the last 4 hands i posted were in a total of about 30 hands.. I don't even understand how this is possible.. what can I do about that

3 out the 4 you got your money in good, whats your question? Ignore the results...

I guess the question is how you can keep the motivation to continue playing when you keep losing hands that you should win to fish players with such a high rate.. It's almost like the client has a system that wants me to lose. Really hard not to go on tilt.

Get annoyed when you get it in bad, if you get it in good just suck it up like a man. Play on, next time you'll win.

3 handed shortstack .01/.02.......

as a start you can buy in full

yeah the max amount is 1$

You lost a flip man. Ain't nobody got time for that.

My only recommendation is to make a new account and change that dreadful name.

Outta curiosity - how many tables do you play? I personally play a shit ton (which many argue is detrimental, most likely rightly so), so I find that helps mitigate any shitty feelings regarding suckouts and whatnot.

More tables = more hands = more experience = less emotional attachment to singular hands

usually 4 tables

Sure, you should foremost measure poker in big blinds and not money, but come on... in the end of the day you lost a couple of bucks in these hands and you are talking about going on tilt... man up

Natural to feel that way nface. Anyone new to poker has to adjust to the rollercoaster of emotions that you feel day in and day out. On the bright side, the better you get at poker, the less these types of hands matter.