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  tloapc, Oct 08 2010

I'm forcing myself to make this blogpost. I don't want to forget this lesson to hopefully in the future minimize it's chances of ever happening again.

Since my last entry I've primarily been playing live. That in itself is an adventure. Before I went and played live, I had cashed out to pay off all of my bills & debts. Immediately after doing so I started to have a case of the cashout blues so I decided to switch to live for a bit. Even though I'm not properly rolled for live atm, it is completely my money (yessss!!) and when you combine that with knowing 100% how juicy the live 1/2 games are plus the online cashout blues it becomes an easy risky-yet-profitable decision. As I am not up as much as I'd like to be (primarily for getting bored and being two+ steps ahead instead of one) I did have to make a few adjustments and remind myself that even online at best I don't usually win more than 60% of my sessions in the longterm. Live rocks though and I hope to eventually do that just as much if not more than online.
I'm procrastinating from the point of this blog tho. Live is not the reason for this entry

In decided to give a shot to online again, this is my first session back.



The point I'm wanting to make is this hand and after
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This is the dumbest hand I have played in . . . . hell it's been so long I can't even tell you the last time. At nowhere in the hand did I even think of 89 as a possibility. I thought an 8 was possible, but I was just thinking set set draw set draw and set. I felt so incredibly st00pid after this hand that my mentality completely deteriorated. I usually let things go rather easily but after this mishap I was laughing & berating myself so much that my game immediately turned stale then completely fell apart. I told myself multiple times (outloud even) that I should just stop but I didn't as I wanted to make up for such a silly dumbass mistake. You can see just by the graph my outcome.
This session reinforced my belief in how much of this game is mental more than anything else. It's quite ironic that just a few weeks ago I was showing someone a graph where I had started out devastatingly bad and then made a comeback to completely even before calling it a session and upon showing this I had mentioned how that type of session/graph was soooo much better than it's opposite because at the finish line you have a completely reversed feeling. Truer words have never been spoken.

The moral of this post for me is primarily that I need to listen to myself; especially when I talk outloud. I am usually very good in this department if not the best but today shows that no matter who or what you think you are, anyone can sometimes fail miserably at something that's so easy and obvious to them. Maybe I could be proud I finally did stop and at least it was in the green but even now I am berating myself and that is why I'm making this post; to learn my lesson and hopefully let go

gl and tc all






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groundwork
  tloapc, Oct 03 2010

I made my last blog for multiple reasons. After making it, I had alot of stuff going on and I wanted to start updating here to keep myself focused but I decided not to do this until I got situated better and so I turned that into a mini private goal. This ended up being a wise motivating move. My end of the month deadline was for quite a lot of things, both personal and business wise, and suffice to say with an awesome finish I passed with flying colors



I made some HUGE solid steps in that month. Looking back, I felt like this was me
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I feel totally accomplished! The first huge step? I am finally out of debt!~~~!!!~!~! C O M P L E T E L Y~!#~!@
This is an amazing feeling really. After what feels like an eternity, I have finally set it up so that I am totally in the positive now. In fact it makes me so happy I'm writing the rest of this blog in green.

Not only are all my debts paid off but barring some big event, I have completed my move scenario for the time being and I think I have it setup so all my major bills should be paid off until the end of this year. You know what this means? This means the next 3 months are my best chance in a long time to actually get somewhere as far as a real poker bankroll. Time to get really motivated~

But before I go more indepth as to where I currently am and my future goals, I want to wrap up the gist of the past events. As I mentioned before, my computer died and so I've been on my laptop. This has actually been a pretty big learning event in itself as I've had to adapt and readjust in many little ways I didn't realize I was taking for granted. My laptop is far from gosu and so I've started a process of reformatting and wiping it every month or whenever it feels sluggish or slow in order to keep it rolling as efficiently as possible. I've already done it twice and I am saying this bit of info because I want to make the note here that I have not been saving any databases of handhistories and I doubt I will do so until I get a new desktop or a more powerful laptop.

Because of the last reformat, all I have of last month is the last week. I don't really want to spend much effort into explaining last month because if I start then it will take quite a bit of effort to make it come together so I will let pictures suffice instead

Sessions


Graphs



So where am I pokerwise?
I can not tell u how many times in my life I have had to start over in building a BR. I am aiming for this to really be my last time. I am actually starting off way better this time than most.

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So where do I want to be pokerwise?
Well I am hoping to have til the end of the year to do this but I am going to break it down on a month per month basis. My goal for the month of October is to make a roll on both pokersites as well as make a live poker roll as well. Currently it goes as follows:

PokerStars goal = 1k
FTP goal = 1k
Live roll = 1k
This is totally doable imo tho the live roll may take a hit somewhat but I'll just have to see where the current takes me

I think that's a good enough starting update/blogpost for now
tc and gl all~






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lostaccount REVIVED
  tloapc, Sep 01 2010





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Monitor for sale
  tloapc, Feb 18 2009



Selling a beautiful 4 month old Acer 24" 1920x1200 monitor to anyone here that wants it for $200 not including shipping costs. I will offer it here for 2 days or so before going to craigslist or Ebay and probably charging more. Will accept payments on Stars.
PM me w/ msn or w/e if interested. It's really a great lookin monitor, nothings wrong with it tho it does have a dead pixel but you don't notice it unless u hunt for it or have a pure black background.

bought it from newegg, here's the review and more specs etc
http://www.newegg.com/Product/Product.aspx?Item=N82E16824009152

Will post pics of the actual monitor to be sold if u guys want. Again, it's $200 and also shipping must be paid for however much that is.



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Obama
  tloapc, Feb 17 2009

ok so we went from



to



and within one month amongst numerous other things he has...

*made a 30 thousand increase of troops in Afghanistan
*created almost 1 trillion dollars (u do realize that's 1 trillion more dollars out of thin air and more into the negative right)
*added an additional 17 thousand troops to Afghanistan to the first 30 thousand


oh yes good job
the future is being setup for a GREAT success
it's just to bad your name isn't on the invitation list to the party
enjoy your $400 and smile


I leave this blog with a similitude question to you.
Which would you choose, the red pill or the blue pill?


red pill spoiler
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blue pill spoiler
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tc either way




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Slants welcome
  tloapc, Nov 05 2008

Actions speak louder than words
I really hope Obama isn't assassinated or we will never learn our lesson
I'll be honest and start him with a fresh clean slate as soon as he swears in
So let's see what happens shall we


Some food for thought ---------------------------------------------------------->
A really good read --------------------------------------------------------------->

Why Ron Paul Didn’t Win
by Michael S. Rozeff
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The only one actually saying anything true is right here. vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv



ps
I put a buncha arrows for all you Obama ninjas that don't see to well on your own



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make the bad man stop
  tloapc, Oct 26 2008




I filtered the graph cuz I did something I've never done before that would totally screw up any real info...
I tried to get the bad runs out of my system

It didn't work..
so I tried a different site, that didn't work either

I <3 this game and it's totally mine in time

stayed tuned folks, the game is always far from over
tc and gl at the tables~






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it certainly is nice..
  tloapc, Oct 06 2008

..to not be on a propbet and play whenever I like
I hope to never take that for granted again
this is much nicer =]


It says 5 days, but I've only played three



it's all in how you look at it
take care and gl all~







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  tloapc, Oct 02 2008

Today (or yesterday) was my first day back playing poker since my prop bet ended. It's funny how things work..
After the bet ended, I had no idea I was about to take a month off of poker. Wish I coulda at least called it a vacation lol - but it wasn't
I'm not making this blog to get all into that tho, so suffice it to say that life changing stuff happened; and rarely does anything ever go as planned

so pokerrr!~
I played quite a few different levels and lots of different amounts of tables today
When I first brought Stars up, I thought I could just start right out with 10+ tables and quickly realized that wasn't a good idea. So I varied it, playing anywhere from 2 to 9 tables, just to get my feel back
Even tho it's only been one day so far, it doesn't feel like the game at stars has changed at all. I dunno why but for some reason I thought it might of.
Maybe it's just cuz I ran good.

I played NL .25 up to 1/2

I planned on getting more into it but I just got a phone call and have to meet someone in 10 minutes, so I'm just gonna post the biggest winning and losing hand BB/100 wise
funny they are both at nl25
biggest bb /100 hand lost
biggest bb/100 won

take care and gl all~~





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Last day
  tloapc, Sep 02 2008

It's the last session for me in the prop bet
I'm 20 buyins away and I have 8 hours to make it

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time has flown and I learned an immense amount from this either way
the practically break even stretch that you see has me running at a total of 4 bb/100 (3.95)
I still think I can actually make it, I would just need the 65%+ hands to hold up at least half the time
so back at it I go


take care and gl all




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