Honesty - Page 2

I hope you arent practicing real BRM with your Hero money. With such a retarded bankroll you really should be taking shots. I mean honestly how hard can it be to replenish $200 or whatever.

On August 01 2011 16:30 NewbSaibot wrote: I hope you arent practicing real BRM with your Hero money. With such a retarded bankroll you really should be taking shots. I mean honestly how hard can it be to replenish $200 or whatever.

dude don't you know neilly's history?? Thats like suggesting an alcoholic should drink a bottle of wine..

There's a difference between taking shots with a 2k bankroll and with a 200 bankroll. Neilly was being greedy playing 2/4 HU or whatever in the past. But playing 1/2c is a serious waste of life EV with his experience.

lol everyone needs to sit back and recall that despite any random MTT success neilly has been in debt his entire LP-lifespan.

i mean really, consider it.

in before neilly calls me a hater or something.

On August 01 2011 16:42 NewbSaibot wrote: There's a difference between taking shots with a 2k bankroll and with a 200 bankroll. Neilly was being greedy playing 2/4 HU or whatever in the past. But playing 1/2c is a serious waste of life EV with his experience.

you should now, you can't even beat 2nl, also it was 25/50 HU with like a 12k BR while he was in huge debt iirc.

On August 01 2011 16:47 nolan wrote: lol everyone needs to sit back and recall that despite any random MTT success neilly has been in debt his entire LP-lifespan. i mean really, consider it.

And he still is and this blog happened like 15 times already too.

On August 01 2011 16:47 nolan wrote: in before neilly calls me a hater or something.

If he did that then this blog becomes useless

There were a lot of blogs made by neily where he desserved to be flammed , but not this one imo Oo
For once he come with a humble attitude and he's ready to listen and learn.
Give him a break.

sean i respect you way more than anyone on this site probably, all the help you gave me a couple years ago helped me a ton and was a huge boost of confidence.

anything you say i usually take as serious, where as trolls i usually have to take with a grain of salt

i know i made so many mistakes, was a drug addict galavanting around las vegas blowing thousands without thinking cause/effect

now all im working for is to get out of debt and get my life setup where i can grind stars again.

I had no common sense, luckily all my debts are to very good friends, and without being able to grind much since 4/15, everyones understanding.

When I'm grinding stars i make 10k a month and its ez game to pay off my debts, patience;

Did take me so long to grow up though

On August 01 2011 17:22 waga wrote: There were a lot of blogs made by neily where he desserved to be flammed , but not this one imo Oo For once he come with a humble attitude and he's ready to listen and learn. Give him a break.

I am sure that over the last few years you could look through neilly's blog and find many many entries like this with comments like yours underneath. I mean I wish him all the best but a pattern is a pattern.

On August 01 2011 16:50 jeffv8x_-_16 wrote: Show nested quote + On August 01 2011 16:42 NewbSaibot wrote: There's a difference between taking shots with a 2k bankroll and with a 200 bankroll. Neilly was being greedy playing 2/4 HU or whatever in the past. But playing 1/2c is a serious waste of life EV with his experience. you should now, you can't even beat 2nl, also it was 25/50 HU with like a 12k BR while he was in huge debt iirc.

I think im like $20 profit over 10k hands at NL2. I'm sure youre an NL2 pro however.

On August 01 2011 17:37 Oly wrote: Show nested quote + On August 01 2011 17:22 waga wrote: There were a lot of blogs made by neily where he desserved to be flammed , but not this one imo Oo For once he come with a humble attitude and he's ready to listen and learn. Give him a break. I am sure that over the last few years you could look through neilly's blog and find many many entries like this with comments like yours underneath. I mean I wish him all the best but a pattern is a pattern.

I know ...
But it's the first time I believe him

On August 01 2011 17:34 NeillyJQ wrote: sean i respect you way more than anyone on this site probably, all the help you gave me a couple years ago helped me a ton and was a huge boost of confidence. anything you say i usually take as serious, where as trolls i usually have to take with a grain of salt i know i made so many mistakes, was a drug addict galavanting around las vegas blowing thousands without thinking cause/effect now all im working for is to get out of debt and get my life setup where i can grind stars again. I had no common sense, luckily all my debts are to very good friends, and without being able to grind much since 4/15, everyones understanding. When I'm grinding stars i make 10k a month and its ez game to pay off my debts, patience; Did take me so long to grow up though

you talk about honesty, but you just keep responding with the same stuff

If you can make $120k/year easilly playing tournaments on stars - you can probably roll around vegas spending thousands without thinking too much.
If you can make $120k/year easilly playing tournaments on stars - you probably wouldnt be in debt that has existed for years
If you can make $120k/year easilly playing tournaments on stars - you wont be living off $500/month living day to day with a micro roll
If you can make $120k/year easilly playing tournaments on stars - you would probably have moved out of the country to continue playing or be grinding the live scene in Vegas.

Its just...

when you bank a mtt you go and announce that you are going to "rock" the city's nightlife (LA)....
and when you're flat broke you posting here saying you sorry and you're going to work on your game.

This has been going on for years now. Best thing you can do is quit poker and pick up a decent life. In the US you can make 100k a year easily with some lame job.

And who the hell is lending you money all the time? I don't get it..

100k a year with some lame job in the U.S with the.economy now? You must not have been reading the news for the past 3 years

On August 01 2011 18:18 gororokgororok wrote: In the US you can make 100k a year easily with some lame job.

hook me up man

On August 01 2011 17:41 NewbSaibot wrote: Show nested quote + On August 01 2011 16:50 jeffv8x_-_16 wrote:   On August 01 2011 16:42 NewbSaibot wrote: There's a difference between taking shots with a 2k bankroll and with a 200 bankroll. Neilly was being greedy playing 2/4 HU or whatever in the past. But playing 1/2c is a serious waste of life EV with his experience. you should now, you can't even beat 2nl, also it was 25/50 HU with like a 12k BR while he was in huge debt iirc. I think im like $20 profit over 10k hands at NL2. I'm sure youre an NL2 pro however.

Yes i am, you got me there . Maybe you can teach neilly how to make his ego even bigger, thinking you are the best player ever and telling how much you made every 5 min as an egobooster

On August 01 2011 17:44 waga wrote: Show nested quote + On August 01 2011 17:37 Oly wrote:   On August 01 2011 17:22 waga wrote: There were a lot of blogs made by neily where he desserved to be flammed , but not this one imo Oo For once he come with a humble attitude and he's ready to listen and learn. Give him a break. I am sure that over the last few years you could look through neilly's blog and find many many entries like this with comments like yours underneath. I mean I wish him all the best but a pattern is a pattern. I know ... But it's the first time I believe him

We all made that mistake before

You've been posting here for nearly 4.5 years and continue to act as predicatively as a cosine function - poker is fun and I personally play now to supplement my income by playing live limit.

I think you should do the same.

I feel like you go through the stages of grief/death like once a month.

Five Stages Of Grief

Denial and Isolation.
At first, we tend to deny the loss has taken place, and may withdraw from our usual social contacts. This stage may last a few moments, or longer.
Anger.
The grieving person may then be furious at the person who inflicted the hurt (even if she's dead), or at the world, for letting it happen. He may be angry with himself for letting the event take place, even if, realistically, nothing could have stopped it.
Bargaining.
Now the grieving person may make bargains with God, asking, "If I do this, will you take away the loss?"
Depression.
The person feels numb, although anger and sadness may remain underneath.
Acceptance.
This is when the anger, sadness and mourning have tapered off. The person simply accepts the reality of the loss.

hi neilly. can't wait for your next blog. i hope you blog again soon. i love how LP reacts to it.

good job.