Hey guys, im not really sure why I'm posting this here but I thought the best advice can be given by strangers.
I've been with my GF for about 4 months, I know its not much but I still have really deep feelings for her, this last 4 months have been really great but now the situation has changed. We where both at school until this last semester, however, she is graduating next semester and is doing her practice this one. I'm not really sure if you guys know it like this but its sort of a placement where you start to work full time.
The problem is I started my academic career in med school, I did 4 semesters of it and then decided to change my career, im doing business now which means she is about 1,5 years ahead of me. Im still a long way from getting there but I thought it might not be too much of a problem since our relationship is at a really good moment now. Another problem is we're supposed to be on vacation now, but her placement started a month before school and she has to be there from 8am to 6pm, meaning we don't really have much time to see each other. Then again I thought we would figure that shit out and it wouldnt be too much of a problem either.
Today was the second day of her placement, I know its close to nothing, but I had a feeling today I haven't had in ages, I was extremelly jeleous. After work she called me and told me "I went with my work buddies to have a few beers", im not sure why but that just made me feel like shit, on the 4 months we've been together there has not been a single chance where we haven't got out together,today is the first time this happens and I don't understand why I feel so bad about this. I know she has to be social and get to know the people that she works with, but at the same time I know that this will be something that will happen a lot and I don't really feel too good about this. I mean, im still stuck at school while she's speding most of her time with other people from work and I'm not sure if this is something I can deal with so easily.
Maybe I sound like a total douchebag for thinking the way I am, but I just can't help it, it's really not a good time in my life to be worrying about a girl, I really need to focus on finishing my career ASAP but I have the feeling that this will only slow me down and have a really negative effect on my grades. Im starting to think that the best thing is to finish with the relationship before both of us start feeling that we are out of place and we remember the good relationship we have as a shitty one because we didn't meet at the right time.
Sorry if this is a bit too long but I needed to get my feelings out, believe it or not a feel a bit more calm about this. The only thing that I ask you is not to post the first thing that comes into your mind but to think about it for a minute a tell me what you think is the best course of action at the moment.
Thank you for you're time, I really appreciate it.
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