I tell you what. I should probably leave composing music to the music composers. It is fun arranging songs in whatever DAW I am using whatever week but I am not very good at it. What I make is more like sound trips than actual songs. On the bright side, I am getting better at the guitar slowly but surely. Slowly but surely. I am thinking about learning the piano too. So, like if I am into the piano I focus on that more and if I am into the guitar I focus on that more. I have plenty of time to practice both. I like the drums too and the bass and singing but that is unreasonable at this stage to get private lessons in all of these things.
Tomorrow is going to be a difficult one. Big sale on a Saturday. Ouch. I don't know how to not worry about it. I do take stress home from work. It feels nice to have breakthroughs on the guitar. Transcendence. I listen to Burial and Four Tet and Aphex-Twin and I'd love to make music like that but I feel inept. Burial made Archangel in 20 min. That is mastery. It's like how does one get better at digital music. I could get better at the piano. Otherwise it's kind of just learning how to use the damn DAW and arranging the right sounds.
I am still feeling like some gaming would help ease the stress and worries of my life. I'd have to upgrade my computer which I am willing to do. Or, just keep the gaming on the Switch but I miss mouse + keyboard action.
Hmmmmmmm |