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ClouD87   Italy. Oct 28 2014 19:58. Posts 524 | | |
Hey guys, it's ClouD, many of you already know me from Starcraft. I'm making this blog because I decided I will earn 100k by the end of next year by any means necessary. And I'm going to do it.
For the guys who have read my previous post a year ago, I started playing SNG with an italian poker school. They turned out to be big scammers, I wasted lots of time and wasn't given resources to study properly and improve. I made some money but not as much as expected and it was overall a big delusion. They actually impaired my progress and kept me ignorant as much as they could so they could keep a hamster on a wheel farming rakeback without too many questions. In the end a month ago some friends of mine made me realize what was going on, made me switch to cash and the nightmare finally ended. Trust me, it was tough, but I was still alive and I really wanted to prove myself once again I'm capable of great things if I put my heart into it :D
Some of you heard already of BestPokerCoaching and HansTheGreat (the guy who started at NL2 with 50$ and made 100k in 9 months of hard, hard work). I just applied for their coaching for profit program and he will be my coach from now on. I believe in his ability and I will try to follow his steps in my new journey. I'm going to play and study poker with all my passion and might and I will run towards my goal at the cost of killing myself. I just don't care anymore about RL, games, stupid shit and free time, all I desire at the moment is achieving the success I deserve and prove everyone I'm capable of great things at poker aswell.
I love teamliquid so this is the first place where I wrote my blog. I'll keep you guys updated, and I might also make a thread on 2+2, who knows. Cheer for me or hate me, I'll show everyone how a man will put everything he has on the line to achieve his dream!
I will be happy to talk with you guys about my experience and I will also read every post on this thread. First thing I will do is play 100k hands in 2 weeks on Pokerstars.it at NL10 zoom (I am Supernova already). I am starting today and I am super excited for my next months. Let's see how far my dedication will take me!
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Trav94   Canada. Oct 28 2014 20:41. Posts 1789 | | |
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bigredhoss   Cook Islands. Oct 28 2014 20:57. Posts 8649 | | |
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kyd   . Oct 28 2014 21:38. Posts 289 | | |
i have the "same goal" as to make 50k next year good luck dude, we starcraft players know how to proxy gate/rax/hatch (lol) motherfucking fish!
btw why not playing sitngos? since they scammed you, can't you just learn better sitngo game from somewhere else? you feel like cash game is the way to go? just curious. |
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mnj   United States. Oct 28 2014 21:55. Posts 3848 | | |
iono too much about hansthegreat or the new deal u found but it sounds like you're trading 1 scam for another |
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ClouD87   Italy. Oct 28 2014 22:24. Posts 524 | | |
Thanks for the support guys 
| On October 28 2014 20:38 kyd wrote:
i have the "same goal" as to make 50k next year good luck dude, we starcraft players know how to proxy gate/rax/hatch (lol) motherfucking fish!
btw why not playing sitngos? since they scammed you, can't you just learn better sitngo game from somewhere else? you feel like cash game is the way to go? just curious. |
GL, I believe it's definitely possible as long as you do it the right way.
Regarding game choice, you make way less money with SNG, and I dig cash way more. Also being able to pee at the toilet and not inside bottles while you are tabling 40x is definitely a big plus.
| On October 28 2014 20:55 mnj wrote:
iono too much about hansthegreat or the new deal u found but it sounds like you're trading 1 scam for another |
I see your point, and I had doubts of course at the beginning, especially after what happened. But I did my research, the poker school looked legit enough for me to trust them, and after I had a talk with Hans I felt like he had a very professional approach and great work ethics. I really believe it will work out this time, and I also really like Gordon and his no bullshit mindset. We are very much alike in that regard. |
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ClouD87   Italy. Oct 28 2014 22:46. Posts 524 | | |
| On October 28 2014 21:36 lhr0909 wrote:
Hey cloud gl on the journey! I can see that you are a man with dedication! Haven't heard from you since the last post (the one you said you just started poker about 1 year ago), but you should start post hands here regularly, and I think you will also get some good help for free by people on LP And I would love to see your progress.
I have a question: How much do you think getting a coach is helping you compared to no coaching? With the volume you put in, do you think you would be able to get to the same level you are currently at just as fast, so you can maybe start getting coaching only after you start plateau'ing?
PS: you should stop by HomeStory Cup X and just crush SC2 pros on the poker table for funzies |
Hey mate thank you! Since I got into self improvement I figured getting coached is the fastest catalyst for improvement. You can learn so much from other people, especially if they are qualified, and I really don't mind giving a % of the money I earn to somebody that will speed up my whole learning process by a ton. It just seems a great investment to me, but of course many people also think differently on this matter, so it's highly subjective. One thing I really missed when I was a Starcraft 2 progamer was a coach, and I believe americans and europeans could easily beat korean players if they only had good guidance. It's just that important.
I will definitely start posting hands here (even though having a replayer and not just text would definitely be nice), I usually watch the ones with most comments and the feedback is definitely very useful.
Actually Take invited me to HSCX and I already booked the tickets a month ago and HSC is always a ton of fun. Though I am not sure I will go since I am really into poker atm, but perhaps I can take a last week off before I begin the coaching program (it's from 12 to 17 nov anyway as far as I remember). Getting money out of MoMaN would be perfect though. The guy is a hardcore gambler, he plays maniac at the table and would even bet 50€ on coinflips for 20 times in a row. |
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K40Cheddar   United States. Oct 28 2014 23:18. Posts 2202 | | |
100k hands in 2 weeks.
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VanDerMeyde   Norway. Oct 29 2014 10:15. Posts 5124 | | |
Good luck ! 
(iG.ErlinGho from brood war if u remember, we battled a lot) |
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Expiate   Bulgaria. Oct 29 2014 12:28. Posts 236 | | |
Don't set stupid goals (money, number of hands etc), try to learn something new everyday, analyze your play and your opponents, have proper sleep hygiene and sit to play only if you have desire for it (and desire for improving), not because you have to (coz of your goals). The coach is very important (it's sad your first one was a jerk) and will definitely help you a lot.
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goose58   United States. Oct 29 2014 12:45. Posts 871 | | |
GL man I remember watching some of your games. |
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Twisted   Netherlands. Oct 29 2014 13:43. Posts 10422 | | |
| On October 29 2014 11:28 Expiate wrote:
Don't set stupid goals (money, number of hands etc), try to learn something new everyday, analyze your play and your opponents, have proper sleep hygiene and sit to play only if you have desire for it (and desire for improving), not because you have to (coz of your goals). The coach is very important (it's sad your first one was a jerk) and will definitely help you a lot.
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The coaching program he's in expects you play like 48 hours a week so that's not gonna be possible. Good luck Cloud! |
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ClouD87   Italy. Oct 29 2014 13:52. Posts 524 | | |
| On October 29 2014 09:15 VanDerMeyde wrote:
Good luck ! 
(iG.ErlinGho from brood war if u remember, we battled a lot) |
Of course I rememer you Erling. I had a great time with you and Norts in my teens, and you were definitely the best terran I played in that period 
| On October 29 2014 11:28 Expiate wrote:
Don't set stupid goals (money, number of hands etc), try to learn something new everyday, analyze your play and your opponents, have proper sleep hygiene and sit to play only if you have desire for it (and desire for improving), not because you have to (coz of your goals). The coach is very important (it's sad your first one was a jerk) and will definitely help you a lot.
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I know it's not for everyone, but if I take this as everybody else did I will be expected to have everybody's else results. Since I'm trying to do something out of the ordinary my commitment to poker has to follow in direct proportion. That's also the reason I got really good at Starcraft, I was obsessed and played a lot with less care for other things. It's just natural that if you want to get something you need to give something back.
| On October 29 2014 12:43 Twisted wrote:
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On October 29 2014 11:28 Expiate wrote:
Don't set stupid goals (money, number of hands etc), try to learn something new everyday, analyze your play and your opponents, have proper sleep hygiene and sit to play only if you have desire for it (and desire for improving), not because you have to (coz of your goals). The coach is very important (it's sad your first one was a jerk) and will definitely help you a lot.
GLHF ClouD. |
The coaching program he's in expects you play like 48 hours a week so that's not gonna be possible. Good luck Cloud!
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Hey Twisted, great to see you! So many oldschool people here, it feels like the good times  |
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Santafairy   Korea (South). Oct 29 2014 14:14. Posts 2241 | | |
yes i disagree also about "don't set stupid goals"
of course you want to learn something new every day. but even if you just learn one new thing every day for the rest of your life you will never run out of new things to learn anyway. it's also important to succeed to work hard as shit. i mean in any other field this is obvious, if you ask ma long how he learned ping pong he doesn't say well i practiced a little bit but mainly i woke up every day learned one move and then if i didn't feel 100% i watched tv... if you ask jaedong how he got good he won't say yeah i watched julyzerg play and my coach and i figured out some stuff he can do better i just practiced when i felt like it
pedagogically you can't just learn your skill up to like negreanu level in a vacuum and then start learning how to put the effort in. i mean yes you make mistakes but along the way it's more important to train yourself in the discipline of the specific thing you're doing.
i do believe in like the organic creativity of when you have a specific issue that you can just sit on it or work on something else or take a day off go to sleep wake up come back and your brain will have figured something out independent of you, but when you work hard it's just better
what i am saying is it's not just about learning the skill it's about learning how to learn the skill. and so you need to practice the skill but also you need to practice practicing so you get better at that so the productivity density of your time increases
tl;dr i mean even if you fail at a random goal you will have accomplished hopefully more than you would without the goal. anyway gl and gj getting out of your earlier bad arrangement |
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ClouD87   Italy. Oct 29 2014 14:51. Posts 524 | | |
| On October 29 2014 13:14 Santafairy wrote:
yes i disagree also about "don't set stupid goals"
of course you want to learn something new every day. but even if you just learn one new thing every day for the rest of your life you will never run out of new things to learn anyway. it's also important to succeed to work hard as shit. i mean in any other field this is obvious, if you ask ma long how he learned ping pong he doesn't say well i practiced a little bit but mainly i woke up every day learned one move and then if i didn't feel 100% i watched tv... if you ask jaedong how he got good he won't say yeah i watched julyzerg play and my coach and i figured out some stuff he can do better i just practiced when i felt like it
pedagogically you can't just learn your skill up to like negreanu level in a vacuum and then start learning how to put the effort in. i mean yes you make mistakes but along the way it's more important to train yourself in the discipline of the specific thing you're doing.
i do believe in like the organic creativity of when you have a specific issue that you can just sit on it or work on something else or take a day off go to sleep wake up come back and your brain will have figured something out independent of you, but when you work hard it's just better
what i am saying is it's not just about learning the skill it's about learning how to learn the skill. and so you need to practice the skill but also you need to practice practicing so you get better at that so the productivity density of your time increases
tl;dr i mean even if you fail at a random goal you will have accomplished hopefully more than you would without the goal. anyway gl and gj getting out of your earlier bad arrangement |
I 100% agree with what you wrote. I remember watching this video a couple years ago and getting really inspired. Rule 5 is truly the most important of all http://www.riemurasia.net/video/6-Rules-of-success/101882 |
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PplusAD   Germany. Oct 29 2014 15:18. Posts 7180 | | |
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Expiate   Bulgaria. Oct 29 2014 17:24. Posts 236 | | |
You know, I remember in a HSP episode (or PAD) Doyle was asked if he played poker every day (Galfond maybe asked him, I am not sure). Doyle answer was that since he started playing poker the only days he skipped or took a break was when he was ill. This really made me think about how strong his inner motivation and dedication to the game was. All these years, poker changed so much, so drastically after the internet boom, and still he hasn't lost that passion.
And that should be a very good lesson for everyone who takes poker seriously - don't look at it like a short term goal set and achieve thing. If you want to play with the best, you should have that inner drive in you always. |
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ClouD87   Italy. Oct 31 2014 22:09. Posts 524 | | |
Played 33k hands in the past 4 days, and while I'm in the midst of a huge downswing I'm really happy about my improvements and everything. I wish I could follow more than 4 zoom tables, but for now tabling too much would be more detrimental than anything
edit: these are my overall thoughts about Day4 that I wrote on BPC forum:
Day4 was great. Not because I won a lot of money, in fact it was my worst day ever at NL10 since I started poker. I am just happy I was able to play for 10 hours without tilting or getting sad about the downswing. I also feel like it will greatly help me in the long run, because losing is more stimulating towards improving, and I am putting a great deal of effort into studying when I’m not playing. I feel like poker will be great towards my lifelong goal of becoming the best version of myself, and I am really glad I chose this path |
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Romm3l   Germany. Nov 01 2014 10:08. Posts 285 | | |
| On October 28 2014 18:58 ClouD87 wrote:
I'm going to play and study poker with all my passion and might and I will run towards my goal at the cost of killing myself. I just don't care anymore about RL, games, stupid shit and free time, all I desire at the moment is achieving the success I deserve and prove everyone I'm capable of great things at poker aswell. |
haha i guess everyone here has felt this before. i dont exactly have life figured out but what i did find is that doing this turns into a chase for a fleeting feeling. if you manage to 'get there' you have this amazing feeling of winning and being good but it doesnt last long at all, and the chase resumes. in the beginning the chase itself is pretty good fun because there's a lot of novelty and rapid rate of improvement, but over the years the chase becomes increasingly unbearable and soul-crushing. enjoy the early years but don't expect lasting happiness to come out of this |
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ClouD87   Italy. Nov 01 2014 10:20. Posts 524 | | |
| On November 01 2014 09:08 Romm3l wrote:
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On October 28 2014 18:58 ClouD87 wrote:
I'm going to play and study poker with all my passion and might and I will run towards my goal at the cost of killing myself. I just don't care anymore about RL, games, stupid shit and free time, all I desire at the moment is achieving the success I deserve and prove everyone I'm capable of great things at poker aswell. |
haha i guess everyone here has felt this before. i dont exactly have life figured out but what i did find is that doing this turns into a chase for a fleeting feeling. if you manage to 'get there' you have this amazing feeling of winning and being good but it doesnt last long at all, and the chase resumes. in the beginning the chase itself is pretty good fun because there's a lot of novelty and rapid rate of improvement, but over the years the chase becomes increasingly unbearable and soul-crushing. enjoy the early years but don't expect lasting happiness to come out of this
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I'm already happy, I don't need poker to become happier, but just to stay the way I am now.
What I am looking for is challenge and improvement. When it will be over with poker in a few years I will move to something else like I always did. |
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Santafairy   Korea (South). Nov 02 2014 14:28. Posts 2241 | | |
| On November 01 2014 09:08 Romm3l wrote:
Show nested quote +
On October 28 2014 18:58 ClouD87 wrote:
I'm going to play and study poker with all my passion and might and I will run towards my goal at the cost of killing myself. I just don't care anymore about RL, games, stupid shit and free time, all I desire at the moment is achieving the success I deserve and prove everyone I'm capable of great things at poker aswell. |
haha i guess everyone here has felt this before. i dont exactly have life figured out but what i did find is that doing this turns into a chase for a fleeting feeling. if you manage to 'get there' you have this amazing feeling of winning and being good but it doesnt last long at all, and the chase resumes. in the beginning the chase itself is pretty good fun because there's a lot of novelty and rapid rate of improvement, but over the years the chase becomes increasingly unbearable and soul-crushing. enjoy the early years but don't expect lasting happiness to come out of this
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yeah but that's life |
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Romm3l   Germany. Nov 03 2014 08:15. Posts 285 | | |
| On November 02 2014 13:28 Santafairy wrote:
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| On October 28 2014 18:58 ClouD87 wrote:
I'm going to play and study poker with all my passion and might and I will run towards my goal at the cost of killing myself. I just don't care anymore about RL, games, stupid shit and free time, all I desire at the moment is achieving the success I deserve and prove everyone I'm capable of great things at poker aswell. |
haha i guess everyone here has felt this before. i dont exactly have life figured out but what i did find is that doing this turns into a chase for a fleeting feeling. if you manage to 'get there' you have this amazing feeling of winning and being good but it doesnt last long at all, and the chase resumes. in the beginning the chase itself is pretty good fun because there's a lot of novelty and rapid rate of improvement, but over the years the chase becomes increasingly unbearable and soul-crushing. enjoy the early years but don't expect lasting happiness to come out of this
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not necessarily.. plenty of research out there suggests you can get longterm lasting happiness from things like good relationships, helping others / positive societal contribution, etc etc.
might be hard to see if you're a young misfit gaming nerd (which sums up the typical background here), but there are likely to be more things that make life seem worthwhile than improving your own skill at games, beating others at games, and being recognised for your skills at games. there's also a good chance those other things create more longterm lasting happiness as well. |
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Santafairy   Korea (South). Nov 03 2014 08:32. Posts 2241 | | |
it doesn't have to be games but men need to be good at something |
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Poirier255   Canada. Nov 03 2014 20:13. Posts 6 | | |
I say, go for 50k instead then put it all on red! |
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ClouD87   Italy. Nov 03 2014 21:17. Posts 524 | | |
| On November 03 2014 19:13 Poirier255 wrote:
I say, go for 50k instead then put it all on red! |
Right, and in case I lose I can just do everything from scratch again but faster with all the gained knowledge.
You sir are a genius.

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Trav94   Canada. Nov 05 2014 23:34. Posts 1789 | | |
| On November 03 2014 20:17 ClouD87 wrote:
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I say, go for 50k instead then put it all on red! |
edit: thinking about it, wouldn't casinos sue me if I win too much money?
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ClouD87   Italy. Nov 24 2014 21:23. Posts 524 | | |
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napoleono   Romania. Nov 27 2014 09:41. Posts 771 | | |
Put the EV line as well 
And moar updates :D |
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napoleono   Romania. Nov 29 2014 16:10. Posts 771 | | |
Yeah, all-in EV. That shows how much you should have won based on your equity when going all-in. E.g. 100$ pot and you go all-in PF with AK vs underpair. Your expected winnings is ~45$. |
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ClouD87   Italy. Nov 29 2014 21:16. Posts 524 | | |
| On November 29 2014 15:10 napoleono wrote:
Yeah, all-in EV. That shows how much you should have won based on your equity when going all-in. E.g. 100$ pot and you go all-in PF with AK vs underpair. Your expected winnings is ~45$. |
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drone666   Brasil. Nov 30 2014 01:52. Posts 1825 | | |
nice to hear, but dont update here, make new blog posts or nobody will be able to read unless they click POKER BLOGS ( nobody does i think )
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ClouD87   Italy. Nov 30 2014 11:18. Posts 524 | | |
| On November 30 2014 00:52 drone666 wrote:
nice to hear, but dont update here, make new blog posts or nobody will be able to read unless they click POKER BLOGS ( nobody does i think )
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Thanks 
I see your point and I agree on the visibility aspect, yet having things in a single thread looks way better to have a good report from start to finish, and I also don't think it's nice either for the other users to see a new blog post every 3 days with updates and graphs. |
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napoleono   Romania. Nov 30 2014 13:12. Posts 771 | | |
If you make 2 blogposts one after another, the older one will disappear. So its OK, imo, to make a new post each 3-4 days/1 week. We need some activity anyways  |
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Santafairy   Korea (South). Nov 30 2014 13:56. Posts 2241 | | |
^ah yes the 2primenumbers feature |
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ClouD87   Italy. Dec 01 2014 22:06. Posts 524 | | |
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kyd   . Dec 07 2014 20:16. Posts 289 | | |
I think you should re-blog when ur blog goes down the viewed ones so people like me can continue watching X) |
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ClouD87   Italy. Dec 08 2014 22:49. Posts 524 | | |
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ClouD87   Italy. Dec 11 2014 21:45. Posts 524 | | |
Update:
I'm halfway through Week 3, and I have two thoughts at this point:
First, I am experiencing an incredible improvement in my level of play and understanding of NLHE 6 handed, but at the same time my results are going downhill. I believe this happens to every poker player multiple times during their career, and the ones who manage to keep their head high and keep going strong are the ones who get to be the best. I am taking a hit in the last days, but I do not really care so much because I know short term results do not matter at all, and even if they did I'm understanding poker better and better every day, so at some point I will be sure to be a big time winner anyway if I keep going at this pace 
Secondly, I see this as a life challenge and I believe it's a small trial I have to pass to be optimistic and enthusiastic even when things don't go my way. It's key to have this mindset if the purpose is growing as a mature man, and I definitely want to be the best I can offer, especially in this regard 
I do believe that success could be right beyond any obstacle a person can find, and if you slow down or stop you might stop just a step before reaching it, and without even knowing. In fact, even taking this out of the picture, I'm incredibly proud of myself for all the hard work I'm putting into this, and this matters way more to me than anything else. I don't care if I don't have the incredible results of a poker genius right away, but I do care about giving it all and putting all of myself in doing what I want to do.
The live play session will be postponed because my current pc is going nuts. I got a new one that is under maintenance atm, soon the first live play will be available for watching 
Here are stats and reports of the last 4 days:


Next update will be when week 3 is over. Loving poker so far, having a blast and lots of fun! See you guys on monday with the blog update! |
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ClouD87   Italy. Dec 15 2014 23:27. Posts 524 | | |
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ClouD87   Italy. Dec 15 2014 23:31. Posts 524 | | |
Considering the suggestions given here, I will make a new thread for every update and at the same time post on this thread the same text so we have a recent update and an overall view of the progress from this one. |
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