roadtrip through sweden whole last week, to see kiss in stockholm last saturday, epic concert!
friend of ours who lives there made our makeup, pretty good for some1 that never painted some1s face before / dunno who the fudge kiss is.
epic trip, stayed in 4 different towns, 2 casinos, tons of beer and lots of fun ending with an epic concert, magical. best concert ive been on, including metallica 07 wich also was epic.
for poker it sucks ass, may was not very good, neither is june so far, atleast i made like 700$ playing live during the trip so i got the trip "for free" atleast, that was nice =)
i got a stake from my friend in beginning of march to help me out w my roll that i pretty much busted after my -8k month in february on stars running brutally much under my EV and alot of other stupid stuff
i returned to bossmedia network to grind the € tables out on my stakeroll and sofar ive payed the stake back fully and are currently back up in the NL100 and NL200 games
i started out at NL50 in march, not winning to much but with the rakeback i collected i was able to pay back the stake + his 40% in early april since i got to keep all of my rakeback for myself i only "lost" around 500€ in the deal, so i got staked for 1500€, payed him his 2000€ back and currently got around 4k€ roll again and im awating decent rakeback payout from april, im on phase to recieve around 3500€ in RB, ive raked around 5k so far this month and im going for 7k
been 8-12 tabling NL100 whole month, adding some NL200 and NL150 tables that looks good into my sessions with decent sucess, small sample on NL200 but sofar i havent clashed with any reg that feels to scary or anything, the games looks pretty good so hopefully i will play more and more NL200 in may.
im so happy i have such good pokerfriends, the guy that staked me saved my ass bigtime this time only to help me out, not taking almost anything for himself making it a terrible deal for him buissnes wise.
im back up on the horse, and im currently making a real good hourly at NL100 with RB, around 35€/RB/hour while 12 tabling, and with my current winrate im shipping a nice 70-80€/hour at the NL100 games wich is so sick, im prolly running hot, not EV wise, but i feel i run decently at times. But i also feel so super confident in my ability to beat NL100 after my trip of 500k hands of NL100 as a 24 tabling retard on stars, playing less tables makes me feel kinda safe, and i look forward at continueing playing more NL200 again
[x] Ive lost almost all of my roll
[x] Close to suicide
[x] Down to the micros
[x] Dont know how to pay the bills if i dont win in march
[x] Im really fucking stupid for not moving down faster
[x] Broke up with GF after 4 years of being together
[x] Panic
[x] Stress
[ ] Confidence
[ ] I have a SC2 Beta key
[x] I could really really need a SC2 beta key
it wasnt to good no
EDIT:
and also
i will never ever ever ever ever again 24 table, ive played so fucking bad this year 24 tabling, sure i got supernova but at what cost?
just look at that redline, that is just pathetic bad stuff
how could i even come up with a stupid idea like that in the first place trying to 24 table when i obviously suck ass at it
never again
i just feel that im better then most of the other 100nl regs at this point, but im just wasteing my edge by 24 tabling, wich is just retarded, i dunno what is wrong with me. i dont wanna be a FPP whore i wanna improve my game and get to the high stakes evetually
i only played for about 14 months now, and i guess ive came pretty far after all? but i just wasted 2 months of my life doing this stupid shit
ive heard for along time now all around shit about leatherass that hes like this fish bumhunter hit and runner
i guess i just havent played long enough or something, or posted long enough on 2+2 to know what the deal is
i havent seen any of his videos but he seem to crush the games up to 25/50 and grind a ton according to his PTR on both FTP and PS, so how can he be a bumhunter if he is like 10 tabling 5/10 and 10/20?*
whats the deal, why does ppl talk shit about him? ^^