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RiKD   United States. Feb 05 2021 15:00. Posts 9042 | | |
frthmr almst all of my knwldg of shanzhai is from Shanzhai – Byung-Chul Han (must read imo)
i also grw up in usa. prgrm usa strng still. i dnt actually knw much ~ china.
i like the west. i like s korea, jpn, & thailand more than china frm lmtd info i have. |
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whammbot   Belarus. Feb 05 2021 16:00. Posts 523 | | |
wallstreetbets was always a meme sub where degens show off their sick gambles and shit. it's sad looking at all new people treating it like some "hot stock tips" site haha |
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RiKD   United States. Feb 05 2021 21:05. Posts 9042 | | |
sme ddece info
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lostaccount   Canada. Feb 06 2021 00:40. Posts 6258 | | |
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RiKD   United States. Feb 06 2021 01:12. Posts 9042 | | |
i am high on p#^x
p#^x = (? ? ? + +r? ?) • • • ad infitum
i think that it might explain the universe + consciousness or at least work towards that
potentially prove simulation + make aliens probable or in fact inevitable.
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RiKD   United States. Feb 06 2021 01:16. Posts 9042 | | |
damn
lp doesn't show symbols
it would be impossible to solve
p#^x = (infinity plus positive real number as it approaches infinity) • • • ad infinitum
i'm no maths pro i've just been fucking around with it b/c i have been finding it fun.
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Baalim   Mexico. Feb 06 2021 06:52. Posts 34262 | | |
gave him a 24h ban so he sobers up |
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lostaccount   Canada. Feb 06 2021 17:00. Posts 6258 | | |
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lostaccount   Canada. Mar 08 2021 19:25. Posts 6258 | | |
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RiKD   United States. Mar 09 2021 02:47. Posts 9042 | | |
Probably a wise ban. I remember when i first saw the ban i thought it was perma and i was getting fired up even though anything shiny would have distracted me and gotten me on another tangent.
Long story short: My Doctor told my parents to take me to the emergency room/psych holding area. I finally see a doctor after many hours. He asks me if i want to harm anyone. I go on a long rant about how i am going to kill Nancy Pelosi and Vladimir Putin. The doctor was very nerdy and very young and i think i freaked him out. The next thing i know i am in handcuffs and getting escorted to the psych ward by the police.
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Baalim   Mexico. Mar 09 2021 07:46. Posts 34262 | | |
| On March 09 2021 01:47 RiKD wrote:
Probably a wise ban. I remember when i first saw the ban i thought it was perma and i was getting fired up even though anything shiny would have distracted me and gotten me on another tangent.
Long story short: My Doctor told my parents to take me to the emergency room/psych holding area. I finally see a doctor after many hours. He asks me if i want to harm anyone. I go on a long rant about how i am going to kill Nancy Pelosi and Vladimir Putin. The doctor was very nerdy and very young and i think i freaked him out. The next thing i know i am in handcuffs and getting escorted to the psych ward by the police.
I feel reasonably well today though so that is good. |
wow wtf, you stopped taking your meds or waht happened? |
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blackjacki2   United States. Mar 09 2021 11:19. Posts 2582 | | |
Of course I am not privy to the details but I'd be willing to bet that you were sent to a psych ward not because the doctor was "freaked out" (ER doctors deal with this every single day they work) but because that's the appropriate place to send someone having a mental health crisis |
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hiems   United States. Mar 09 2021 14:32. Posts 2979 | | |
sheesh @ handcuffs, thats rough.
hope you find your way in life. |
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lostaccount   Canada. Mar 09 2021 16:01. Posts 6258 | | |
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RiKD   United States. Mar 09 2021 17:13. Posts 9042 | | |
| On March 09 2021 06:46 Baalim wrote:
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On March 09 2021 01:47 RiKD wrote:
Probably a wise ban. I remember when i first saw the ban i thought it was perma and i was getting fired up even though anything shiny would have distracted me and gotten me on another tangent.
Long story short: My Doctor told my parents to take me to the emergency room/psych holding area. I finally see a doctor after many hours. He asks me if i want to harm anyone. I go on a long rant about how i am going to kill Nancy Pelosi and Vladimir Putin. The doctor was very nerdy and very young and i think i freaked him out. The next thing i know i am in handcuffs and getting escorted to the psych ward by the police.
I feel reasonably well today though so that is good. |
wow wtf, you stopped taking your meds or waht happened?
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No. I think it is a combination of things. 9 or 10 months ago today i had a Lithium level taken and it was low but in the reasonable range. Lithium is a great drug for me but it is very difficult to dose correctly. Firstly, i have gained about 30 lbs. over Covid. Secondly, i was on a sleep schedule where i was going to bed maybe 30 min. to an hour or 2 hours later every night and when i was trying to fix my schedule i would stay up long hours so i could go to bed at sunset/early in the night so i wouldn't be on the graveyard/vampire shift. I would take my medications consistently about an hour or so before i went to sleep but over a course of 6 months due to my sleep schedule there was less Lithium in my system than there should have been if i was taking it the same time every night. I now set an alarm and take it the same time every night regardless of when i go to sleep. The Seroquel has a sedative effect so i am typically not getting into too much about 40 min. after ingestion so i am mostly winding down and in bed at a reasonable hour these days too. Lastly, i think my sleep schedule mixed with the storming of the capital, getting heavily involved in the gamestop situation and just general uncertainties in my life set me off. |
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lostaccount   Canada. Mar 09 2021 17:41. Posts 6258 | | |
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RiKD   United States. Mar 09 2021 18:03. Posts 9042 | | |
| On March 09 2021 10:19 blackjacki2 wrote:
Of course I am not privy to the details but I'd be willing to bet that you were sent to a psych ward not because the doctor was "freaked out" (ER doctors deal with this every single day they work) but because that's the appropriate place to send someone having a mental health crisis |
The rant was mostly playful. Of course, i was in a situation that i thought it was playful to rant about killing politicians to a doctor. I thought it was funny. He definitely didn't think it was funny. The very first thing i did in that holding area was ball up a blanket and shoot a 3 pointer at the garbage can and i made it and was super happy and then a nurse snapped at me and i realized that i should be very polite to the nurses so that i could go home. I was there for a while so i ended up making art for all of the nurses and i think most of them generally liked me and re-enforced that i would talk to the doctor shortly and go home. So, i had the expectation that i would be home shortly which was a bad expectation. I don't have the money to spend 10+ days in a psych ward. It's pretty easy to just up the doses on some of my meds and give me Ativan and let me be safe in the confines of my parents' home and let me sleep it off. So, going from voluntary to involuntary was rather annoying. My actual Psychiatrist that knows me advised that i have 0 violent history and 0 access to guns and that going involuntary was unnecessary but the whiz kids in the psych ward were happy to have me paying exorbitant rent to stay there. They even hired a forensics psychiatrist to interrogate me for 3 hours and a judge to decide if i was fit to leave. The forensics psychiatrist conclusion was that i put too much faith in the baalims and the hiems of the world when they may not have my best interests in mind. She said i was at risk to join a cult... I did not get to ask her about these claims. A cult? What cult? Like Alcoholics Anonymous? I am not even really a member there anymore. Scientology??? Something weird down in South America? I don't really have a clue what she means?
Then, one of the psychiatrists went on a lecture for far too long about staying away from Parler... I have never been on Parler. The most i am familiar with Parler is donk_enby's work extracting the Capital footage and archiving it all. In fact, i don't even know if Parler exists anymore due to Big Tech censorship.
At another meeting one of the docs was describing paranoid delusions as for example thinking the CIA is watching you... but... The CIA was watching me! I was under surveillance 24/7. Now, it is not true that the CIA was likely watching me at that moment but anyone who doesn't think the CIA have access to those cameras is an absolute dolt. I decided it was best to just bite my tongue and smile and nod until the meeting was over.
Oh well. I have a million stories from my time in there because basically everyone is fascinating but i don't think it's the time or the place for that. |
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hiems   United States. Mar 09 2021 19:18. Posts 2979 | | |
| On March 09 2021 15:01 lostaccount wrote:
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On March 09 2021 13:32 hiems wrote:
sheesh @ handcuffs, thats rough.
hope you find your way in life. |
Been there rikd I got hand cuff to the psych ward to before many times
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blackjacki2   United States. Mar 09 2021 22:26. Posts 2582 | | |
| On March 09 2021 17:03 RiKD wrote:
Show nested quote +
On March 09 2021 10:19 blackjacki2 wrote:
Of course I am not privy to the details but I'd be willing to bet that you were sent to a psych ward not because the doctor was "freaked out" (ER doctors deal with this every single day they work) but because that's the appropriate place to send someone having a mental health crisis |
The rant was mostly playful. Of course, i was in a situation that i thought it was playful to rant about killing politicians to a doctor. I thought it was funny. He definitely didn't think it was funny. The very first thing i did in that holding area was ball up a blanket and shoot a 3 pointer at the garbage can and i made it and was super happy and then a nurse snapped at me and i realized that i should be very polite to the nurses so that i could go home. I was there for a while so i ended up making art for all of the nurses and i think most of them generally liked me and re-enforced that i would talk to the doctor shortly and go home. So, i had the expectation that i would be home shortly which was a bad expectation. I don't have the money to spend 10+ days in a psych ward. It's pretty easy to just up the doses on some of my meds and give me Ativan and let me be safe in the confines of my parents' home and let me sleep it off. So, going from voluntary to involuntary was rather annoying. My actual Psychiatrist that knows me advised that i have 0 violent history and 0 access to guns and that going involuntary was unnecessary but the whiz kids in the psych ward were happy to have me paying exorbitant rent to stay there. They even hired a forensics psychiatrist to interrogate me for 3 hours and a judge to decide if i was fit to leave. The forensics psychiatrist conclusion was that i put too much faith in the baalims and the hiems of the world when they may not have my best interests in mind. She said i was at risk to join a cult... I did not get to ask her about these claims. A cult? What cult? Like Alcoholics Anonymous? I am not even really a member there anymore. Scientology??? Something weird down in South America? I don't really have a clue what she means?
Then, one of the psychiatrists went on a lecture for far too long about staying away from Parler... I have never been on Parler. The most i am familiar with Parler is donk_enby's work extracting the Capital footage and archiving it all. In fact, i don't even know if Parler exists anymore due to Big Tech censorship.
At another meeting one of the docs was describing paranoid delusions as for example thinking the CIA is watching you... but... The CIA was watching me! I was under surveillance 24/7. Now, it is not true that the CIA was likely watching me at that moment but anyone who doesn't think the CIA have access to those cameras is an absolute dolt. I decided it was best to just bite my tongue and smile and nod until the meeting was over.
Oh well. I have a million stories from my time in there because basically everyone is fascinating but i don't think it's the time or the place for that.
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*Surprised Pikachu face* when you get sent to the ER for a psych eval and you think that's the appropriate time to joke about murdering politicians and end up getting yourself sent to the psych ward.
This whole post seems to lack insight into your condition. Even people on this forum were able to recognize that you were either high on drugs or having some kind of psychotic episode (turned out to be the latter) but all the doctors were wrong for admitting you to a psych ward? A psychiatric hold in most states is good for 72 hours, so if you were there for 10+ days then it certainly wasn't just because the young nerdy ER doctor got freaked out. Multiple doctors agreed that not only should you be involuntary but that it should be extended beyond the 72 hours. I encourage you to reflect on yourself and their reasonings for why they did that instead of just dismissing it as them wanting to collect "rent." Maybe also reconsider if the CIA would really give a shit about the daily routine happenings in a random psych ward among the individuals on the lowest rung in our society |
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Spitfiree   Bulgaria. Mar 09 2021 22:27. Posts 9634 | | |
| On March 09 2021 17:03 RiKD wrote:
Then, one of the psychiatrists went on a lecture for far too long about staying away from Parler... I have never been on Parler |
You were saying that you wanna kill Nancy Pelosi, he had that information. So he assumed you are an alt-right kinda dude |
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