fuck I should just sell some of my Pokemon cards, if no one stakes that is what I will have to do - lostaccount
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RiKD   United States. Sep 11 2022 04:01. Posts 8992
On September 10 2022 09:51 Loco wrote:
This is great so I am bumping it to the 4th page.
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RiKD   United States. Sep 11 2022 05:22. Posts 8992
I've been spending so much time with my guitar I think I am burning out a little bit and craving new stuff. As much as I love Spun by Chelsea Wolfe the lick isn't so difficult and it is repetitive. I can only solo it so much before I get tired of it. Both of my guitars are back to standard tuning and the Radiohead was fun to go back to but only for a little while. I don't know what I am going to play tomorrow. I almost considered getting Abelton again on my computer but I am not Squarepusher or Aphex-Twin.
On September 10 2022 19:25 lostaccount wrote:
World peace is my desire buddy
Lol loco maybe u should come to the light side 2
Lol locologic as hiems would say. Full of hypocrisy
This is great, loco maybe u should get a btc wallet first before using btc images. if its great why doesnt loco use it rikd?
Whether or not Loco uses BTC as nothing to do with the humor in the meme. Furthermore, he has stated on here that he likes ETH. He is not clueless on the subject. In fact, there is probably a good chance he is more informed than you. If you can't laugh at that meme you are taking yourself too seriously. In fact, there is probably a lot of introspection that could be taking place. Firstly, why do you keep posting this archangel crap in my blog?
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RiKD   United States. Sep 12 2022 04:10. Posts 8992
Why do we do the things we do?
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RiKD   United States. Sep 12 2022 04:21. Posts 8992
comfort, libido, self-absorption, convenience -- we humans are a complicated lot
On September 09 2022 04:10 RiKD wrote:
It will still be a bore which is a little different than just boring. Your content is typically questionable at best. Mine too but I acknowledge that I am a crazy person yelling into a well as Loco said ages ago. Yelling into a well can be cathartic if nothing else. It is a personal diary except surely modified somewhat as there is at least some audience. It would be best if I just kept an actual journal and got on with my life except I would miss some interaction on here and I have had a hard time getting on with my life.
Most of my good friends are already married but today I realized that there is no one in this town who would invite me to a wedding. Some of my good friends put up with my isolation but I think that is mostly because they are AA friends and that is their way. I just realized the past month I have been totally isolated beyond work and spending time with my parents. I don't think it is cool to be a loner. I don't think I am some Sigma male. It's just the way things happened to go.
Today was a bleh day. It went by fast. I'm not sure what happened to it. Mundane day of work. Sneaky busy. I thought I was going to get a remarkable deal on a suit but they did not have my size. I couldn't even button a 46 L. And, this is after losing 20 lbs. Sad. Seriously, I mean that is really sad. My mind wanting to self-destruct. Masturbation in search of relief. Found some then lost it although I lacked any gumption on the guitar. I was playing it like a joyless pissant. Yesterday, I must have played for an inspired 2 hours or more. I suppose I just did not have anything left. It is a pretty interesting lick and plenty of opportunity to solo too.
I shaved off my beard. Maybe the beard held some sort of spirit or power. My plan is to let it grow a bit but keep it shorter.
My friend got me onto John Lee Hooker. I think it saved me today.
fuck I should just sell some of my Pokemon cards, if no one stakes that is what I will have to do - lostaccount
Last edit: 12/09/2022 08:46
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RiKD   United States. Sep 13 2022 02:28. Posts 8992
lol now it is truly a Major Ghost Town, Earth. I still keep a home and have access to water and a meagre garden. Oh, and of course a well to yell into.
I had a day off today and got some stuff done. Not sure though if I have any less amount of spinning plates. At least I made strides to get a little more order in my life. Even if it was mostly just paying bills on time.
I played quite a bit of guitar. I'm already through with the lesson. Spun by Chelsea Wolfe is kind of like fast food to me. That lick is great but repetitive. Pretty easily learned instantly with some nuance in making sure it rings properly. Then there is the solo'ing aspect to it which is fun but come on let's move on already. I learned some IDLES licks and it is kind of the same. I crave MORE MORE MORE but only see my teacher once a week and don't / won't / will not figure out songs on my own entirely. Then there is a part of me that wants to rebel from the guitar and get into electronic music. Except for I am not the best with DAWs. It takes a lot of patience to learn and re-learn all this stuff so I have just been focusing on scales and chord progressions on the guitar. At least if I make my fundamentals better I will be getting better and then just sort of play any song I know on a whim.
Song of the day:
You know what I am a little sick of?
I'm just burnt out on Eric Clapton, Jimmy Page, Jimmy Hendricks, etc. Like we have to be them to be worth a shit with a guitar. Like their voices are the end all be all only way. Fuck that. Fuck that for Rock n' Roll and fuck that for music in general.
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PuertoRican   United States. Sep 15 2022 05:06. Posts 13127
On September 07 2022 02:40 RiKD wrote:
40 is still approaching older age. The doctor wants me to get a bone density scan. Which I no call, no showed for the appointment because they wouldn't tell me how much it would cost. Still a shitty move by me but I called the wrong number to cancel. I have too much going on in my life. Every problem seems to branch out. This is adult life.
I turned 40 in August of this year.
I still look and feel young, but I am starting to get a few gray hairs, which sucks.