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Joeingram1 United States. Nov 07 2011 10:18. Posts 943 | | |
I would love to write a blog and talk about how I am pwning it up and crushing the noobs but sadly I cannot write that. I have been getting beat around left and right, fucked in the ass, the mouth, and back in the ass again. Then fucked some more and then a few more times. All in all has been a joyous 28 days of my prop bet. Haven't really thought about giving up on it until this point, I wake up and have 0 desire to play and 100 percent desire to wallow in misery and debate how life would be as a waiter at Applebees for the rest of my life. Then I decide that would probably be terrible and go to my computer to load up a session, run 2-10BI under in a few hours, then repeat the process again. After 2-4 times of doing this a day, I go to sleep, then wake up the next day and start it over. My only joy of the day comes when I play this game on my ipad called crime city and I collect fake money from fake buildings and rob peoples fake money. I knew it would be hell to do this from my other prop bets but I didn't expect this level of it. I just remind myself that its only 2 more months and if I work harder then I have worked before these 2 months then next year I will be able to relax that much more and go back to doing nothing. Oh ya, and I think I love someone, so that makes it a bit easier to go on through each day.
I started linking some of my blogs on my facebook and i'm pretty sure the non-poker players have no idea what these graphs mean and are confused how I still have money to play with since all my graphs I post lately are me losing. Basically the more hands I play, the more points I get back from the pokersites which in turn can be used to spend on cash. In the last month I am down around 11kish but I have made about 15k in that same time span from those points (FPP's). Also when I talk about running bad/getting fucked in ass/etc. that basically means, according to the program I use, I should only be down a certain amount of money, but due to "bad luck" I am actually down much more then that. The theory is in the long run of hands this luck evens out
Here is graph of last 28 days or 288k hands of plo. I am pretty sure this is the most hands ever played of plo in that time span as well
Yea looks fun, first 160k hands was shortstacking and last hands since then are full stacking. My original upswing in the graph is when I first switched over and started playing around 16-18 tables rather then 24. I was excited for a change and did well and ran about normal. Then moved up to plo100, got slaughtered for 20BI really quick while I should have been up 2BI, moved back down and resumed the bloodbath. I am running about 120 Buy-ins below expected, and its starting to hurt my soul pretty bad right about now. Every time I get all in with 70 percent equity, I assume I'm going to lose somehow. As most of you know this is a terrible mentality to have but I can't really get over it because at the end of each session, I look at my hands and I end up winning a few hands where I wasn't a favorite, and lose a ton where I was a favorite. Whatever, I could write about that shit in every blog but not good to always focus on it. Goal is to get to 500k vpp in the next few days and then make a glorious attempt to move up and get to 700k vpp by end of the month in order to set up with a 300k vpp december.
fun fun fun
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just a little thing... it might help you
poker is not about ''pwning it up and crushing the noobs''
when you will realise that ull prolly be able to make 1$ from poker
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MiPwnYa  Brasil. Nov 07 2011 11:19. Posts 5230 | | |
cmon man waiter at applebees cant be that bad -.- |
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Eluflop Estonia. Nov 07 2011 11:20. Posts 3835 | | |
your looserate is disasterous :/ |
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You'd make a dope bartender. Play poker on the side. |
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Comon Joey, You knew it wasn't going to be easy! thats why you booked the bet!
Though it up, grind those VPPs, the results will catch up! |
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ShLiM United Kingdom. Nov 07 2011 12:24. Posts 940 | | |
| | On November 07 2011 11:02 Otto Marwin wrote:
Comon Joey, You knew it wasn't going to be easy! thats why you booked the bet!
Though it up, grind those VPPs, the results will catch up! |
yeah 1+
keep going buddy |
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Maome666 Brasil. Nov 07 2011 12:39. Posts 156 | | | |
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eso Sweden. Nov 07 2011 12:57. Posts 285 | | |
anyone still willing to bet against this?
gl, nonetheless.
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Zep United States. Nov 07 2011 13:31. Posts 2292 | | |
So you're running 10k big blinds below ev? LOLMAHA |
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NewbSaibot United States. Nov 07 2011 14:06. Posts 4946 | | |
lol thanks for writing such honest blogs, it's really refreshing and good for the site. It's nice to know you're human too and suffer beats just like the rest of us. GL with the bet, hopefully you'll be back to running only 20 BI under ev this month =/ |
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Ket United Kingdom. Nov 07 2011 14:40. Posts 8665 | | |
So you're making slightly more money from raekback than you're losing at the tables even in a really below average outcome so far ev wise such as this one - that's great news! It must feel horrible to be u right now, but 8 more weeks of pain and you'll have earned yourself the sort of money highly trained professionals earn in a year, not to mention massive bragging rights and epic status. just imagine how good it's gonna feel when you get there and let that thought keep u going. |
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Xervean United States. Nov 07 2011 14:46. Posts 682 | | |
It might be less variance if you play some no limit holdem instead. Or is the bet limiting you to PLO? |
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Centrin United States. Nov 07 2011 15:53. Posts 53 | | |
Confirmed in the 2p2 thread that he can play NL but it doesn't count towards the prop. |
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Ket United Kingdom. Nov 07 2011 17:37. Posts 8665 | | |
| | On November 07 2011 13:06 NewbSaibot wrote:
lol thanks for writing such honest blogs, it's really refreshing and good for the site. It's nice to know you're human too and suffer beats just like the rest of us. GL with the bet, hopefully you'll be back to running only 20 BI under ev this month =/ |
there are plenty of honest blogs written by poker players when times are bad (they're usually insta 'labelled' as emo blogs and the amount of sympathy received from a poker regulars crowd is very limited) but i agree it can be nice to read when others are in the same boat you are and youre not alone when u go through the stuff u go thru as a poker player. myself i dont share emoblogs because i assume nobody cares to hear it and i reason to myself that whining isnt going to do anyone any good except make people who dont like me happy (lol - lot of schadenfreude in poker too). life's better when you don't allow your happiness to depend on your fortunes and other peoples' misfortunes though=) ok that's enough offtopic irrelevant rambling from me for now |
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| | On November 07 2011 16:37 Ket wrote:whining isnt going to do anyone any good except make people who dont like me happy |
comon... who doesnt like you? |
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YoMeR United States. Nov 07 2011 18:30. Posts 12438 | | |
lol holy fuck almost 300k hands in a month O_O
that said if you have this high of volume it's 100% certain that you'll be playing worse than your A game and even possibly far worse than that.... def be careful and don't neglect your body too much.. need a healthy body for a healthy mind! |
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bigredhoss Cook Islands. Nov 07 2011 21:53. Posts 8649 | | |
if joe were a generate player he could make a lot of money =( |
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Ket United Kingdom. Nov 08 2011 05:31. Posts 8665 | | |
^ he can and will make a lot of money if he keeps on doing what hes been doing here. you realise he stands to win $45k in propbets for 2.5 months work plus the big future value of SNE benefits plus whatever he can get at the tables, and isn't actually down money at the tables after rak3back so far right? he's actually beating up on the games before rake (but not losing by enough after rake that rak3back doesnt put him back in the black) |
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