*PRE*
-2.5bb BU: folded to 3b, -3bb bu:

-iso 3.5bb IP:
*3B*

*POST*
- b 60% v miss cb: bottom pair, check turn
- vbet 64% rivered tripps
! DNB, CALL RIVER RAISES

[P] 3Bet Blind vs steals w/{88,22} (2)
[P] 3Bet range {AA,QQ,88,22,J8s,AKo,KJo} (8)
[P] 4Bet+ range {AKs,AKo} (5)
[P] Attempted Steal then 4Bet {AKs,AKo} (2)
[P] Called 2Bet from blinds range {A5s,K5s-K7s,K3s,Q7s,J7s,95s,AQo,A8o-A9o,A5o,A2o,Q9o,J8o-J9o} (18)
[P] Called 3Bets in position {ATo,KQo} (2)
[F] Raised Flop Cbet w/Overpair or less & no draw (1)
[T] Called two 1/2 Pot or greater barrels w/draw (1)
[T] Played turn draw aggressively (4)

34/29 2k hands spewy history HU a lot

like he know I squeeze wide hell peel wide too so plan was to cbet flop cc turn unless he bet big else I just check flop
he doesn't go overboard over multiple streets btw, still spews here and there and bluffs but without the flush easy fold river

when I take that line vs aggro people the pot gets uncomfortably big tho prolly should stop taking the line just cc 2x instead and keep taking it HU where the pot's smaller a ton?

nl25 shot going pretty okay btw

nice going, all this month?

nit move up

very nice graph sir, keep crushing

nah around 30BI this month, played some before.
I always fall into this trap where I reach my internal thermostat of how much I make, when I make too much I start spewing, play less...self sabotage and shit.
This month is different, I will keep the volume keep up the gym, and power through the retard that I call my brain. I'm trying to teach it to enjoy pain - when going to the gym I try to convince myself that if not fucked up it's boring. I feel bad without a pump now when I miss 1 day even. Trying the same conditioning with poker when I fucking hate it can't even grind get sucked out 5bi in a row to realize and enjoy that feeling as something good and that I only really am making a difference towards my results when things go bad but I perform anyways.
Works way better than the no ego detached approach I got with buddhism - that was a great experience but a massive fail when it comes to pokering and gym, you just stop giving a fuck. I'm becoming this self obsessed narcissistic fucker on purpose and really enjoy it :D

Still meditate a lot tho, just to calm the mind and enjoy the moment.


I make a lot of mistakes, run super hot but my game clicks like it never has before - switching to range based play when I get confused and dunno wtf is going on (I never had this before - seems important) an I'm clicking with exploits - I've been making some ridiculous folds I don't even post cause you'd laugh at me etc - that's rungood but the range based play will be a lot of work and prolly the biggest reason to play better people as the better the guy relative to me the more I have to develop solid range based approach instead of trying to outlevel him always.

Fujikura inspired me to get a new hobby - women.
Borrowed 5 books on female psychology got a book from a pick up artist etc so tomorrow I get a day off to get some practice sessions on - Switch brain from poker to pussy to help me relax, and be fresh for the grind :D It's so much fun with nofap I'm like so excited to be around women it's insane. Been 40 days I think now :D

Also I started playing hyper turbo HUSnGs when cash games get gay (props Fujikura too ) - made like 6 bucks over 20 games yay xD
Also 25 I can get good action 24/7 even Mondays, I'm the only reg that actively tries to play everyone HU so I get to start tables and get soft spots a lot. I'll try to stabilise volume and if I play well dabble into 50 too - some of the regs I might not beat hu after rake tho so prolly will be some time before I can 12+table that

Haha, I know what you mean. Pretty sick u can just rattle a page off like that... your balls must be ready to explode. Women can be pretty hard and distracting, dude. Especially if you're playing poker at the same time.. living with or not. I think most people secretly want some crazy drama or shit to occupy their minds with and text over while they take the piss at their job but I want as low drama as possible so I can focus on what I want to do. It's hard to do something well with all that emotional relationship stuff going on sometimes. Poker hours are often anti-social too For myself, I need to either play in a seperate room or have distance to be able to play at all really.

I like your gym ethic more than anything else you do. I was doing lots of weights really early every morning (3-6am.. totally empty.. GOLDEN) last year (24hr gym fk yea) but dropped it eventually as I had no use for the muscle. Also I was working and it was hard to keep all the plates spinning when summer ended, darkness set in early and winter rolled in. My workout philosophy is that I always try find some kind of meaning or reason behind doing the activity.. e.g. getting better at running so I can run to a nearby town/friend/shop/whatever and make a mission out of it by taking a good pack, water, camera + food. I used to do 17km or so every day or two which I no longer do as where I live i have no need for it. I prefered that lifestyle as I was fitter and found it more fun. Now I'm getting more into backpacking and have another reason to not only walk long distances but also go to the gym and work on upper body/back. Doing stretches/pushups/situps everyday. Also great fun designing systems that prepare you and make your trip much more enjoyable.

yeah like I do gym cause of floorball - was all behind it speed, sprints, losing weight doing core.
Gym became more fun than floorball itself :D

And yeah with chicks its dangerous, need to stay off a relationship really that fire just fades when ur commited and get lazy