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ok, so that hand was played by a friend of mine today, its the final table with 8 players left in a 20€ buy in freezeout tourney.

Alot of bad players.

He thinks that the player who called him with TT is a bad player and he thinks that his callingrange here is 88+ and AT+

I DISAGREE.

HES DRIVING ME FUCKING NUTS. He thinks this is a very good play and he expects alot of foldequity.

CAN SOME1 PLZ BE ON MY SIDE??? hes pushing 13bb and giving the other guy OVER 2:1, almost 3:1 (the antes dosnt show in the hand history)

But the other guy has to call 30k to win 80k in the pot.

I dont think he is folding EVER here.

Can some1 back me up?

Do you think its a good play with 85 13bb deep on a final table like this?

I dont think so

he dosnt have any fold equity here right?

I would call myself with like, almost 100% of my range

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to now being a winning pokerplayer!

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Bad start, but im working my way up slowly..

still my only goal is kinda to get up to the posivite side and ill be happy.

no stress, np np yo!



cuz im feeeeling this goooood overall atm

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i think i push myself to hard when it comes to poker, everything under 20bb/100 is like a complete failure in my world on the low stakes as i play, and i always put down mosterous amount of hours..

looking at my last blogpost ive been running really bad aswell and its gotten to my head so much that i havent played to good either, wich leads to me really feeling like crap cuz poker is something really important for me nowadays.

Im not working either, so im just living off microstakes wins wich makes me not being able to move up stakes as i should/would like to. Especially now last months when i havent won as much as i woulda liked..

Lowering my goals, playing less = less stress.
Played a couple of sessions with a much more calm mind the last 3 days and it feels great.

cant control how i run, and ive been in kind of a lifetilted, blindish state of mind lately.

I also will cut down on my cashouts and just try to live a little cheaper for some month to really try and not feel stressed out over how much im winning.


will hang out with ex gf tonight, we are kinda close to getting back together. I really dont remember why we broke up in the first place anymore since she is really awsome and really loves me.. + shes hot (imo atleast)

feels good to be seing her again, have missed her alot last couple of months. also i can get my mind of poker for once.

pic of her doing some damn pose, just realised i dont have many "natural" pics of her even after 3 years of being a couple rofl


i run crap and still plays nl25 but atleast im getting some of the good shiet tonight :D

suck it biatches!

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its been 4 months now..

i cant win, ive came to the stage where i know im gonna get outdrawn when i hold the nuts by some random shit. and then it happends,again and again and i just laugh.. turning psycho for reals.

4 months, 500hours of play, 145BI under EV. (though they are never accurate but it forms a picture atleast)

im not joking, its all bad run. cuz i know im making +ev choices/plays all the fucking time...

is it really possible to run so TERRIBLY bad for such a long time?


edit:
may: was decent month $ wise though


june: its not as "good" as it looks like since almost all upswings on the graph is lower stakes regrindament and all downswings is higher stakes so $ wise it suxed..


July: just terrible


april suxed the most. i dont have those hands on this computer since i bought a new one and to lazy to transfer them, but thats the month where i went from 100NL to 25NL in a month and it was just sick all over luckwise..

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july suxed, ran bad, played bad.

didnt play to much, only like 50 hours.

ended up +-0 after lots of MTT losses and not winning to much in cashgames..

had a 50NL shot that failed pretty hard.

August ill put in more hands, more hours.

GL

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why is it like this that u never get rewarded for making these sick herocalls..

(ps we had a pretty crazy 3betting dynamic, he is a regular laggy type player, not to good though postflop, but he attacks weakness and plays superaggro, hes not thinking to much of his own/my range to much and stuff, not to good at balancing, like alot of 25NL players)

always the brutal buttfucking beats.
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allthough im happy i really think about the game..
I would never have concidered calling in a spot like this cuz its not really fun psychologically but when the logic and instinct come to play its really a good feeling afterwards when you make these herocalls and end up being correct.

First you bluff and then all of a sudden ur hands become a bluffcatcher with showdownvalue. Its really cool imo.

with our dynamic i never think he has AK and if he made some kind of 2 pair combo i dont think hes good enough to level like this and shove. i guess he could have it some % of the time but it just makes no sense, his shove dosnt match his range at all.

Any thoughs about the hand?

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its getting so tiering running like this month after month..

this downswing has lasted for over 3 months now and these 2 last days speak for themself..



over 3 different sites now and i made some calculations and im 120 buy ins under my expected EV. over 3 months and about 200k hands.

im seriously thinking of suicide, its so enoying cuz im laying down soooo much time on this shit.

Im sure i have alot of leaks but im pretty sure i should be more of a winner on 25NL and 50NL then breakeven with EV telling me im a 15bb/100 winner..

fucking piss..

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(only from this month)

damn shot doomswtich always..

regs played back lots of more on 50nl then 25nl actually, i remembered 50nl on ipoker to be much softer than this when i played on ipoker..
FUCK YOU BOSSMEDIA

anways lots of fishes though so think its gonna be fine with time.. so regrind and go for another shot

with my sick 45% rakeback it didnt hurt my BR that much with the shot since ill get back much of it..

btw is 44 Won $ when seen flop kinda lowish?

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had a 14 table session today and had been playing for 3 hours and it was going really well.

Then i hear my friends cominging home from a night of drinking.

I got 3 big pots going and have a big draw on 1 table and basically the nuts on the other tables, (top set vs aggro spewfish with pot already of 100bb with like 60bb each behind on turn) and another hand where i had flopped nutstraight after making a 3bet bluff with 97o vs a nit tag, who flatted my 3b.

2 of my friends comes into my room and start jumping on me and pulling me down on the floor..

im screaming like a crazy nazi and keep hitting them with my fist screaming at them to let go of me cuz im in big pots atm..

im breaking loose and hits one of the guys as hard as i can on his chest and runs back to the computer.

results, ive timed out on all tables and autofolded all of the 3 hands..

god fucking retards. just wanna kill them all fucking drunk bitches.

prolly lost atleast 3 buy ins of ev in those hands..

FUCKING RETARDS AGÖASGÖLASGÖASGOPKAGOASGKOPSGKOPASGKOPSGKOP

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