damn man its to hard to win =/// even if i only play AA i'd still lose them all

and again they raise me so happy thinking they have the best hand and that they are powning me
only to pown me on the river with magical card omg =///

its all good if i'd ever outdrawn somebody
but even if i push with 17 outs i'd still lose alwayts

and offcourse he instantly leaves table and cant find him

i'm always trying so hard to play good =///// and put money in ahead but its bullshit it doesn't mather

why to make 5 make 5 post in row trying to make monologe? USE EDIT.

and about hand its same on party also those shorstacks insta hit and runs. I am happy to find those callingstations and not so angry if they suck me out and stay on same table. 80% times i bust them and get my money back + some extra

1 he's not a shortstack
2 i don't get their money 80% times when i'm 80 % ahead still lose 70% its nuts
3 because i'm angry and i just typed it all away
4 HE INSTANTLY RAN FROM THE TABLE

i don't get it why do you wanne make fun of me ?
u think its funny i'm losin all these hands to these fucking newbs ?

its either me ak on ak9 board vs 999
or me having the best hand all in before the river and losing on the river
ow yeah if we are all in on flop theres a huge chance i'm losing on the turn already

I KNOW ITS bullshit and in the long run i win but i just don't i try my best every fucking time and it always ends up the same getting sucked out in all the big hands
ffs yèesterday i even lost AA VS 45's preflop all in vs 2/ 3 stack

oh sorry looked wrong u are shorstack I give no respect to players who dont play with fullstack

And what u experiencing is variance.. i had and will have days where i loose 5 of 6 KKs 3 of 4 aces ..i play perfect all steet do all good laydowns but still loose 6 buyins .. Happens if u cant handle it dont play poker.
And u wont get better if u cant control your emotions. I havent got angry not a single time within 2 months only very big suckouts like 98-2 fustrates me. I may take then short break 30mins and still keep playing.

and the thing is i don't understand it

that i get sucked out so much
but its like 1 in tenthousand i suck out somebody during all in

but the other way around is happing in 1 every 200 hands

losing buyin to outdrawn

Also i am saying i woulda played hand same just usual bad beat

i had good roll then went on a 1 month bad run going down 3 lvl's and now i try to fight back up . but i can't the cards wont allow me .
i try my best not to get angry and stuff but after to flopping 4 times top 2 vs bottom set & x lower straight vs highers straights & getting sucked out for 5 buyins eachn time being 80% ahead.

i tend to b angry . not playing right now tho making this motherfucking huge ass spliff i hope i cant open my eyes anymore

Look at me i can beat any level up to 200nl but i am still 10nl making 80bis in month and still not able to move up because i need to cashout

omg i hate it why i'm always bullshitting here
i feel too sad but i just wish i'd didn't get sucked out so much
u know i'm trying soo fucking hard doing all the things to improve my play and everytime it goes good i lose to cards and i keep losing to cards over and over

its like theres no skill at all they keep pushing these retarted hands all in against me and they always come over the top its crazy