sick sick sick week
eekmice, Sep 17 2007
up 16 buy ins in about 12 hrs of play at 50NL. I'll need to get in a few more buy ins before i move up to 100NL but before i do, i'll probably need to get rakeback. i've been meaning to do it yet i haven't had much time to cash out. i'll probably do it within the week.
i finally know now
eekmice, Aug 15 2007
from my previous blogs u'll probably know i dropped a huge chunk of my br at 50NL. I thought it was tilting sessions but apparently the culprit is.....ALCOHOL.
Man i'm not as gosu as rek and i can't drink a lot and play well. I misread easy ass boards like a 4 card flush and bet it out when i have none of those flush cards. since i have class at 8am, i stopped drinking on wkdays and since playing 25NL sober i'm pretty much up at least 2 buy ins every day.
damn as much as i love alcohol, i should not drink while i play cuz i need to play in order to make money to buy alcohol. aka money >> alcohol
i finally know now
eekmice, Aug 15 2007
from my previous blogs u'll probably know i dropped a huge chunk of my br at 50NL. I thought it was tilting sessions but apparently the culprit is.....ALCOHOL.
Man i'm not as gosu as rek and i can't drink a lot and play well. I misread easy ass boards like a 4 card flush and bet it out when i have none of those flush cards. since i have class at 8am, i stopped drinking on wkdays and since playing 25NL sober i'm pretty much up at least 2 buy ins every day.
damn as much as i love alcohol, i should not drink while i play cuz i need to play in order to make money to buy alcohol. aka money >> alcohol
i finally know now
eekmice, Aug 15 2007
from my previous blogs u'll probably know i dropped a huge chunk of my br at 50NL. I thought it was tilting sessions but apparently the culprit is.....ALCOHOL.
Man i'm not as gosu as rek and i can't drink a lot and play well. I misread easy ass boards like a 4 card flush and bet it out when i have none of those flush cards. since i have class at 8am, i stopped drinking on wkdays and since playing 25NL sober i'm pretty much up at least 2 buy ins every day.
damn as much as i love alcohol, i should not drink while i play cuz i need to play in order to make money to buy alcohol. aka money >> alcohol
shitty day
eekmice, Aug 11 2007
Today I just found out that my uncle has colon cancer.
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
I'm not much of a regular poster here but I guess I needed to write it somewhere so here goes. He's an orthopedic surgeon at probably one of the biggest hospitals in Korea and today I just found out the news about his colon cancer. There is a 15 cm tumor in his colon. I've known him quite well and even during my visit to Korea I've stayed at his place. He's been quite the smoker over the years and through my research, smoking increases your risk of colon cancer by 40%. This is my first real experience with someone close to me that has been diagnosed with an illness like this. Needless to say, it's really beyond shock. Experiencing this for the first time, it really does fucking suck.
On a poker note, the day that I found out about this, I had nothing better to do so I started to play some poker. But needless to say, my mind was on my uncle and I really couldn't give a fuck about what was happening poker wise. I dropped 400 at 50NL but surprisingly, it hasn't really affected me as much as it would any other day. Now I'm at a position to grind back up at 25NL to get decently rolled for 50NL.
"Everyday above the ground is a good one."
-Six Feet Under TV show
I guess I truly know what that means now.
To stop tilting?
eekmice, Aug 03 2007
Recently I've been tilting like a monkey and everytime I do so, I've been losing literally like 1/4 of my BR. I play 50NL and just now after a few coolers/bad beats, I went fucking nuts and decided to play some sngs that were way over my bankroll aka (120$, 55$ and the occasional 33$ one). Not surprisingly, I only cashed in one of like 10 tries. Man I gotta stop fucking tilting. It's killing me........
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