are good ones but i think theyre made by just one funny guy in the company and thye need more diverse ideas for endings to keep things fresh and interesting |
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longple   Sweden. Mar 24 2011 20:20. Posts 4472 | | |
| On March 24 2011 17:45 egood wrote:
Are the live games tough in SWE?
live here is a complete joke. I'm up 5k live this month, while down 1k online, lulzies. |
no they are like all other livegames, superprofitable : ) |
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