Oddeye's Chronicles

Omg haha, I think I'm finally not getting the respect I deserve. People are playing super aggressive vs me, however that lead to some pretty annoying cooler, I'm trying to take them as what they are, because they were. I got shoved JT vs AA, QQ vs AA, uhhhh 55 vs KK 130bb(didn't get this one tho)

Had some regular setup in 3bet pots, set vs top pair, some classic 4bet AK vs QQ or AKs vs AA deal v sb and so on. I overplayed a couple of hands too, shoved a pair cause I thought he was weak and he had AK, overall I'm slightly down again... something like 1.5k today, I was at 59.3k and I'm at like 57.7k, it pisses me off pretty bad I haven't moved up since sometime... always taking many coolers which leads me to go down - then up... it's annoying I really hope I start running good again at some point, but I've got over the mega deep tilt I had not too long ago, hope it won't build again but it's starting.

Oh and the cashout is being issued, 40k in total and I'm pretty damn certain it's going to work this time. Still got work on the tilt part of poker if I want to move on higher stakes cause nl1k requires pretty good control I still play occasionally w like 2-3 tables within my 2/4 and 3/6 tables.

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I know I'm not really down that much at all but I am fucking sick of losing every god damn all-in/pot. My training course as barely started and I find myself so stressed I cannot even read a single book without wanting to go back to poker or want to leave the place. I've had so many negative emotions in my life lately and an increasing desire to use violence and drugs. It's def linked to poker but it's not the whole picture, I don't work hard at all compared to other people and I'm pretty lazy. Break do me no good, I tried but was thinking about it even more, if I could just have a couple months free I would be able to get myself together but things are going fast now. I know I'll beat it at some point and keep going up... It's more that I'm bad within myself and I feel painful in almost every situation and I want it to be done. I really wish I'd be able to be happy without having to do drugs (and quitting won't help) - its just ive been smoking for 4-5yrs and just wasted from it, it's fine when I can sleep but now I've no time to sleep I have to wake at like 6.

Ok rant done -_- and off sniffing some stuff (dont worry not doing the stuff too much)

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Seriously I am just way too fucking pissed because of poker. As I already said I'm failing many classes because of it, it's not because I spend too much time on it not making my homework (it's that also actually), it's that I fucking can't anything but playing poker when I'm pissed about poker. I'm also gonna look for an apartment in QC pretty soon cuz I'm obviously not going to succeed in my conventional predestined job.

Had a pretty funny hand UB history didn't save : I raise AKs UTG, UTG+1 calls, dealer call, I 4bet, fold, fold, call, flop come J77. He checks I shove, he insta call w KQ fullstacked at NL1k.

But I had some pretty unfunny hand, like one hand a donkey reraise me I'm dealer w 55 (2+~buyin), flop is 772, he checks, I check, turn 5, I bet, he raises, I shove, river A and he has A7o -_- how lame.

Or I simply got 4betshove w 55 and called w KK obviously a 5 came. I was pretty WTF.

I did the rollercoster from 60k to 55k to 59k to 56.8k which I am at now and to be honest I feel pretty damn destroyed inside by that slight lost of money, I overplayed a couple of hands at NL1k and got owned but I don't think I'm unable to play the limit just can't control the tilt from 1k$ suckouts, but knowing myself tomorrow day and night I'll be playing.

I hate tilt.

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Ya I'm not gonna play NL1k before a while again I just suck not to mention I went to play when I was already on tilt but I feel I am not gonna handle myself very good any limit, already down 4k. This week is the biggest exam week ever so I am totally fucked in every way because I will feel bad until I recover from my downswing aka I will fuck my school and fail. :S

I made fucking lame plays, got owned twice by a limp caller preflop who had big holding and I thought he was weak.

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Quads vs Royal straight flush, I made 1.2k from the table + something like 1k from my other tables. Pretty lucky and I'm somewhat up so I have 57k and 2.5krb coming. However my cashout by bankwire fucked up only because I entered some wrong info so I'm reprocessing it soon. Btw, did anyone from Canada and/or UB ever cashed out with bankwire - just wanna know if its a good idea/legal to cash out w it.

On life side I've got my training course starting but I don't even feel like doing it because it seems it won't pay compared to poker and I certainly don't like too much what I'm studying it and plan on playing poker after anyway. I'm totally unable to decide if I should focus on poker or finish this since I make good money from poker now. Thought?

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So if I include my rakeback I had 50k total I decided it was time for a cashout. Didn't cash out so big before so I had to use another cash out method, I used bankwire and the cashout form was kinna confusing to me but I hope everything went well. I'm gonna know very soon I guess. I left myself 12k so I can play NL400/600 freely. I hope I'll keep banking and the cash out goes well. On a side note looks like I'm failing some classes (due to not going - actually the class was about revising some homework I didn't do with the teacher and it's pathetic waste of time believe me) so I'm gonna pick up poker fully soon.

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Wow this is just plain fucking sick, I wanna puke. I'm running extremely bad I'm almost down 5k since 4days. I wanna freaking murder someone. I really want to make it back before I next week, else I will fuck up school very very bad because of it. I'm still fucking unable to control these feelings it's annoying. I just HATE how poker is going now, so many freaking luckboxing and crap. I had a live tourney tonight but fuck this no way I'm going to that crap that will take 6-7hrs just for 700$.

I fucking hate poker right now it's just incredible....

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Yeah just stopped playing but I barely can believe I'm only down 1k today, I guess that is a satisfaction in itself. Everything turned out wrong in every imaginable way, can't say I played perfect especially at the beginning of the session. Overall I'm down around 3k from my high point being 41.2k so now I'm at 38.3k but I should be able to make it back playing all week-end long. To be honest I'm rather pissed at the result of it but at least I'm able to keep rambling. I've got a few hand I'm not sure how should I have played and I will post them in hand section later but for most hands they played by themselves.

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Yeah just a short update cause I was pretty much pissed(as you can see in my last HH) the last days every time I played head up I did pretty good until I got sucked out and started spewing like a bad bad gorilla. Played some 6max too of course and I'm almost at the 40k mark, I guess it would be a good time for a cash out of like 25k leaving me 15k to play.

Edit: Take a look LOL!
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Yeah im doing totally horrible, just getting sucked out/full of bullshit setup and donkey playing crappy hand and lucking. I took a break and came back, got sucked out some more... its getting fucking disgusting. Fuck this. Down something like 5k since yesterday which is horrible...

edit: more fucking suckouts... pisses me off all I can think about his poker and I start school soon, really a fucking bad mixt, if I start losing im gonna really screw up my school that sure I almost failed last session because of my downswing...

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