Looks or Game Part II - Page 3

The job is going as well as a job like that can go. I was encouraged to apply for a promotion but decided the position was a bit fucked so said no. I literally sort clothes all day. It's not a great way to spend 8 hours in a day. Now, it's not as bad as making pizzas after Amazon hollows out the work force to stupid levels or the valet job that was probably worse than that. I believe that crypto will get me better returns on my money than real estate. I am not averse to real estate especially if it is a place to live. It is also a store of value but I can live there. Amassing some real estate empire I don't think so. I don't like landlords. I can only imagine the hassle.

You should just put all your income to sp500. forget these unrealistic crypto gains. how much you spend anyway if you live with your parents and don't drink?
I want to hustle money while in disability and invest it and retire in thailand when I'm 55 or something.

I don't spend a lot but have a habit of accumulating stuff some more useful than others. I just had a catalytic converter and o2 sensor replaced which was a lot. There was also doctor bills, car insurance bill, yadda yadda yadda that chunked away a good portion of my free cash. I have a good microphone that I have never used, an audio interface that I never got to work, 2 effects pedals that I scarcely use. I did get a laptop that works and a 30'' monitor that I love.

How much is disability/month in Finland?

I'm not sure what it is in the USA. I would be trapped in disability but I'm trapped working. Seems like a dilemma to me.

I get around 1300 a month. 2500 is probably the average net monthly salary in Finland.

That is not a lot even if healthcare is covered and you don't drive. Difficult to bring dime breezies back to the domicile with out dinero. Which segues into the title of this thread Looks or Game. Sometimes I get horny at work. I'm surrounded by beautiful women all day and I am stuck there working. I will say having a positive interaction with any number of these woman does brighten my day just a little bit. I think it was Barry Greenstein in Ace On The River who mentioned sexual frustration is a math problem that includes the number of women that you are around that you are attracted to versus how many of them are you having sexual relations with. He was explaining most stops on the poker tour can be rough in terms of this math problem and advocated fuck buddies around the globe. I know Loco is all about advocating for intimacy and connection but there is a horny problem too. Ideally, it is inter-related but my point being another problem besides the intimacy problem is the libido problem. Yes, it is like a mosquito. Kurt Cobain and Mathiu Ricard have both mentioned that point. I can just let it pass and breathe or any number of things. It's actually a minor problem. I can just jerk off too. Intimacy/connection is the much larger problem. Because there is no way to fill that hole except with intimacy/connection. Believe me I've tried to fill holes my whole life. Filling vagina doesn't even fill the hole in my soul.

I was thinking what would I wear on a date these days. I think I would wear a black shirt with a black zip-up hoody, black jeans, and black Chelsea boots. Although the Chelsea boots feel too upscale for the rest of the outfit. Maybe my New Balance whatever version they are. I feel like that is the dopest outfit I have. Doper than suit and tie. Doper than The El Chapo shirt. Just wear it every day or at least to every date. Boom. Wardrobe taken care of.

Where to take her. I actually think lostaccount had the right idea and we could get some bubble tea or just tea/coffee in general. BOOM. I only have to think of one wardrobe and 1 date until I get a second date anyways. I'm already wearing the same outfit to the 2nd date so it doesn't matter. But, maybe plan ahead for the 2nd date. Standard is to take her to some sushi place or nice Italian/French restaurant or something like that but I'd rather go to the hole in the wall Thai place I love. That is risky because a lot of women don't like Thai or at least it could be a problem. Oh well, I guess we'll go with the flow. If she mentions something on the first date we can just do that if it is not too expensive.

I'm trying to find the antidote. Intimacy/connection is hard. I'm thinking I can just keep a gram at the house at all times because then I can get lifted by myself or it's a reason for a lady friend to come over and come over and over and over.

I could use a haircut. It's been far too long. Part of me is trying to grow it out again but it's rough going at the moment.

I'm listening to Sevdaliza at the moment. Making me want to roll a gram in a fat joint and inhale - exhale for a while. That's REAL meditation. Maybe after all these years it is the only thing that works.

https://cepr.net/sam-bankman-frieds-truly-effective-philanthropy-teaching/. If Sam gets sent to jail, which he should, I don't see why Bill Gates shouldn't either.

On November 27 2022 11:09 Stroggoz wrote: https://cepr.net/sam-bankman-frieds-truly-effective-philanthropy-teaching/. If Sam gets sent to jail, which he should, I don't see why Bill Gates shouldn't either.

Why do normies want to love Bill Gates?

My mom and sister in law could not sing higher praises. Bill Gates PR ist gut.

I don't even know the full extent of it. I know part of his fund is stocks in like McDonalds. It is like JP Morgan Chase having I think $800ish million in the oil industry so they quell studies about climate change. Skin in the game and it's in oil. You can't go around throwing money into stocks like McDonalds and airlines and then say you are this great climate change warrior. There is also the seed issue in less developed countries. There is also the blocking out the sun with dust. It's like does he even consult scientists in the fields that he is trying to effect?

Like, you can't just buy 500,000 shares in Monsanto and then pledge to use Monsanto for all the African countries especially when that is probably not in their best interest. I am no expert in GMO seeds or food though.

Edit:

No need for a poll. I got a gaming desktop. Now, the question is what game(s) to get?

Is post nut clarity a real thing?

I just bought a watch. Grasping at straws here for happiness. It's a $55 Swatch. Just something to tell the time and I can use it to generate random numbers.

The bigger decision is am I going to gear up for this Coding boot camp in January?

There is a lot on my plate as always. I get a day off tomorrow but a lot of it is going to be chasing problems down. That is just true for a full time wage slave.

I have probably asked before, but do you get satisfaction from hookers or is that stuff illegal there?

On November 28 2022 05:24 RiKD wrote: Show nested quote + On November 27 2022 11:09 Stroggoz wrote: https://cepr.net/sam-bankman-frieds-truly-effective-philanthropy-teaching/. If Sam gets sent to jail, which he should, I don't see why Bill Gates shouldn't either. Why do normies want to love Bill Gates? My mom and sister in law could not sing higher praises. Bill Gates PR ist gut. I don't even know the full extent of it. I know part of his fund is stocks in like McDonalds. It is like JP Morgan Chase having I think $800ish million in the oil industry so they quell studies about climate change. Skin in the game and it's in oil. You can't go around throwing money into stocks like McDonalds and airlines and then say you are this great climate change warrior. There is also the seed issue in less developed countries. There is also the blocking out the sun with dust. It's like does he even consult scientists in the fields that he is trying to effect? Like, you can't just buy 500,000 shares in Monsanto and then pledge to use Monsanto for all the African countries especially when that is probably not in their best interest. I am no expert in GMO seeds or food though.

He's basically cultivated an image of being a harmless nerd who likes compooters. Plus the whole foundation thing. People don't see the net contributions. If you take more than you give, so long as the focus is on the giving part, then people will think your a philanthropist rather than a theif.

Gates had a pretty bad public image when I was a kid. When you look at what he did, he slowed down innovation in the tech industry by shutting out competition, and he ripped off your average person for a few hundred $$. Idk how bad it is with SBF, but at least crypto ponzi's appear to be fairly self contained. They mostly effect people in the game. But yeah SBF was living a life of extreme luxury. Pretty laughable to say he's into Effective Altruism. Nothing is suprising about the scandal at all as well. I think many of us have reached this level of cynacism as a society.

On November 28 2022 05:38 CurbStomp2 wrote: I have probably asked before, but do you get satisfaction from hookers or is that stuff illegal there?

I've never been with a sex worker in USA. In Argentina I was young and drunk and it was something to do if I struck out at the bars/clubs. Sex work is federally legal in Argentina and legal in Buenos Aires. I mean there is the hang up that they are typically not into you but drunk enough it was fun and some semblance of satisfaction. If sex work were legal in the USA I would probably partake. I am a lonely boy searching for something in all the wrong places. Weed and Warcraft is not going to make me whole yet I idolize it like it will.

On November 28 2022 05:38 CurbStomp2 wrote: I have probably asked before, but do you get satisfaction from hookers or is that stuff illegal there?

Do you ask them to fuck you in the ass with a strap-on? Serious question. I have been dating an escort for the last two months and she told me yesterday this is what she does to guys when they say they want to give her pleasure. Or she'll say she wants to piss on them. LOL. It surprised me because she's very submissive with me and girls but I'm the only guy she apparently "switches" with.

What's most satisfying to you? Personally, I don't understand the guys who see escorts regularly. Especially the same girl multiple times. For me it was just frustrating to have to use a rubber and be so limited by what she offered as a regular safe GFE. Not using a rubber obviously isn't an option either. The kind of woman who offers this "service" to random people is trashy and it's never worth risking it with her unless she's a porn star who's constantly tested - but I doubt you have the funds for that.

As I see it it's not worth it as a "hobby". You pay lots of money to have lightly pleasurable sex where you can barely feel something and you can't jizz in her mouth or it's super risky sex that isn't worth it. What's so satisfying about that? I've never been interested in sex that lacks intimacy and I only get turned on knowing that I have all of the options available, and this requires trust.

The only reason I went to see this one girl (this was my first time fucking a sex worker) is because I liked her personality and looks based on what I saw of her online and I wanted to win her over and go out with her in real life. I feel sad for the people who are like you and who will consistently pay several hundreds of dollars for an hour or two with someone just to have maybe 10% of the pleasure I get for free every day (yes this is a brag, and you deserve it for telling me I couldn't sleep with someone attractive, fuck you )

I don't know about anyone else but I genuinely feel freudenfreude for the relationship Loco has going on over there.

That's some Looks or Game 2.0 shit.

If you want some Looks or Game shit I'll indulge. I lived with her at her place this whole last week while she was on vacation. At some point she went cat sitting for a few days and I stayed at her place alone. Imagine being trusted by someone that much who has so much to lose (she isn't out as an escort in her life). She has a stash of cash and a bunch of things. I have the keys to her place and can come and go as I please. It's sick.

Yesterday we went to a Japanese ramen bar. It was delicious. She paid for her meal (I tend to pay more often but she wants things to be equal as much as possible, no sugar daddy bs). I fucked her on her period later and I came inside. It was her first time doing that believe it or not since she's not on birth control (only does condom stuff with others). Was super special to me to know that.

She gave me a blowjob later, came in her mouth, she swallowed as usual. 2 mins after I came as I was preparing to put my boxers back on, I still had some cum coming out as usual, but instead of letting me clean it up when she saw it she took care of it with her mouth again. We watched Pumping Iron on the Criterion channel and lol'd. Bit later we ordered vegan pizzas and watched The Face of Another. We've been watching lots of Asian cinema lately which is cool because I tend to neglect it when I'm on my own.

And yeah this is the biggest win of my life, the girl is something special. I imagine winning a big poker tournament or the lottery feels a little like this. My confidence is through the roof lately. I even met another girl recently who's into me (cute 26yo from France) and I have permission to do whatever I want but I'm not sure I'll use it yet because I don't want to take a risk to fuck things up in case I start having feelings for another girl (still don't want to invest in poly stuff). Not bad for an ex long-term neet eh. Thanks for the love, if you want more stories I might share them <3

On November 28 2022 21:30 Loco wrote: Show nested quote + On November 28 2022 05:38 CurbStomp2 wrote: I have probably asked before, but do you get satisfaction from hookers or is that stuff illegal there? Do you ask them to fuck you in the ass with a strap-on? Serious question. I have been dating an escort for the last two months and she told me yesterday this is what she does to guys when they say they want to give her pleasure. Or she'll say she wants to piss on them. LOL. It surprised me because she's very submissive with me and girls but I'm the only guy she apparently "switches" with. What's most satisfying to you? Personally, I don't understand the guys who see escorts regularly. Especially the same girl multiple times. For me it was just frustrating to have to use a rubber and be so limited by what she offered as a regular safe GFE. Not using a rubber obviously isn't an option either. The kind of woman who offers this "service" to random people is trashy and it's never worth risking it with her unless she's a porn star who's constantly tested - but I doubt you have the funds for that. As I see it it's not worth it as a "hobby". You pay lots of money to have lightly pleasurable sex where you can barely feel something and you can't jizz in her mouth or it's super risky sex that isn't worth it. What's so satisfying about that? I've never been interested in sex that lacks intimacy and I only get turned on knowing that I have all of the options available, and this requires trust. The only reason I went to see this one girl (this was my first time fucking a sex worker) is because I liked her personality and looks based on what I saw of her online and I wanted to win her over and go out with her in real life. I feel sad for the people who are like you and who will consistently pay several hundreds of dollars for an hour or two with someone just to have maybe 10% of the pleasure I get for free every day (yes this is a brag, and you deserve it for telling me I couldn't sleep with someone attractive, fuck you )

I'm not into kinky stuff personally. I'm just vanilla sex guy, but once a hooker started to eat my ass in Thailand and I for sure didn't ask her to do that. I can't afford to do this often so I usually go when I feel like I'm gonna explode.

On November 29 2022 04:05 Loco wrote: If you want some Looks or Game shit I'll indulge. I lived with her at her place this whole last week while she was on vacation. At some point she went cat sitting for a few days and I stayed at her place alone. Imagine being trusted by someone that much who has so much to lose (she isn't out as an escort in her life). She has a stash of cash and a bunch of things. I have the keys to her place and can come and go as I please. It's sick. Yesterday we went to a Japanese ramen bar. It was delicious. She paid for her meal (I tend to pay more often but she wants things to be equal as much as possible, no sugar daddy bs). I fucked her on her period later and I came inside. It was her first time doing that believe it or not since she's not on birth control (only does condom stuff with others). Was super special to me to know that. She gave me a blowjob later, came in her mouth, she swallowed as usual. 2 mins after I came as I was preparing to put my boxers back on, I still had some cum coming out as usual, but instead of letting me clean it up when she saw it she took care of it with her mouth again. We watched Pumping Iron on the Criterion channel and lol'd. Bit later we ordered vegan pizzas and watched The Face of Another. We've been watching lots of Asian cinema lately which is cool because I tend to neglect it when I'm on my own. And yeah this is the biggest win of my life, the girl is something special. I imagine winning a big poker tournament or the lottery feels a little like this. My confidence is through the roof lately. I even met another girl recently who's into me (cute 26yo from France) and I have permission to do whatever I want but I'm not sure I'll use it yet because I don't want to take a risk to fuck things up in case I start having feelings for another girl (still don't want to invest in poly stuff). Not bad for an ex long-term neet eh. Thanks for the love, if you want more stories I might share them <3

I'm also not sure if you are joking, but you feel comfortable raw dogging her when she seems a bit... carefree?

She's not carefree. She had very strict boundaries with me as a client and I have read reviews from other clients of hers before I started dated her. She's always using protection. She's a professional, she's cleaner than the average girl you'd find on a dating site. The high end escorts with astronomical rates are the ones who don't always use protection. Higher risk, higher reward.

If you're asking this because of the apartment stuff, we're basically best friends now, she correctly identified she could trust me, it's not something she's done with others before. If I was a psycho who wanted money and stuff from her I could have technically blackmailed her as soon as she gave me her name/address after the 2nd meeting.

Congratulations on getting blowjobs and not being perceived as a psycho, that is one tall mountain.