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On May 19 2022 22:25 hiems wrote: ya agree on lostaccount. for me i wanted to believe he has self governing capabilities cause he is asian so i dont say anything to him about it

thanks lol im pretty responsible.

On May 19 2022 22:32 hiems wrote: Show nested quote + On May 19 2022 18:13 Loco wrote:   On May 19 2022 14:29 lostaccount wrote: cokes a good drug eh? dw i aint doing any cuz i dont need it. ppl use coke 2 get 2 my level There is a lot of research out there that shows that bipolar disorder is a degenerative brain disorder. Every manic episode causes the loss of many brain cells. People with bipolar disorder are at an alarming risk of suicide. That's why it's extremely important to maintain the brain's integrity with medication that will reduce the frequency and intensity of manic episodes. https://www.reddit.com/r/BipolarSOs/c...all_of_the_ones_who_have_unmedicated/ https://www.webmd.com/bipolar-disorder/long-term-effects-of-bipolar-disorder Loco u back!!

lol hes just been lurking cuz he lost

some days i like to smoke some weed so i get a little too happy lol

On May 19 2022 20:15 Baalim wrote: Damn I hadn't seen Loco-beast-mode before, congratulations on the progress, do you feel conservatism seeping right in? lol. Tbh I'm a bit concerned with lostaccounts erratic posting given how we've seen already two members succumb to mental ilness and "dissapear" before, Hiems is just a shitposter but lostaccount isnt, are you ok dude?

"A bit" concerned? Erratic posting is one thing. Bumping/necroing old threads and saying "thanks" to people who haven't posted here in a decade for a trade they did with him 10 years ago is something entirely else. He's clearly manic and manic people have no self-awareness. It's like he's trying to remember the good old times when he was somewhat functional and actually able to accomplish things in his life. It's vey similar to RiKD who often nostalgia-posted in his blogs about the same things from when he was successful in poker, was getting laid or had a job. And we all know RiKD has bipolar. But he's medicated and quite stable in comparison to lostaccount who is still in denial and untreated apparently.

He's also admitted to not being able to read small paragraphs that people write on here and asks for cliff notes constantly, which is in line with the kind brain damage linked to untreated mental illness over time, as was the born-again Christian thing. He wasn't always like this. No, he's not okay.

I suppose some leftists would consider me more conservative, the hardcore intersectional activists would no doubt think I am, but I don't. Only thing I really have in common with capitalists is that I hate their ideology and I agree it's largely based in resentment like Jordan Peterson rants about all the time.

On May 20 2022 02:25 Loco wrote: Show nested quote + On May 19 2022 20:15 Baalim wrote: Damn I hadn't seen Loco-beast-mode before, congratulations on the progress, do you feel conservatism seeping right in? lol. Tbh I'm a bit concerned with lostaccounts erratic posting given how we've seen already two members succumb to mental ilness and "dissapear" before, Hiems is just a shitposter but lostaccount isnt, are you ok dude? "A bit" concerned? Erratic posting is one thing. Bumping/necroing old threads and saying "thanks" to people who haven't posted here in a decade for a trade they did with him 10 years ago is something entirely else. He's clearly manic and manic people have no self-awareness. It's like he's trying to remember the good old times when he was somewhat functional and actually able to accomplish things in his life. It's vey similar to RiKD who often nostalgia-posted in his blogs about the same things from when he was successful in poker, was getting laid or had a job. And we all know RiKD has bipolar. But he's medicated and quite stable in comparison to lostaccount who is still in denial and untreated apparently. He's also admitted to not being able to read small paragraphs that people write on here and asks for cliff notes constantly, which is in line with the kind brain damage linked to untreated mental illness over time, as was the born-again Christian thing. He wasn't always like this. No, he's not okay. I suppose some leftists would consider me more conservative, the hardcore intersectional activists would no doubt think I am, but I don't. Only thing I really have in common with capitalists is that I hate their ideology and I agree it's largely based in resentment like Jordan Peterson rants about all the time.

living rent free in loco heads cuz he can care less about me and thats a fact

if u stop hating ill stop hating

fucking guy tells me to take lithium u fucking take it nigga

i know u loco u full of shit

i seen lots of people who are full of shit like u in this world

u just feeding ur ego that u think u are better than me i am sorry to say u are massively below me. sorry but not sorry

I care as much as I can care about a stranger over the internet, which is only a little, but enough to not want you to have your life ruined by mental illness. Of course you don't want to hear it and I won't bring it up anymore but I felt it my responsibility to mention what I have learned about it and that it won't get better over time if you don't take it seriously and seek medical answers, not just spiritual ones and smoking weed. Good luck with everything.

I would 100% try a mood stabilizer if I was exhibiting the kind of behavior that you are exhibiting. I don't attach any stigma to it, maybe cause I'm from an educated, non-asian family and we don't think of mental illness as a taboo thing.

i could be running a multi million dollar company in china but no way i am leaving vancouver just to make money n i earn all my money. dont want to be called a trust fund baby. i rather spend 1xxx a month n live a buddha life so fuck off loco u fucking loser

how about u fix ur ego first then we talk

its 11pm loco u have work tomorrow dont u need to go sleep?

keep me out of ur dreams okay, i dont want u being envious of my life

lostaccount,

If you do in fact have bipolar disorder unfortunately Loco is right and furthermore it does not get better it only gets worse unmedicated. The brain damage and the severity of the manic episodes get worse and more frequent. I take 1,200mgs of Lithium to protect against mania and 4.5mgs of Vraylar which is an anti-psychotic. It is wise to get on a combo like this. Vraylar is such a good anti-psychotic for me that I was on a long mania last time with out much badness. The problem is the mania caused me 2 hours of sleep which after a week or two will have the psychosis kick in. I say 2 hours of sleep isn't "badness" because it is actually awesome in the moment to be able to sleep 2 hours and have endless energy but this is obviously horrible for me. I also take seroquel as needed. This is kind of an advanced play from my Doctor but he is very good and thorough in my estimations. Seroquel is great at knocking out my psychosis and allowing me to sleep but for me I gain crazy weight on it so I try to avoid it as much as possible. I gained 50+ lbs. on it when it was my main anti-psychotic and have lost like 20 lbs. with out it. I don't want to write too much because you don't like reading. I don't even know if you have mania but you are showing a lot of symptoms. Find a good doctor and talk with them. Not a resident. A fucking good doctor and talk to them. All the drugs and getting lithium levels taken is annoying but at the end of the day I just need to make sure to stay hydrated and my hands tremor sometimes (well, all the time but it's mostly unnoticeable). It's way better than ending up in the psych ward and increasingly damaging the brain and severity and frequency of bad episodes.

lol u guys should worry about urself first before helping me, ill be fine.

i just smoke a little weed n got a little happy, loco is just a hater so fuck him

john 3:16 everlasting life buddies

yall too worry about current life