right to die

if you keep making this exact same blog enough times i may want to die as well

I'm tired of your blogs, so I'm going to kill you, then everybody's happy.

gl dude

i'll help kill yourself

Just the fact that you keep making these blogs its obvious you re seeking for connection in which case - yeah its totally NOT wrong

nembutal isn't your only option.. stop blaming your family.

if you REALLY wanted to die, you'd already be dead; making these blogs just shows how unsure you are about it imo

Yeah sure you seem to be a worthless person and what's even worse, you're a Candian...

But I always found it weird for people to want to kill themselves - life is such a great resource who has the right to decide when to end it? Certainly not worthless scumbags that want to kill themselves in the first place like this here Joseph, no they don't Sir.

So how about you consider your life as you know it to be over already, and instead dedicate every single remaining minute to invent the best ways to help other people, make them feel better and change their lives when your's is already over?

IM NOT A SAMURAI. I CANT KILL MYSELF ON HONOR. IM WEAK. very weak. nembutal is my only hope of death. Ive tried so many ways.
lemon,
i hope you get schizophrenia. so you too beg for death and then Try and FAIL and try and FAIL and try and FAIL and try and FAIL and find nembutal and finally succeed.

On April 05 2014 19:53 LemOn[5thF] wrote: Yeah sure you seem to be a worthless person and what's even worse, you're a Candian... But I always found it weird for people to want to kill themselves - life is such a great resource who has the right to decide when to end it? Certainly not worthless scumbags that want to kill themselves in the first place like this here Joseph, no they don't Sir. So how about you consider your life as you know it to be over already, and instead dedicate every single remaining minute to invent the best ways to help other people, make them feel better and change their lives when your's is already over?

People with severe depression aren't in the state of mind to want to change their lives like that.. consider yourself lucky - not everyones as chemically balanced as you.

On April 05 2014 20:10 JosephCalgary wrote: IM NOT A SAMURAI. I CANT KILL MYSELF ON HONOR. IM WEAK. very weak. nembutal is my only hope of death. Ive tried so many ways. lemon, i hope you get schizophrenia. so you too beg for death and then Try and FAIL and try and FAIL and try and FAIL and try and FAIL and find nembutal and finally succeed.

Why not jump off a building? or in front of subway train. painless, and guaranteed ways to end it..

I always thought that those would be my options if I would ever want to do it. but now that I think of it more, I think I would want to feel some pain.. to actually experience the process of dying.. you know?

I think as long as you premeditate the suicide, you'll always fail, because you're giving yourself time to change your mind. It has to be done in an instant

On April 05 2014 19:53 LemOn[5thF] wrote: and what's even worse, you're a Candian...

fuuuuuuu

I don't get it there are plenty of ways to kill yourself just as easily as that Nembutal shit. Google it. Nembutal isn't the only poison out there

Doesn't seem like you want to die seems like you want to be talked out of it and are seeking something; friendship, attention, something.

There are a lot of people with schizophrenia and as far as I know most do not desire death. It also seems like your case is not severe.

Do your doctors have you on seroquel and how much

On April 05 2014 20:42 k4ir0s wrote: I think as long as you premeditate the suicide, you'll always fail, because you're giving yourself time to change your mind. It has to be done in an instant

That's not really true. Virtually all suicides are technically premeditated.

THERE ARE 500000 DOCTORS. IF UR FAMILY TAKES IT AND U NEED IT, GO TO A NEW DOCTOR AND DON'T TELL THEM. PERIOD.

Life is all a series of moments, if you want to die during all those moments, its worth the risk hands down to feel normal and good.

How could anyone kill themselves before the new x-men movie comes out.

would it be considered suicide to reject immortality?

I always found self-administered euthanasia (in terms of legality) a catch-22.

1. You need to be of sound mental state to consent to suicide; or to be in a sound mental state to accurately make a decision.

2. When you are considering suicide, you are by definition not in a sound mental state.

In other words, I do think your family did the right thing. There are other options man, good luck.

On April 05 2014 22:45 GoldRush wrote: Life is all a series of moments, if you want to die during all those moments, its worth the risk hands down to feel normal and good.

What do you mean? What is worth the risk? Death or doing drugs?

Suicide wouldn't make u feel normal. It would make you feel nothing obviously

If you wanted to die you would be googling and not making retarded attention whoring threads.

You are just fishing for attention and compassion, I dont know if you will or will not kill yourself, but regardless of what you decide, get your shit together.

On April 05 2014 20:10 JosephCalgary wrote: IM NOT A SAMURAI. I CANT KILL MYSELF ON HONOR. IM WEAK. very weak. nembutal is my only hope of death. Ive tried so many ways. lemon, i hope you get schizophrenia. so you too beg for death and then Try and FAIL and try and FAIL and try and FAIL and try and FAIL and find nembutal and finally succeed.

Why do you keep making these blogs? Are you planning to show the poll results to your family, and be like "Look, over 70% of LiquidPoker voters think I should have the right to die", and hope they will change their minds?

I'm genuinely sorry for the suffering you are experiencing, but you seem like a fucking idiot.

Look at the bright side - at least your are not a nigger.

On April 05 2014 19:53 LemOn[5thF] wrote: Yeah sure you seem to be a worthless person and what's even worse, you're a Candian... But I always found it weird for people to want to kill themselves - life is such a great resource who has the right to decide when to end it? Certainly not worthless scumbags that want to kill themselves in the first place like this here Joseph, no they don't Sir. So how about you consider your life as you know it to be over already, and instead dedicate every single remaining minute to invent the best ways to help other people, make them feel better and change their lives when your's is already over?

People have no right over their own life and person? You are one dumb and sadistic motherfucker, no doubt about it. People already couldn't consent to have been given the life that they have and on top of that you want to bar the exit door and coerce people into living it when they're suffering enormously and just want out? Who do you think you are to impose your judgment of your life on that of others? You are nobody. You're a sheltered, blinkered uneducated dullard and what people choose to do with their own lives is their business, not yours. What next, you think abortion is wrong? Just how anti-freedom are you exactly?

By the way, relevant to this topic, this just came out yesterday:

'I'm absolutely all for it (euthanasia). I'm pro-choice in everything. I believe you're the master of your own body and you should be allowed to die with dignity and say when you've had enough,' said Ricky Gervais

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/home/event...ve-planned-funeral.html#ixzz2y4edXPoH

On April 06 2014 04:14 Loco wrote: Show nested quote + On April 05 2014 19:53 LemOn[5thF] wrote: Yeah sure you seem to be a worthless person and what's even worse, you're a Candian... But I always found it weird for people to want to kill themselves - life is such a great resource who has the right to decide when to end it? Certainly not worthless scumbags that want to kill themselves in the first place like this here Joseph, no they don't Sir. So how about you consider your life as you know it to be over already, and instead dedicate every single remaining minute to invent the best ways to help other people, make them feel better and change their lives when your's is already over? People have no right over their own life and person? You are one dumb and sadistic motherfucker, no doubt about it. People already couldn't consent to have been given the life that they have and on top of that you want to bar the exit door and coerce people into living it when they're suffering enormously and just want out? Who do you think you are to impose your judgment of your life on that of others? You are nobody. You're a sheltered, blinkered uneducated dullard and what people choose to do with their own lives is their business, not yours. What next, you think abortion is wrong? Just how anti-freedom are you exactly?

People like Joseph certainly should not have the right
isn't that obvious?
that's like saying teenagers going through the hell of puberty that get suicidal have the right
people are not capable of seeing the problems they have realistically and put them into perspective
they have most of their lives infront of them
they are way WAY off the point of no help. In fact, they could be a great contribution as people that achieved great things went through hopeless times.

I am not talking about someone terminally ill who had a long live is connected to machines is burden to family and has no chance of getting better I'll let you be the judge

But people like Joseph? No sir. And he should be glad for people around him taking the right from him.

On April 06 2014 04:54 LemOn[5thF] wrote: Show nested quote + On April 06 2014 04:14 Loco wrote:   On April 05 2014 19:53 LemOn[5thF] wrote: Yeah sure you seem to be a worthless person and what's even worse, you're a Candian... But I always found it weird for people to want to kill themselves - life is such a great resource who has the right to decide when to end it? Certainly not worthless scumbags that want to kill themselves in the first place like this here Joseph, no they don't Sir. So how about you consider your life as you know it to be over already, and instead dedicate every single remaining minute to invent the best ways to help other people, make them feel better and change their lives when your's is already over? People have no right over their own life and person? You are one dumb and sadistic motherfucker, no doubt about it. People already couldn't consent to have been given the life that they have and on top of that you want to bar the exit door and coerce people into living it when they're suffering enormously and just want out? Who do you think you are to impose your judgment of your life on that of others? You are nobody. You're a sheltered, blinkered uneducated dullard and what people choose to do with their own lives is their business, not yours. What next, you think abortion is wrong? Just how anti-freedom are you exactly? People like Joseph certainly should not have the right isn't that obvious? that's like saying teenagers going through the hell of puberty that get suicidal have the right people are not capable of seeing the problems they have realistically and put them into perspective they have most of their lives infront of them they are way WAY off the point of no help. In fact, they could be a great contribution as people that achieved great things went through hopeless times. I am not talking about someone terminally ill who had a long live is connected to machines is burden to family and has no chance of getting better I'll let you be the judge But people like Joseph? No sir. And he should be glad for people around him taking the right from him.

WTF?

It seems as if you've never encountered real emotional pain in your life.., or you're just living in ignorance? you have no business telling him he should feel grateful that people are taking away his will to die. Why should he continue suffering? Why not just end it right now? You must be assuming there's something wrong with death.. there's nothing wrong with it... life itself is a terminal illness, we wouldn't know life, without death.

it's ridiculous that you'd compare someone in his situation, with a teenager going through puberty. It's likely Joseph's mental illness will go on for the rest of his life.

Just realized that you're woodbrave and rofl @ your last blog post.

I thought you had gotten better after having a spiritual experience in south america. What happened?!

the comments are shocking in this thread

On April 06 2014 05:19 k4ir0s wrote: Show nested quote + On April 06 2014 04:54 LemOn[5thF] wrote:   On April 06 2014 04:14 Loco wrote:   On April 05 2014 19:53 LemOn[5thF] wrote: Yeah sure you seem to be a worthless person and what's even worse, you're a Candian... But I always found it weird for people to want to kill themselves - life is such a great resource who has the right to decide when to end it? Certainly not worthless scumbags that want to kill themselves in the first place like this here Joseph, no they don't Sir. So how about you consider your life as you know it to be over already, and instead dedicate every single remaining minute to invent the best ways to help other people, make them feel better and change their lives when your's is already over? People have no right over their own life and person? You are one dumb and sadistic motherfucker, no doubt about it. People already couldn't consent to have been given the life that they have and on top of that you want to bar the exit door and coerce people into living it when they're suffering enormously and just want out? Who do you think you are to impose your judgment of your life on that of others? You are nobody. You're a sheltered, blinkered uneducated dullard and what people choose to do with their own lives is their business, not yours. What next, you think abortion is wrong? Just how anti-freedom are you exactly? People like Joseph certainly should not have the right isn't that obvious? that's like saying teenagers going through the hell of puberty that get suicidal have the right people are not capable of seeing the problems they have realistically and put them into perspective they have most of their lives infront of them they are way WAY off the point of no help. In fact, they could be a great contribution as people that achieved great things went through hopeless times. I am not talking about someone terminally ill who had a long live is connected to machines is burden to family and has no chance of getting better I'll let you be the judge But people like Joseph? No sir. And he should be glad for people around him taking the right from him. WTF? It seems as if you've never encountered real emotional pain in your life.., or you're just living in ignorance? you have no business telling him he should feel grateful that people are taking away his will to die. Why should he continue suffering? Why not just end it right now? You must be assuming there's something wrong with death.. there's nothing wrong with it... life itself is a terminal illness, we wouldn't know life, without death. it's ridiculous that you'd compare someone in his situation, with a teenager going through puberty. It's likely Joseph's mental illness will go on for the rest of his life.

This is preposterous, he has enough food to put in his mouth, has access to internet and the luxury of having time to post on forums this will be very close to a teenager in puberty, how can a person like this have issues that can't be overcome with hard work.

I guess from the perspective of mankind it'd be actually beneficial if he did indeed kill himself in terms of future overpopulation issues etc. I guess if you take this perspective suicide should be indeed encouraged and people with e.g. migraine should have the right, suicide booths should be the way forward, for freedom!

On April 06 2014 08:46 LemOn[5thF] wrote: This is preposterous, he has enough food to put in his mouth, has access to internet and the luxury of having time to post on forums this will be very close to a teenager in puberty, how can a person like this have issues that can't be overcome with hard work.

THANK GOD ADEQUATE FOOD AND PERSONAL LUXURIES LIKE INTERNET PRECLUDE THE EXISTENCE OF MENTAL ILLNESS AND ABJECT MISERY

+ Show Spoiler +

lemon toppest of keks to you

some people's brains dont work like others. having the necessities covered doesnt make them happy or bring them joy.

i remember a post a few years back, probably from loco, which basically said that once you reach the point where you can no longer laugh or find any joy in the world(for an extended period of time maybe you should kill yourself because then the world has nothing to offer you and the pain is likely too great to bear. you seem to still have fun and enjoy things. also you have a family who cares about you. and yea this does seem like some form of attention whoring and a cry for help. i cant begin to understand your pain, but i think its clear you are not ready to make a permanent decision and i think your family made the right choice.

On April 06 2014 10:28 bigredhoss wrote: Show nested quote + On April 06 2014 08:46 LemOn[5thF] wrote: This is preposterous, he has enough food to put in his mouth, has access to internet and the luxury of having time to post on forums this will be very close to a teenager in puberty, how can a person like this have issues that can't be overcome with hard work. THANK GOD ADEQUATE FOOD AND PERSONAL LUXURIES LIKE INTERNET PRECLUDE THE EXISTENCE OF MENTAL ILLNESS AND ABJECT MISERY + Show Spoiler + we did it

Thank you! Finally someone gets it!

So many pussies really so far here, you were given a gift just by being born in a country you were born in a time you wee born in if you can get those things, time to put that into perspective with e.g. many African countries where mental illness is the least of people's issues. Or people born into communism that were prosecuted for nothing like my family or German Jews in 40s. We live in one of the best time to ever live in, you have freedom to do what you want I guess killing yourself should be part of it but that's really like throwing away the gift you were given. I say let's be more grateful.

And if he really can do those things and has the security when there were so many people that overcame 100x more difficulty and hopelessness and ended up living good lives or doing great things what makes him so special that his situation should be so bad that he'd have to kill himself?

On April 06 2014 12:21 LemOn[5thF] wrote: Show nested quote + On April 06 2014 10:28 bigredhoss wrote:   On April 06 2014 08:46 LemOn[5thF] wrote: This is preposterous, he has enough food to put in his mouth, has access to internet and the luxury of having time to post on forums this will be very close to a teenager in puberty, how can a person like this have issues that can't be overcome with hard work. THANK GOD ADEQUATE FOOD AND PERSONAL LUXURIES LIKE INTERNET PRECLUDE THE EXISTENCE OF MENTAL ILLNESS AND ABJECT MISERY + Show Spoiler + we did it Thank you! Finally someone gets it! So many pussies really so far here, you were given a gift just by being born in a country you were born in if you can get those things, time to put that into perspective with e.g. many African countries where mental illness is the least of people's issues. And if he really can do those things and do has the security when there were so many people that overcame 100x more difficulty and hopelessness and ended up living good lives or doing great things what makes him so special that his situation should be so bad that he'd have to kill himself?

i think i just got re-trolled

I know LemOn has never contemplated suicide. He has all the microwaved burritos and internet porn a guy could ask for. He's living the dream, baby. Who would throw away such a gift? There are people in Africa that will never get to experience the sheer joy of a Philly Steak and Cheese Hot Pocket or a subscription to BangBus, so you should realize how great you have it and stop bitching.

On April 06 2014 12:26 bigredhoss wrote: Show nested quote + On April 06 2014 12:21 LemOn[5thF] wrote:   On April 06 2014 10:28 bigredhoss wrote:   On April 06 2014 08:46 LemOn[5thF] wrote: This is preposterous, he has enough food to put in his mouth, has access to internet and the luxury of having time to post on forums this will be very close to a teenager in puberty, how can a person like this have issues that can't be overcome with hard work. THANK GOD ADEQUATE FOOD AND PERSONAL LUXURIES LIKE INTERNET PRECLUDE THE EXISTENCE OF MENTAL ILLNESS AND ABJECT MISERY + Show Spoiler + we did it Thank you! Finally someone gets it! So many pussies really so far here, you were given a gift just by being born in a country you were born in if you can get those things, time to put that into perspective with e.g. many African countries where mental illness is the least of people's issues. And if he really can do those things and do has the security when there were so many people that overcame 100x more difficulty and hopelessness and ended up living good lives or doing great things what makes him so special that his situation should be so bad that he'd have to kill himself? i think i just got re-trolled

nah, he is just that stupid

On April 06 2014 15:12 blackjacki2 wrote: I know LemOn has never contemplated suicide. He has all the microwaved burritos and internet porn a guy could ask for. He's living the dream, baby. Who would throw away such a gift? There are people in Africa that will never get to experience the sheer joy of a Philly Steak and Cheese Hot Pocket or a subscription to BangBus, so you should realize how great you have it and stop bitching.

Yes I have, many times in my childhood. Only I was regretting at the time is that I didn't have the will to do it. It was so stupid, recently I was doing this hypnosis thing when I was asked to imagine that I'm recalling a bad memory on an old grey TV screen, I step into the picture and give the former me the encouragement he needs - I'd tell him that that stuff I wanted to end my life over is petty and even tho it still does have impact now in the end It will eventually be all right.

The thing about this is that when you are in the situation it seems more hopeless than it really is, and you are unable to put things into perspective and think rationally.

My parents couldn't travel, the old regime took away everything from my family put my grandfather in jail for listening to Western radio, everyone was forced to do menial jobs to "meet the quota" without choice. It's not that much in the past when every day was a fight for survival life expectancy was 35 a flu meant you are dead and getting more than one meal per day was a luxury.

Maybe I have read into one too many stories of people bouncing back from completely fucked up situations and doing something great (Terry Fox for example. Or countless artists who were whackos often mentally ill too but created greatness) but I really don't get this pessimism people are just being spoiled pussies. Hitler gassed schizophrenics for example without asking them - I guess our era is really bad and we don't have anything to be grateful for and my man Joseph would rather live in those times?

being "grateful" isn't a reason to live top kek
you can't sit there and constantly compare your life to other times or other lives
who really wants to live 80 years eating microwaved burritos and fapping all day?
nor can you really be grateful for things you've always had

On April 06 2014 08:46 LemOn[5thF] wrote: Show nested quote + On April 06 2014 05:19 k4ir0s wrote:   On April 06 2014 04:54 LemOn[5thF] wrote:   On April 06 2014 04:14 Loco wrote:   On April 05 2014 19:53 LemOn[5thF] wrote: Yeah sure you seem to be a worthless person and what's even worse, you're a Candian... But I always found it weird for people to want to kill themselves - life is such a great resource who has the right to decide when to end it? Certainly not worthless scumbags that want to kill themselves in the first place like this here Joseph, no they don't Sir. So how about you consider your life as you know it to be over already, and instead dedicate every single remaining minute to invent the best ways to help other people, make them feel better and change their lives when your's is already over? People have no right over their own life and person? You are one dumb and sadistic motherfucker, no doubt about it. People already couldn't consent to have been given the life that they have and on top of that you want to bar the exit door and coerce people into living it when they're suffering enormously and just want out? Who do you think you are to impose your judgment of your life on that of others? You are nobody. You're a sheltered, blinkered uneducated dullard and what people choose to do with their own lives is their business, not yours. What next, you think abortion is wrong? Just how anti-freedom are you exactly? People like Joseph certainly should not have the right isn't that obvious? that's like saying teenagers going through the hell of puberty that get suicidal have the right people are not capable of seeing the problems they have realistically and put them into perspective they have most of their lives infront of them they are way WAY off the point of no help. In fact, they could be a great contribution as people that achieved great things went through hopeless times. I am not talking about someone terminally ill who had a long live is connected to machines is burden to family and has no chance of getting better I'll let you be the judge But people like Joseph? No sir. And he should be glad for people around him taking the right from him. WTF? It seems as if you've never encountered real emotional pain in your life.., or you're just living in ignorance? you have no business telling him he should feel grateful that people are taking away his will to die. Why should he continue suffering? Why not just end it right now? You must be assuming there's something wrong with death.. there's nothing wrong with it... life itself is a terminal illness, we wouldn't know life, without death. it's ridiculous that you'd compare someone in his situation, with a teenager going through puberty. It's likely Joseph's mental illness will go on for the rest of his life. This is preposterous, he has enough food to put in his mouth, has access to internet and the luxury of having time to post on forums this will be very close to a teenager in puberty, how can a person like this have issues that can't be overcome with hard work. I guess from the perspective of mankind it'd be actually beneficial if he did indeed kill himself in terms of future overpopulation issues etc. I guess if you take this perspective suicide should be indeed encouraged and people with e.g. migraine should have the right, suicide booths should be the way forward, for freedom!

Dam bro what are you talking about.

Seems like you think that since you have had a tough life and make the best of it that everyone else struggling should suck it up like you.

Joseph I'd recommend a mushroom trip (psilocybin) in a safe place with a friend or two watching over and maybe someone to go with you. It can work wonders on depression and give you an experience that can allow you to see your problems in another light. Possibly make them more manageable.

For example I was going through a rough patch years ago and ate an 1/8th ounce of some strong shrooms with one of my best friends in Santa Cruz for the first time. It was very powerful and I had some very lucid visions. I zoomed out from my body away from the city away from the earth and beyond out into the universe. I saw time spread infinitely in all directions. I saw myself as a speck on this rock in space only here for a flash in the pan. It really made me feel like all the drama in this world and all my problems meant nothing in the scope of things. I realized it would be best just to enjoy the short experience as best I could. There was a lot more to it than that. it is very hard to put that experience into words but that is the gist of it.

It wore off and I was happier than I had been and it lasted for weeks and ever since that insight has stuck with me and allows me to feel better when down.

On April 06 2014 15:32 Baalim wrote: Show nested quote + On April 06 2014 12:26 bigredhoss wrote:   On April 06 2014 12:21 LemOn[5thF] wrote:   On April 06 2014 10:28 bigredhoss wrote:   On April 06 2014 08:46 LemOn[5thF] wrote: This is preposterous, he has enough food to put in his mouth, has access to internet and the luxury of having time to post on forums this will be very close to a teenager in puberty, how can a person like this have issues that can't be overcome with hard work. THANK GOD ADEQUATE FOOD AND PERSONAL LUXURIES LIKE INTERNET PRECLUDE THE EXISTENCE OF MENTAL ILLNESS AND ABJECT MISERY + Show Spoiler + we did it Thank you! Finally someone gets it! So many pussies really so far here, you were given a gift just by being born in a country you were born in if you can get those things, time to put that into perspective with e.g. many African countries where mental illness is the least of people's issues. And if he really can do those things and do has the security when there were so many people that overcame 100x more difficulty and hopelessness and ended up living good lives or doing great things what makes him so special that his situation should be so bad that he'd have to kill himself? i think i just got re-trolled nah, he is just that stupid

I think so too

On April 06 2014 08:46 LemOn[5thF] wrote: Show nested quote + On April 06 2014 05:19 k4ir0s wrote:   On April 06 2014 04:54 LemOn[5thF] wrote:   On April 06 2014 04:14 Loco wrote:   On April 05 2014 19:53 LemOn[5thF] wrote: Yeah sure you seem to be a worthless person and what's even worse, you're a Candian... But I always found it weird for people to want to kill themselves - life is such a great resource who has the right to decide when to end it? Certainly not worthless scumbags that want to kill themselves in the first place like this here Joseph, no they don't Sir. So how about you consider your life as you know it to be over already, and instead dedicate every single remaining minute to invent the best ways to help other people, make them feel better and change their lives when your's is already over? People have no right over their own life and person? You are one dumb and sadistic motherfucker, no doubt about it. People already couldn't consent to have been given the life that they have and on top of that you want to bar the exit door and coerce people into living it when they're suffering enormously and just want out? Who do you think you are to impose your judgment of your life on that of others? You are nobody. You're a sheltered, blinkered uneducated dullard and what people choose to do with their own lives is their business, not yours. What next, you think abortion is wrong? Just how anti-freedom are you exactly? People like Joseph certainly should not have the right isn't that obvious? that's like saying teenagers going through the hell of puberty that get suicidal have the right people are not capable of seeing the problems they have realistically and put them into perspective they have most of their lives infront of them they are way WAY off the point of no help. In fact, they could be a great contribution as people that achieved great things went through hopeless times. I am not talking about someone terminally ill who had a long live is connected to machines is burden to family and has no chance of getting better I'll let you be the judge But people like Joseph? No sir. And he should be glad for people around him taking the right from him. WTF? It seems as if you've never encountered real emotional pain in your life.., or you're just living in ignorance? you have no business telling him he should feel grateful that people are taking away his will to die. Why should he continue suffering? Why not just end it right now? You must be assuming there's something wrong with death.. there's nothing wrong with it... life itself is a terminal illness, we wouldn't know life, without death. it's ridiculous that you'd compare someone in his situation, with a teenager going through puberty. It's likely Joseph's mental illness will go on for the rest of his life. This is preposterous, he has enough food to put in his mouth, has access to internet and the luxury of having time to post on forums this will be very close to a teenager in puberty, how can a person like this have issues that can't be overcome with hard work. I guess from the perspective of mankind it'd be actually beneficial if he did indeed kill himself in terms of future overpopulation issues etc. I guess if you take this perspective suicide should be indeed encouraged and people with e.g. migraine should have the right, suicide booths should be the way forward, for freedom!

The only thing close to a teenager in puberty in this thread is you. You have the narrow-mindedness of a child. You think everything revolves around you and the way you see things because you're a sheltered idiot who has never gotten a dose of reality in his lifetime so far. If there was any fairness in the world it would be people like you who would get things like full-body paralysis or a brain-eating parasite the next time you go swimming outdoors, just so you can learn a thing or two about the life you think others should be grateful for when you know absolutely nothing about their living circumstances.

Let's kidnap Lemon and torture him every day for hours but give him enough food to survive and also allow him to access the internet and show him his post telling him he should be grateful for how good he has it.

Something I forgot to mention is that if Joseph is of sound mind, then his parents are totally in the wrong to keep him alive against his will. I don't know Joseph though, perhaps he is just attention whoring as others are saying, which is a possibility since I've seen him posting some totally trivial things on this website recently which don't seem to be in accordance with someone who has truly had enough of it all. I mean, once I'll have resolved that I want to kill myself, the last thing I'll want to do is come here to make a trivial post about Rainkhan's antics at the WSOP. If Joseph isn't of sound mind, then it is perfectly understandable that those who care about him would want to prevent him from harming himself and possibly others in the process. Also, Nembutal is very hard to get and I'm skeptical that someone who would manage to get it wouldn't manage to prevent others intercepting it. There is something fishy about this.

On April 07 2014 07:38 Loco wrote: Something I forgot to mention is that if Joseph is of sound mind, then his parents are totally in the wrong to keep him alive against his will. I don't know Joseph though, perhaps he is just attention whoring as others are saying, which is a possibility since I've seen him posting some totally trivial things on this website recently which don't seem to be in accordance with someone who has truly had enough of it all. I mean, once I'll have resolved that I want to kill myself, the last thing I'll want to do is come here to make a trivial post about Rainkhan's antics at the WSOP. If Joseph isn't of sound mind, then it is perfectly understandable that those who care about him would want to prevent him from harming himself and possibly others in the process. Also, Nembutal is very hard to get and I'm skeptical that someone who would manage to get it wouldn't manage to prevent others intercepting it. There is something fishy about this.

perhaps he is attention whoring? he is making a pathetic blog post and bitching how he cant kill himself.

the suicide dose is about 10 grams also which is a lot. Many times the dosage found in a pill for non-lethal therapeutic use

On April 06 2014 18:33 traxamillion wrote: Joseph I'd recommend a mushroom trip (psilocybin) in a safe place with a friend or two watching over and maybe someone to go with you. It can work wonders on depression and give you an experience that can allow you to see your problems in another light. Possibly make them more manageable. For example I was going through a rough patch years ago and ate an 1/8th ounce of some strong shrooms with one of my best friends in Santa Cruz for the first time. It was very powerful and I had some very lucid visions. I zoomed out from my body away from the city away from the earth and beyond out into the universe. I saw time spread infinitely in all directions. I saw myself as a speck on this rock in space only here for a flash in the pan. It really made me feel like all the drama in this world and all my problems meant nothing in the scope of things. I realized it would be best just to enjoy the short experience as best I could. There was a lot more to it than that. it is very hard to put that experience into words but that is the gist of it. It wore off and I was happier than I had been and it lasted for weeks and ever since that insight has stuck with me and allows me to feel better when down.

What kind of ass ignorant advice is this? Pretty stupid to recommend psychedelics to a mental health patient. The proper thing to do is to put Joseph in a mental institution and try out different schizophrenia medicines and see which one works. If he doesnt wanna go he should be put there against his will.

But shrooms have been determined to be extremely effective at helping the mental state of terminally ill patients.

didn't he become schizophrenic from doing lots of drugs? yet you guys are recommending more. rofl